AN: Well you're in for a dark ass ride… also I usually mark my smut scenes but not for this one. Ah but there is a rape scene and I'll mark where it starts in case some of you want to skip it. Enjoy the dark angst.

Note: # is when there is a time skip, no specific time gap though.

Disclaimer: I don't own the Legend of Korra series; it belongs to its rightful owners.

Edit: Before you read my fanfic, I just want you to know that this story has serious mature content. If you are under the age of 18, please don't read this because there is a lot of content that may be upsetting. As you see from my tags, Korra rapes Asami and they go through a lot of things together but they WILL end up together. There is a sense of unrealistically because of this since rape victims don't usually fall in love with their rapist and no lawful justice happens. This work is FICTION and is a korrasami fanfic so they will end up together. So, if you don't think a victim and rapist relationship is right, STOP here. This is not the fanfic for you and there are plenty of others. I DON'T condone rape or the usage of drugs. This is just a deep and dark fanfic with heavy content that will most likely trigger conflicting emotions. You have been warned so if you still want to read this, go for it.

Ch 1: SPIRYTUS

"ASAMI WHY?! PLEASE, DON'T BREAK UP WITH ME!" Korra desperately bawls in a shaky voice.

"I'm sorry Korra but it's over… I… I don't love you anymore…" Asami turns away, unable to face the younger woman and starts walking towards the door.

Korra bolted over to her lover and dropped down on her knees, grabbing a hold of Asami's legs. "No no no no! PLEASE don't leave me I'M BEGGING YOU! I'll do or fix whatever you want just PLEASE don't, DON'T BREAK UP WITH ME!" She was on the floor crying like a madman while desperately holding onto her legs.

"I'm sorry… but I just can't..." Yanking her legs forward, she ignored her ex lover's screams and cries as she walked away, not turning back.

#

"KORRA!"

Slamming her against the apartment wall, "Knock it off will you, stop harassing Asami! She said she doesn't want to talk to you anymore."

"SHUT UP MAKO THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU! THIS IS BETWEEN ME AND ASAMI."

Asami stood there speechless with her luggage and boxes. She was moving out of the apartment Korra and herself shared. Avoiding eye contact, the maiden had her body turned and was holding onto her elbow with her right hand.

"I said that's enough Korra! Stop being an idiot and just listen to what we have to say! Listen to Asami for god's sakes!"

Korra was about to snap, "Like I said what does this have to-" freezing up. "No… no no no, you two are dating again aren't you…"

Mako flinched but remained silent.

"You are… god dammit Mako Asami YOU! SON OF A BITCH! SO YOU'RE WILLING TO DATE HIM BUT NOT ME? WHY! WHAT THE HELL!" Shoving Mako off her body, "Get out of my face… BOTH OF YOU GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE!" Korra screams feeling betrayed.

Mako tried to speak, "Korra look I… we-"

Throwing a hard punch she nailed him in the jaw, knocking him onto the floor. She ignores him as she intently stares at Asami. "Look at me… tell me in my face WHY! WHY ARE YOU WILLING TO DATE HIM INSTEAD OF ME! WHY! Why Asami why…" her voice broke as she tried suppressing her tears.

"..."

Silence filled the room for a minute which felt like an eternity to the distressed girl.

"So that's your answer? Fine. Don't ever show yourselves in front of me again… you have five minutes to move your shit out of my house."

Shutting her eyes, she blinked away her tears before walking towards Asami. When she was next to the woman, she stopped in place and looked at the maiden one last time. Asami still wouldn't look her in the eyes before Korra continued to walk forward and purposely bumped into her shoulder. Devastated, Korra walked outside without looking back and slammed the door shut.

*two years later*

The room was smokey from all the countless joints such as cigarettes, cigars, whatever illegal drug that created a good high, had been lit on the ashtray holders. There were countless beer cans, jugs and wine bottles scattered all across the floor. And on a small cabinet next to the bed, there were multiple syringes and needles on top of it. Groaning, Korra shifted the blanket knocking over some beer cans down onto the floor. She sat upright before running her fingers through her short, choppy cut hair. Letting out a sigh, she nudged the sleeping body that was next to her.

"Azula… wake up, you need go."

She mumbles before wrapping her arms around Korra's waist and started kissing her hip before talking, "Mmm baby don't be like that, it's still early… let me sleep..."

