Rated: T-M

Over the past three years Jamie tended to cut all ties from his past life, he got a new phone and burned the old one. Then he changed his emergency contact numbers to Sam Dean and Castiel, so when someone called him on his alias phone Jamie got confused, but answered it anyway. "Jamie?" The voice on the other end, Danny's voice, answered. Jamie quickly hung up the phone then decided to not tell Sam and Dean and continued to get dressed before heading downstairs to the kitchen and grabbed a plate and a stack of pancakes from the kitchen.

"Morning," Dean greeted him as the eldest Winchester took a sip of his morning beer. Jamie rolled his eyes then took a sip of his orange juice.

"Hey guys, I found a hunt." Sam said as he entered the kitchen with Cass trailing behind him. Jamie and Dean looked up as Sam turned his computer around so they could see the article, the headline read FIVE KILLED DUE TO WILD ANIMAL ATTACK NYPD BAFFLED! Jamie fowned then declared,

"I'm not going back." He didn't miss the concerned look exchanged between the three Winchesters. "I'm serious guys! I don't miss them, besides if we went with the FBI badges then they'll know something's up." Dean smirked then crossed his arms as he leaned back against the seat,

"We have news and magazine reporter covers too J." Jamie sighed then realized he wasn't going to win this fight.

"Fine, I'll a pack a bag." Dean smiled then shooed him out the door. When Jamie got to his room he pulled down his usual black duffle bag and packed a few outfits, assorted weapons, and salt. He returned to the kitchen where his brothers already had their bags ready. "I'm driving my baby." Dean shrugged,

"Your loss." Jamie chuckled then slung his bag over his shoulder and walked to the garage. After he officially became a Winchester Bobby helped him refurbish the car Joe left him back in New York, the only thing they changed was the license plate number. He smiled then climbed into the car and followed the Impala to New York.

They stopped in the usual crappy motels on the way to the Big Apple and took the time to get their story straight. On the second day of their trip Jamie dyed his hair dark brown so his family had a less of a chance to recognize him, he also convinced Dean to get him green-colored contacts so even his eyes looked different. "You know," Jamie said as he bit into a greasy cheeseburger the waitress brought out for him. "I don't really know what I'm going to do when I see the Commissioner and the rest of his family." Sam swallowed the bite of his rabbit food then commented,

"You could always try to talk to them." Jamie laughed out loud,

"No offense Sammy, but I don't think that's an option. I've been declared as dead for two years, remember?" Dean coughed then said,

"They're still your family J-J, no matter what you think. Family goes deeper than blood, after everything you've been through you need all the family you can get." Jamie didn't say anything, instead he stared out the window at his car, which was parked next to Dean's Impala.

"Did you know your brother's still looking for you?" Castiel asked him making everyone jump, Dean spilled some beer on his jacket.

"Damn it Cass, how many times do I have to tell you not to do that?" He took a napkin and blotted out the majority of the beer blotches. Cass ignored Dean's outburst as he turned to Jamie to see his reaction, Jamie nodded,

"Yeah, I did Cass. He got close to finding out who I was too." Sam frowned then asked,

"What are you talking about?" Jamie pulled out his phone and showed Sam Danny's call.

"Somehow he got a hold of my phone number and called me, I don't know how he got it, but he did." Dean grabbed Jamie's phone then pressed the 'delete' button.

"Don't talk to them until we get there, even so J, with your costume change I doubt they'll be able to figure out who you actually are." Jamie nodded then finished off his dinner,

"Two more days and I'll be in the same room with the man who casted me out of my own family." He stood up then pulled on his own jean jacket before saying, "I'm going back on the road, see you guys there." Dean gave him a hug then let him return to his car. Jamie pulled out out of the parking lot and onto the road, ready for the worst day of his life.

Two days later the Winchesters pulled into Anne's Motel not five blocks from 1PP. "I'm telling you Dean, staying someplace this close to where the Commissioner goes to work everyday, that's just begging to be recognized, when the FBI sent out our pictures over the news for three months straight Dean." Surprisingly the his eldest brother agreed with him,

"That's what I'm hoping." Sam frowned,

"What are you talking about Dean?" He explained,

"The faster we get recognized the faster we can get to the police station." Jamie chuckled as he lined the window with salt as Sam spray painted wardings on the door and underneath the rug.

