Epilogue

Twenty five years have passed since I've….. awoken from that dream? I've lost track of how my months I've logged in counselors' offices trying to sift through it all. It's been an extremely long journey; but today I start a new book.

One thing remains though; my soul still longs for Him and yes; I have learned more and more to do all things with a grateful heart to the glory of God.

So….

Ask me how I know there's a God up in the Heavens.

Where did He go in the middle of my shame?

Ask me how I know there's a God up in the Heavens.

I say His mercy is bringing me life again!

I'm coming to life again!

So ask me...

I get a little tongue twisted,

Every time I talk to You when I see You.

And I'm so glad that You just missed it,

The way I stared to memorize Your face.

To kiss You in my mind.

Love You all the time.

'Cause when I close my eyes,

I still can see Your smile,

It's bright enough to light my life,

Out of my darkest hour.

Please believe it's true,

When I tell You I love You!

I've taken too many chances,

Searching for the truth in love that's in my heart.

Tell me if I made the wrong advances,

Tell me if I've made You feel ashamed.

'Cause I know I have to do this,

Would You hold my hand right through it?

'Cause when I close my eyes,

I still can see Your smile.

It's bright enough to light my life,

Out of my darkest hour.

Please believe it's true,

When I tell You I love You!

I had to let You know just what would happen,

Yes I had to let You know the truth.

I know I've got to do this.

Would You hold my hand right through it? Would You?

'Cause when I close my eyes,

I still can see Your smile.

It's bright enough to light my life,

Out of my darkest hour.

'Cause when I close my eyes,

I still can see Your smile.

It's bright enough to light my life,

Out of my darkest hour!

….. know now this is true,

When I tell You I love You!

(I see your smile - song by Gloria Estefan)