Korra sighs before repeating herself more firmly, "Azula we've gone through this before, we fuck and then you leave."

"Mm..." kissing her lower back, "I know…" pulling Korra back down on the mattress. "But before I leave, I believe I owe a favor for last night…" She lifted up one Korra's leg up and pulled it over her own shoulder before kissing Korra's lower lips.

Korra lets out a hum before spreading her legs for more access.

Azula giggles before sucking her clit and licking her entire wet vulva. She caressed Korra's toned thighs as she brought her hands up and held onto them firmly before passionately eating her out. She roughly sucked, slurped and licked Korra's sex again and again as her own womanhood became wet. She left out a soft moan of arousal while carefully bobbing back and forth and slid in two of her fingers. Churning them in a irregular fast circular movement, Azula started thrusting it in and out while sucking her clit more hungrily.

"Mmh…" Korra lets out a soft moan before grabbing onto Azula's head and pulls her in closer.

Not before long Korra clamped down her legs and shuddered in Azula's mouth. She let out a nice, euphoric moan as Azula slowly rubbed her G-spot letting Korra ride out her orgasm. Once Korra stopped shaking, Azula pulled out her fingers from her wet sex with a trial of fluid dripping down her lips.

"Mmh..." licking her lips and fingers, "Did I make up for my stubbornness?"

Korra didn't respond and lifted her chin up, leading it to her lips. She sucked her plump lips passionately for a few seconds before slipping her tongue and immediately swirled it against hers. They both moaned in their kiss before Korra pushed her down onto her back. Grabbing Azula's wrists, she pinned them above her head before pulling out a sex toy. Korra swiftly inserted a double sided dildo into her womanhole and started teasing Azula's lower lips with the tip of the other end of the phallic.

"Well… depends on how much you're gonna scream."

Azula giggles with anticipation and snickers, "Then fuck me like you mean it."

Slowly licking her lips, Korra aggressively slammed the phallic into Azula's wet hole in one fell swoop. The woman let out a harsh gasp before Korra started rocking her hips barbarically.

"AAAHHHHH! FUCK YES KORRA!"

Wet claps repeatedly sounded off as Korra grunted, thrusting faster and harder, in and out of her wet sex. Then, not before long they both climaxed together and Azula let out a wonderful scream. Once they were both settled, Korra pulled out and grabbed the dildo from inside of her and tossed it aside. She then sat on the edge of the bed while Azula wrapped her arms around her neck from behind.

Kissing her ear, "Still can't forget about her baby girl..." rubbing her shoulder with her thumb.

Korra sighs before bending over to pick up Azula's black blouse and tossed it at her face.

Azula pouts, puckering her lips before getting dressed. "You're no fun."

#

Korra was shaking from the effects from the new steroids Tokuga gave her. Everything was in slow motion and it felt like she could move better than anyone else in the world. She felt so strong and fast. It was all simply amazing and she was on a great, no... an amazing high.

Grunting Korra threw a hard right hook and nailed the other woman in the jaw. She staggered backwards before Korra quickly slid in front of her, nailing her with a five tap combo at her torso and ended it with a roundhouse kick. The crowd roars in excitement as Korra pants while wiping the blood from the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand

The referee rung the bell and walked over to raise one of Korra's arm announcing the winner. "THERE WE HAVE IT FOLKS! THE WINNER OF THIS TOURNAMENT IS OUR UNDEFEATED CHAMPION, THE AVATAR!"

Loud cheers and a thunder of applauses covered the whole room as Korra stood there blankly looking at the floor. Then, once she concluded that it was over, Korra walked off the ring and landed on the beat up concrete with a small thud. Cracking her neck side to side, she proceeded to walk towards the locker room before a man wrapped his arm around her neck.

"Great job Kor, as expected from my greatest champ!" Handing her a towel to wipe off her sweat. "Now then let's talk about your reward." He walked with the fighter into the locker room and tosses her a sack that contained countless drugs like steroids, ecstasy, heroine, cocaine, etc…

"Thanks," she says in monotone voice while shaking her hand to relieve her jittering body.

"No no no, who are jesting kid! Thank you! It's thanks to you I've been winning the pools for the past three years now! You're my favorite and best fighter Kor!"

