Couldn't sleep, this happened, yada yada yada. Enjoy.


There was darkness, then whiteness, then noise, followed by silence.

Then Sirius opened his eyes and met the judging gaze of an Archangel.

"I can explain," he spat out quickly.

"Oh?" The angel in question asked.

"Yeah, I'm an idiot and went for vengeance rather than following through with my responsibilities."

The angel rolled her eyes, "Obviously."

Sirius took in a deep breath then sighed, "I'm sorry...really...I, I've never been stable and losing my brother and you just..."

"It broke you," she whispered lightly.

"Yeah...I...I wasn't right in the head."

The angel shot him a wry grin, "You were never right in the head mutt, didn't stop me from allowing Jamie to make you our son's Dogfather though."

Sirius raised his hand and brushed it against the angels cheek, "Lily is that really you?"

She shuddered and let out a sob as she pulled his hand to her chest, "Yes Padfoot it's me."

"Lils...I..."

She interrupted him with a flat, "Held my cooling body while ruminating over all of your past failures leading to this point?"

"You were dead sis."

"I got better."

"Obviously."

Silence for a time, then the pair broke out laughing and hugged each other before there was a cough at his side, glancing over Sirius could only grin.

"Moony! I'd hug you mate but I'm a bit bedridden at the moment..."

"Padfoot..." Remus muttered lightly, then he abruptly stood, walked towards his friend's bed, leaned down, and kissed his brow.

Standing up straight his amber eyes met Sirius dark grey and he soon whispered, "I'm sorry brother."

Sirius grinned in return, "It's fine I-"

"It ISN'T fine Padfoot!" Remus shot out in a moment of rage. "You were Harry's legal guardian, I knew that, Alice knew that, Monica knew that! Alice is in a coma she'll likely never recover from, Monica, your fiance was raped and murdered the day after you were incarcerated without trial and without question. NOTHING is fine Padfoot! NOTHING! We were all used, and discarded by Dumbledore... You more than the rest of us..."

Sirius went wide eyed and even more pale skinned then he was beforehand at that, "Monica's dead?"

Revan spoke up while taking his hand, "Yes brother, she is..."

"She was pregnant..." Tears gathered at the corners of his eyes as he began shaking.

Remus grabbed Sirius free hand whispered out, "Oh dear lord..."

"We were going to have a little girl..."

"Sirius," Revan muttered.

"We were going to name her Dorea, after our...my...real mum..."

Then Sirius broke out sobbing and curled in on himself.

"Computer, put patient one in temporary stasis," the computer beeped once and Sirius was soon put away while Revan tried to process what she had just learned.

Lily and Remus stared at their friend's cell for a time when Reven finally let out a tired sigh, "Remus would you do me a favor and get drunk with me please?"

Remus stared back at Sirius' prone form through the window for a time before nodding.

"Of course."


"Babe what do I do?"

Bastila frowned, glanced over to Revan, and sighed.

"I don't think keeping him in stasis will help dear."

Revan was silent for a time, then spoke up, "Ok, imagine we went through a Veela mating ritual, I was pregnant with our twin daughters, and you were thrown into prison on a ridiculously unlikely charge. You came out ten years later and found out that I was raped to death, and our children died before ever seeing the world. How would you react?"

Bastila stared at her for half a minute, then the television exploded.

Brushing glass off her arm Lily nodded, "Yeah...my reaction as well. That's what Sirius is going through right now and I have no idea how to handle it..."

More silence.

"Do we know who did it?"

"No, all I've got is a list of Death Eaters who bought their way out of prison and their accomplices I tore from Malfoy's mind before it turned into something resembling grits an' gravy."

Bastila smirked at that, "Well...That is a starting point isn't it?"

Lily blinked, lifted her head and met her girlfriends knowing gaze while raising a brow, "Bastila what are you thinking about?"

Bastila smirked in return, "Oh the same thing you're always thinking about dear, taking over the world. Shall we begin in earnest while getting a bit of vengeance in on the side?"

"Goddess I love you," Revan muttered as she stood and pulled the smaller woman into a tight embrace as their lips locked together. After a time she let her go and stared down at her love's brilliant brown eyes for what felt like an eternity.

"Shall we begin then?" Darth Revan asked.

Bastila smirked in response, "We shall," Bastila replied.

Earth would not now, nor ever know, exactly what hit it afterwards.


Wrote this in like...thirty minutes? Tired...I'm going to go take an excruciatingly hot bath and hope that helps.

Regardless, hope you liked it.