Korra wasn't really impressed like usual before opening up her locker and grabbed her favorite form of poison, strong ass alcohol. She unscrewed the cap and poured shot of SPIRYTUS in her mouth before grunting from the smooth burning sensation down her throat. She capped it and set it back in before grabbing and lighting up her cigarette, taking a deep inhale.

"Don't thank me, as long as you give me what I need, we got a deal."

Tokuga pulled Korra into a friendly choke hold, "Aw come on kid, don't be like this. I give you the best quality stuff there is! Just go home, use them and relax, you're just tired my love but damn… I still can't believe you like that shit, it's ninety six percent alcohol."

Breaking free from the hold and swatting away his arm, Korra swung the bag over her shoulder. "That's why it's good. I'll catch you later," letting out another puff of smoke.

#

"Hmm, well I've known you for about five years now and well... I don't want to suggest anything Kor but it looks there's a new serum roaming around on the black market." Making a devious smirk, "But of course, yours truly managed to get some but I heard this shit will either knock you out cold or kill you. It's one of the two so I don't know if it's any good… I haven't had anyone really willing to test it for me." He shrugs nonchalantly.

Inhaling some cocaine threw her nose, "Hmm… sure I'll try it."

Smirking devilishly, "Atta girl! Don't worry if shit gets bad we'll leave you and call an ambulance alright?"

She scoffs, "Whatever..." Sticking out her hand, "Let's get it over with."

Once he handed over a syringe with some clear liquid inside, Korra took it and injected it into her forearm's vein. She took a deep inhale before opening her eyes again. A rush energy and a great high surged throughout her body before she mutters some words, "Oh shit… fuck that's no good…" she started collapsing, "Don't… use... thi... shit…"

She fell to the floor with a hard thud before Tokuga cursed to himself. "Dammit, it was too strong..."

#

"Is there any doctor available?! A patient collapsed from OD (overdose) and is seriously convulsing!" The ambulance's EMS nurse yells while pushing the patience through the ER.

"Right over here!" The new intern Kai starts waving at the nurse for attention.

Meanwhile a soft laughter escapes Dr. Sato's mouth, "Yes I know real funny Opal… just because I did that doesn't mean that-" they both turned their heads upon hearing Kai and looked at the incoming comotion. Asami's phone started buzzing and she pulled it out, looking at the new message. "OD patient, female, around age twenty five…"

Looking up, "That must be her come Ope let's go." The doctor ran towards the stretcher and watched as it got closer. Once in sight, Asami's eyes shot wide open and she froze, "K-Korra?" Snapping out of it "Kai! What's her condition?"

"Her body is in shock and she has been resuscitated for the third time already on her way here. She's been convulsing and seems to be puking something up."

"Understood, bring her to Room Three."

"On it!"

They all quickly rushed and pushed the stretcher towards the room. As she ran alongside the patience, Asami couldn't help but look down with concern "Why… Korra why are you here and OD at that? What happened to you?"

*flashback*

Korra was high on cocaine and ecstasy. She was in one of her favorite nightclubs and the entire building was smoked with an erotic enhancing mist. Moans and screams of pleasure filled the rooms and Korra was one of the people causing the symphony. She was currently in bed with some stranger fucking her roughly. Her skin was pale, she was of Earth Kingdom descendant, she had long black hair and green eyes. But none of that really mattered to Korra and she pushed her legs apart. Letting out a breath, Korra gave her several more pumps before yanking out her shaft and lined up her strap-on against her wet folds teasingly.

"COME ON BABY DON'T TEASE ME NOW!"

Pulling her over to the edge of the bed, Korra flipped over the woman on all fours and brought up her ass. Slamming her shaft back inside her wet hole, she started thrusting vigorously getting a loud shriek. "AAAAH FUCK YES KORRA! RIGHT THERE, AAAAHH YOU'RE SO DEEP!" She screams in pleasure.

Korra's shaft was pounding in and out of her sobbing wet mess as she leaned forward for a sloppy kiss from behind. The tan woman gave her plenty of affection: fondling her breasts, twerking her pink erect nipple, leaving kiss and bite marks all over her porcelain skin and slapping her white cheeks repeatedly. Korra continued to make her climax again and again, fucking her senselessly having orgasm after orgasm.

#

Flashing the light in her eye pupils side to side, "Kai grab me four packs saline. Opal grab me the pump machine. Sokka get me the-" the heart rate machine started flatlining, "Get me the defibrillator right now!"

"Yes doctor!" They all respond. Asami quickly then placed the heart rate readers on Korra's pressure points before tilting her head back. She gave the unconscious woman two breaths and started performing CPR.

"Come on wake Korra wake up!"

Pump after pump Asami counted to thirty before giving her another breath. She repeated this process a few times before her team finally had all of the items and machines ready. Asami switched places with Opal and she continued to give Korra pumps on her chest while Asami prepared the defibrillator.

Kai quickly squirted some gel on the shock pads before Asami rubbed them together. "Two-hundred okay, clear."

Opal got off Korra and Asami gave her a shock. Looking at the heart rate machine, her pulse didn't return. "Three hundred, clear."

Another shock but this time the machine leveled out. Dr. Sato set the pads down and prepared pump machine. Once set, she turned it on and proceeded to empty out Korra stomach.

"Sokka draw some blood and do a blood scan. Kai hook her up to the IV drip. Opal make sure her vitals remain stable."

"Yes doctor!"

Asami continued her treatment and frowned while doing so, "Korra… what happened…"

#

Korra twitched, waking up while grunting and groaning before lifting up her hand to rub her head. "Fuck my head… Tokuga you asshole what the hell did you give me..."

"That's what I would like to know," shifting her weight to the side.

Korra froze at the sound of the voice. She mumbled to herself quietly, "No… mother fucker you have to be-" looking up, her worst nightmare was standing in front of her. "Goddammit…" she practically hisses.

"So, are you going to explain why after five years of losing contact you end up in my hospital? What the hell have you been doing Korra? Your blood had traces of-"

"SHUT UP!" Korra screams, "You don't have the right to talk to me like we're friends. Sure we dated in the past BUT, THAT IS the past so you should work on your professionalism, Dr. Sato." She says her name mockingly.

Asami couldn't say anything back, Korra was right. It was unprofessionally of her, "... My apologies Ms. Seaton, how do you feel?" Unconsciously using her left hand to brush back her hair, "Do you feel any-"

Korra snapped up and grabbed her left hand noticing a gold band on her ring finger, "You're fucking married? Son of a- you're kidding me," she angrily says. Asami tries breaking free from the grip but was unable to do so because of Korra's strong grip. "Who is it… is it Mako? You bitch, you dumped me for him and NOW YOU'RE MARRIED TO HIM." She yells with tears forming in her eyes.

"Miss… Korra calm down, this isn't the place for your tantrum. I told you five years ago that we… it was over between us and-"

"DON'T GIVE ME THAT BULLSHIT! YOU NEVER EVEN GAVE ME A REASON ABOUT WHY WE BROKE UP!" Korra yells giving her a pained expression.

Asami's heart clenched, "I… Korra listen I-"

With bad timing, Kai came running in with a worried face, "ASAMI! What's wrong, what's happening?!"

Korra releases her grip on Asami's hand and smacks it away before pushing herself up. Standing firmly on the floor, she yanks out the IV drip in her forearm. "I was just released from the hospital," Korra states coldy before storming out the room.

"W-what? Wait, what do you mean? Dr. Sato? WAIT MS. SEATON! WAIT!"

Korra didn't look back and stormed out of the hospital, ignoring all of the eyes on her. The drugs were still in her system keeping her slightly delusional and she was getting more aggravated by the minute with plenty of adrenaline pumping in her veins.

"God dammit… out of all the goddamn hospitals there are, it had to be the one where Asami was working in…"

#

Several painful days have passed since the incident in the hospital and Korra couldn't get Asami out of her mind. She never had been able to do that since they broke up but, this time, it was different. She was always extremely irritated and nothing she took or smoked helped her mood. She even fought in more arena fights to relieve some stress but that didn't work at all.

Eventually Korra gave in to her curiosity and ended up stalking Asami, finding out small details about her life such as where she lived. Several more days passed and Korra finally had the nerves to make a move. But, she still didn't have the guts to do it out in the open so she waited until it was dark and waited outside of her house late at night. She was annoyingly tapping her foot on the loose gravel while smoking a cigarette, waiting for Asami to come home. Korra wanted to talk. She was finally ready after all these years to finally hear the reason for their break up.

"..."

*meanwhile*

Smiling to herself, Asami pulled up in the driveway. "I hope he likes the gifts Bolin and Opal got him from their mini vacation..." Shutting off her car's engine, she took out her keys from the ignition and stepped outside, closing the drivers side door. Then walking over to the passenger side, she grabbed the door handle and smiled at the big wrapped up gift through the window. Right when she was about to open the door, she felt a hand grab her from behind and let out a muffled scream before falling unconscious.

*Rape Alert*

Asami was on her bed. Korra stood there nervously feeling incredible guilt accompanied by disbelief that she actually kidnapped Asami. As her ex girlfriend laid there unconscious, Korra started having a panic attack and walked back and forth with her hands gripping her head. Tugging at her hair, she muttered countless insults to herself. "Korra you're fucking crazy. You piece of shit. You mother fucker! Why would you do this!" Collapsing onto the floor on her knees, she cried out painful tears in fetal position while rocking back and forth. "No no no no nonoNONONOOOO!"

Before long, something inside of her finally snapped. She couldn't feel anything. Nothing. Hollow. Numb. Cold. Alone. Her tears had ceased and she slowly stood up. Looking at the beautiful maiden sleeping on her bed, Korra walked over and cupped her cheek. Her eyes were blank and void of emotion. She eventually walked towards her small cupboard and pulled out two medicine bottles: one with pills and the other with some bronze fluid. The liquid one was her strongest dose of drugs, highly concentrated heroin and the other bottle had a form of rape drug pills.

Then without a second thought, Korra pulled out a fresh needle and syringed in enough liquid making it full. She then grabbed some ecstasy pills and downed several of them while drinking it with a can of beer. Finishing the can, she crushed it in her palm and tossed aside before injecting herself with the drug. Her vision blurred and hazed for a few seconds as she felt her heart racing. Grabbing the remainder of the ecstacy pills, she walked back to the bed with another can of beer and set it on the drawer next to the bed. She took another sip of her beer before putting on a very thick, and long strap-on didlo. Looking down at Asami, she brushed away her hair on her check before she started stripping the unconscious woman.

Korra ripped off her maroon blouse and black, lacy bra before unbuckled her belt. At this point Asami groaned before opening her eyes. Immediately panicking "K-Korra? Wh-what are you? No stop, KORRA NO STOP! HELP!"

The maiden started kicking at the drug addict and nailed her right in the face, splitting her lip and drawing some blood. Aggravated, Korra roughly pushed herself onto Asami's body and pinned down her arms. Reaching over for the ecstacy pills, she dumped the rest in her palm and shoved them down Asami's throat making her gag but she didn't care. Her hand was pressed against her mouth and she refused to let Asami cough out the pills before grabbing the beer can and poured some down her throat.

Asami eventually swallowed the pills before coughing out painfully. Her throat was on fire and her voice was shaking as she pleaded to the woman, "Please! Please don't Korra I'm begging you- please stop, don't do this!"

Korra gritted her jaw and spat out some blood before yanking off her jeans and panties. Then repositioning herself on top of the helpless maiden, she lined up her shaft against her pink lips. She then finally leaned down and whispered bitterly into her ear, "You're begging me? It's your fault Asami… I begged you not to leave me five years ago… yet, you left me so what do you think is going to happen?" She says in a cold, threatening voice.

Fear overcame Asami's body. She felt weak. She had no strength to resist and her lower region was tingling and burning from unwanted arousal. She was breathing haggardly before Korra shoved a piece of fabric in her mouth. She whimpered and struggled fruitlessly before Korra slammed in her whole phallic in one swoop. Asami slammed her eyes shut and released a muffled scream of pain. Tears started falling down her cheek before Korra started roughly thrusting in and out.

For the next several long minutes the only thing that could be heard in the room was the bed creaking, Korra's grunts, wet claps and muffled screams. Blood was dripping from their penetration, staining the mattress before Asami could've sworn she felt a wet drop on her cheek. She tried opening her eyes to figure it out but was immediately flipped over on all fours.

Korra took the bunched up fabric from Asami's mouth and threw it onto the floor. Asami let out a sharp and painful exhale before trying to speak, "Korra PLEASE stop! NO! HELP! IT HURTS-" yanking her raven black hair back, Korra ignored her and continued to rape her senselessly.

"AAAHHHHH!"

No longer muffled, Asami screamed in pain again and again as her sex was being torn apart. Blood, along with some other sexual fluids were dripping down on the inside of Asami's pale thighs. The tears never stopped and she fisted the bed sheets while biting down onto the cover. She couldn't think about anything else anymore and pain was unbearable as it succumbed her mind.

Korra never said anything. She just continued to rape Asami rougher and harder. Grabbing her ass viciously, she repeated slapped it heavily while slamming in her shaft over and over again. She didn't feel good. She didn't even feel anything. Even the effects of the countless drugs she took, she just couldn't feel anything.

Everything felt void.

Numb.

Cold.

Tiring.

Korra had been blacked out before realizing what she was she doing, "I- want am I… I-I can't go back now… I…" More tears that Korra thought had dried up started falling from her eyes again. She momentarily paused and wiped them away before pulling Asami's body towards the edge of the bed. She stepped down onto the floor and pulled Asami's leg down as well. Leaning forward she pinned down both of her hands above her head and continued raping her aggressively.

"AAAAAAAHHHHHH!"

Korra couldn't hear her screams. She only continued fucking her before glancing down towards their penetration and ignored the mass amount of blood that was dripping down her legs. Everything was dull and icy as tears continued to fall down Korra's cheek.

Then after what felt like two hours, Asami had fainted and Korra was fucking a motionless body. Now noticing this, Korra stopped and slipped out her blood covered dildo. She took off the strap-on and threw it onto the floor before double checking for Asami's pulse. It was still beating. Letting out a soft sigh of relief, Korra picked her up gently and properly tucked her in bed. Pulling the blanket over her, she sat down and gently brushed off the hair that was in her face and watched as Asami slept.

Everything was all a mess.

Korra never thought that Asami would leave her. She couldn't comprehend the thought of that because they were just so deeply in love with each other after she broke up with Mako. Five goddamn years ago… She never thought that her life would be a mess without Asami. She dropped out of medical school instead of aiming to become doctors together. She abandoned and threw away her dream of helping people. Instead, she did the very opposite and ended up hurting people by fighting in illegal underground fights for a living. She even became a fucking drug addict for fucks sake. She was done. She was tired. She has had enough.

Gripping her face, she stood up and went inside of the bathroom. Plugging the drain, she started filling the bathtub with cold water. As she let that run, she went back outside and grabbed a pencil and some paper. She sat down on the stool exhausted before scribbling down some confessions. When she was finished, she folded it up neatly into a tri fold and set it on the counter. She wrote down Asami's name neatly on the back before setting the pencil down and walked over for one last close look of her one true love.

Korra had no more tears. She stood there with a broke face before turning back to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. She walked towards the bathroom and paused at the door. Looking over her shoulder, Korra took one final glance at her beloved.

"Goodbye Asami."

The door closed shut.

#

Waking up in a panic, Asami jerked around fearing for her life. Once she calmed down and realized that Korra wasn't around, she pushed herself up. She let out a whimper of pain before looking under the blanket, it was stained in red. Grasping her face, she suppressed her tears and tried focusing her eyes before sliding off the covers. She wrapped herself in the blanket and carefully took a more painful that expected step onto the floor before falling down with a thud.

The maiden immediately looked up and searched for Korra again. She wasn't there. Letting out another sigh of relief she forcefully moved her body upright and staggered over to the kitchen. Noticing a letter with her name on the counter, she hesitantly grabbed it and started reading it.

It read:

"Dear Asami,

I have so many things I need to tell you... But there are just too many and so little time so I hope this letter can do justice. For the past long five years I have always thought about what to say to you if I ever met you again… but I am irrelevant so let me start with this.

I'm sorry for raping you. I'm SORRY. My words will never be enough to express my regret and sincerity but I can only say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for letting you see me like this. I'm sorry that I'm broken. I'm just so sorry… I should've known five years ago that I wasn't good enough for you. Mako was right. I am a useless idiot. Take care of him alright, I never did break it off with you guys on a good terms… I'm sorry… I should've known when you broke up with me that I wasn't good enough for you, for you guys… I'm sorry.

I truly did believe that you were lying when you said you didn't love me anymore and wanted to break up so I was persistent… I'm sorry. I'm sorry for bothering you, burdening you and wasting your time. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't the person you needed. I'm sorry that I couldn't see that you never loved me in the first place. I'm sorry for being the cause of your grief. I'm sorry I ever existed…"

Suddenly realizing what this letter was, Asami started to panic for another reason. Korra was nowhere in sight and she had this horrible feeling in the pit of her stomach. Even if Korra did rape her, that doesn't mean that Asami wanted her to die. Especially with the conditions they'd be leaving off with. Once she focused her thoughts, Asami could hear the water running in the bathroom and quickly stumbled over to the door and turned the knob, it was locked.

"KORRA!"

Banging on the door.

"KORRA ARE YOU INSIDE, CAN YOU HEAR ME?"

Banging loudly again, "No it can't be…" she quickly started ramming her body into the door, again and again trying to break it down.

"KORRAA!"

"I'm sorry I ended up becoming a useless human being. You were right to not love me. I'm a waste of life. I don't deserve to live. I'm just a weak drug addict who can't even function properly without them. I'm so fucking… A mess. A burden. A waste of life to everyone in this world who doesn't deserve this… me, an abomination… I need to disappear…

I'm just so tired… I'm so so SO TIRED. I don't deserve someone like you. I never did. I'm sorry that we became friends. It was all my fault. I wished we never dated. I wish we never even met in school. I wish I was NEVER born in the first place. I HATE myself, I'M SUCH A FUCK UP. I ALWAYS HAVE been a fuck up.

You were the only one that kept me in this delusion that I deserved anything but now I realize that I only dragged you down. I'm sorry… I'M SORRY! I won't ever bother you again. I'm sorry. I'm so SO SORRY…

I don't need any false love or friendship or forgiveness… Just know that I'm sorry. I'm tired Asami... I tried my best… I'm sorry, I… I'm just so tired… I'm so sorry Asami… Goodbye.

Korra."

Grunting for the billionth time, Asami gave the door one last painfully kick and it gave in. She stumbled through the doorway before falling down onto the red soaked titles. Her heart sank. When she looked up Korra was slouched against the white bathtub with one of her arms submerged in the water. It was dyed bloody red and her clothes were basically soaked all the way through. Everything, everything seemed to have been frozen. It was as if time was at stop and Asami couldn't hear the water running. She couldn't feel the pain from her body. She felt numb from the cold water which was frigid against her naked body. The atmosphere was just algid, void of life. Korra wasn't moving.

"No… no no nonono KORRA!"

Desperately crawling over to the bathtub, she pulled out her lifeless body from the tub. The doctor screamed over and over again as she shakingly reached over and grabbed the nearest towel, wrapping up Korra's slit wrist tightly.

"KORRA! WAKE UP CAN YOU HEAR ME? KORRA!"

Slapping her cold cheek, she was unresponsive. Asami felt for her pulse and mumbled countless curse words before bolting out of the room looking for a phone. She scrambled through the mess on the floor ignoring the blood on her legs before finally finding her jeans. She quickly yanked out her phone from the back pocket and ran back into the bathroom while dialing 911. The doctor then lifted up Korra's cold body and pulled her into a tight hug from behind while bracing up her arm up towards her heart.

"Hello, this is Dr. Asami Sato from Future Industries Hospital and I need an ambulance with as much blood type O transfusion you can get right away to xxxxx. Yes, the patient is in critical condition and her pulse is faint…. I understand that will do for now but call the other hospitals for blood and find some donors ASAP. Yes, yes I understand."

Hanging up, Asami wasn't even sure if she had said the right address but her gut feeling was telling her that it was the same place they lived in together five years ago. She tosses her phone aside and quickly reassess Korra's wrist again.

"I have to stop the bleeding…" Biting her lower lip, she closed her eyes and thought about what to do. Deciding on her course of action, she lifted Korra out from the bathroom and headed towards the kitchen counter. Her wrist was bleeding through the towel and left a small trail of blood on the floor when Asami just noticed how light Korra was. But she ignored the fact before cleaning and knocking the beer cans and other items off the counter.

Setting Korra down on top, she grunted and ignored the sharp, burning pain from her lower region. Shaking it off she quickly grabbed and tied another piece of fabric around her elbow to cut off her circulation. Pivoting towards the drawers, she barbarically rummaged through the cupboards searching for a first aid kit.

"Dammit… where the hell is the first aid kit!"

Huffing out of frustration, she ended up abandoning her initial idea and turned the stove on, setting it on high before grabbing a kitchen knife. She held it horizontally over the fire and stood there nervously suppressing her tears.

"What the hell Korra, you don't get to rape me and then die! Wake up… I need you to wake up for god's sakes!"

Time couldn't pass by any slower for the knife to become hot enough and Asami nervously tapped her foot while glancing around the room. It was indeed the same place they lived together five years ago but the state of the apartment was barely recognizable and horrible. Eventually, Asami finally noticed a bottle of SPIRYTUS.

Raising her brow, "That's… I believe Mako said that it was ninety six percent alcohol… that'll work perfectly…"

Now ready, she took the scorching hot blade off the fire and turned off the stove before turning around and pulled the blood soaked towel off Korra's wrist. She left out a breath before singeing her bloody slit wrist. The doctor winced and closed one eye by reflex before glancing up at Korra's face. There was no response whatsoever. Asami wasn't sure if she should feel relieved or not that Korra didn't feel the pain but she knew that this wasn't a good sign. No response at all is dire and she quickly grabbed the bottle of SPIRYTUS and poured it on her wrist.

Once done, she ran over to Korra's dresser and pulled out one navy blue hoodie, a grey long sleeve and some black sweatpants. She hastily put on the hoodie and sweats before running back into the kitchen. Using the knife, she ripped up the grey long sleeve into a long strip of fabric and soaked another small piece with the SPIRYTUS before wrapping them all around her wrist tightly. Then just in the nick of time, she heard the ambulance's sirens.

"Korra you better not fucking die, you better not or else I'll kill you myself!" She spits out in anger, confusion, fear and frustration as she lifted Korra off the counter and headed towards the ambulance.

#

Things have finally more or less settled down in the ER and Korra was in the middle of an operation. Asami on the other hand was sitting outside on a bench with her head leaning back against the wall. Her forearms were covering her exhausted eyes and she continued ignoring her blood stained clothes.

Footsteps started closing in on the doctor, "Asami! What happened?! I heard that Korra was rushed to the ER is she alright?" Her friend calls out to her before pausing in place, "Oh my god, Asami, what happened are you alright you're covered in-"

"Korra's blood." She cuts her off, "I'm covered in Korra's blood Opal… she attempted suicide but I found her just in the nick of time… I hope…"

"What? How? Why? Wait how did you-" now noticing Asami's injuries, she took a double take at her friend's appearance. None of those clothes belonged to her and she had a few noticeable bruises all over her body with some nicks on her face. "No… d-don't tell me she- did Korra rape you Asami?"

Letting out a hard breath, Asami slowly brought down her arm. She had a pained expression on her face before responding solemnly, "Do you know if Dr. Katara is available."

Opal's assumption was correct but she didn't press further knowing that Asami didn't want to talk about it. "Yes she should be available right now. I'm pretty sure she's in her office at this moment."

Forcing a smile, "Thank you…" Asami started pushing herself up while grunting before painfully making her way over in the hospital. Pausing briefly, "Opal…"

"Yes sweetheart…"

"Can you help me draw some of my blood for blood work… just in case something…" her voice fell silent toward the end.

Opal held in her voice of distress and anguish, "Of course… let's get you some help."

"Thank you… and can I borrow your phone… I left it in Korra's bathroom and I need to call him… I left him alone last night when I disappeared is he alrig-"

"Asami it's okay sweetheart Bolin actually forgot to give you something so he went over to your place but you weren't home and your car was… we were really worried there you know… you didn't answer your phone either so we ended up making something up for him…"

The exhausted woman let out a breath of relief, "I'm sorry… thank you Opal, I owe you one…"

"Of course anytime for you honey," pulling her into a tight hug.

AN: Well how was that? Was this too fucked up? I'm sorry (not sorry) ;A; I don't know where this came from but let me know your thoughts! Why do you think Asami broke up with Korra? What do you think is gonna happen!?

P.S. I am high key loving short stories... it's b/c it's easier since I don't have to connect the plot line so much that it flows super nicely LOL! ;m; but I'm always itching to post something though so therefore this :P I'm such a horrible person sorry! BUT, fear not. The goddamn story (my second baby) I've been writing since after my first fanfic, I'ma say f*** it and post it soon ish. Meh whatever, what happens will happen :V

P.S.S: Don't worry it's not that fucked up, dark and angsty as this one, it's more normal! (Crime related, hint hint but the one I plan to post after my next fanfic will be a complete modern setting one with no crime)

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