Jamie grabbed his sweats then went to the bathroom to change. After he took off his shirt he paused to look at his scars from the previous years. Long gashes scared over his abdomen, when he was trapped in hell the very first thing Lucifer did was take a blade and slice an X onto his stomach cutting through the anti-possession tattoo, bullet holes and chain marks were littered all over his body. "Hey J-J, you done in there?" Dean asked as he banged on the door pulling Jamie away from the memories of his time in hell.

"Yeah, I'm done." He said as he pulled his long-sleeved sweatshirt over his head. Jamie, Sam, and Dean then all climbed into the Impala before driving to the 1PP building and walking through the front door.

Jamie was the first to approach the front desk, but before he even made it ten feet past the doorway he knocked into a woman wearing a pantsuit. "Excuse me," Jamie said as he helped the woman up, something about her seemed familiar, but Jamie couldn't put his finger on it.

"Do I know you?" She asked Jamie as he handed her the files she dropped when he knocked into her. Behind Jamie Dean said,

"Kyle, look at her nametag." Jamie did so, not questioning the undercover name.

DA

Erin Reagan

Jamie's eyes widened, Erin looked at him confused but shook off the weirdness and continued on her way. As she continued to walk out of 1PP Jamie stared after her, she was the first out of many ghosts of his pasts he was sure to meet. The Winchesters continued their walk to the main desk then the man with white hair looked up and asked, "how may I help you?" Jamie looked through his pockets then produced his fake press pass and handed it to the man.

"Hi, we're here to talk to the Commissioner." The middle Winchester said as the man took his ID badge. The white-haired man returned it then asked,

"On what matter Kyle Harley?" Jamie winced when he read the man's desk plate, this was Sid, his father's old assistant Commissioner. Dean stepped in for him noticing the slip up,

"Those wild animal attacks, the one where the hearts were ripped out?" A side door opened and a man with black hair stepped into the lobby. He pointed to the group of faux reporters then said,

"It's alright Sid, these men are just curious about what the NYPD are doing about it." Sid nodded then went back to his work, Jamie stared at his father for the first time in three years. "Come along then, I've only got a half-hour." Dean and Sam walked first, then Sam nudged Jamie's arm awaking him from his trance. "So," the Frank Reagan began as he looked Jamie and his brothers up and down as if trying to decide how much information he was actually willing to give them. "What brings you three here?" Dean began their story,

"We're free-lance reporters trying to make it big sir. Not only would any comments you have about the case be helpful to us, the citizens of New York would be able to help you out more with it." The commissioner then turned to Jamie and asked,

"Have I seen you before?" Jamie hesitated then said,

"Yeah, I've been to a couple of your press conferences Da - Commissioner." He said correcting his slip up, "so, the cornerer said the victim's hearts were ripped out of the body?" He asked as if he almost didn't just reveal himself. His father nodded,

"Not only that…" Frank took a look at their notepads then said, "this doesn't leave the room." Jamie and his brothers flipped the notepads shut. "The heart and multiple internal organs were ripped from the rib cage, then the skin was sewn back together. I want this sick bastard taken down." Sam nodded then shook the Commissioner's hand,

"Thank you for your time." He nodded then turned back to his desk cuing Jamie and his brothers to leave.

"So J-J, any sight seeing you want to go to?" Dean asked Jamie as they approached their car. Jamie frowned then said,

"Only one." Dean nodded then tossed Jamie the car keys, he caught them surprised.

"What? I'm not letting you drive her anywhere except to your childhood home and back, as I'm assuming that's the sight you were talking about seeing." The middle Winchester looked down, but Dean caught him in a hug, "just bring her back in one piece alright?" Jamie nodded then climbed into the driver's side and put the key in ignition.

"I'll call you later, if you don't hear from me by ten something's wrong." Sam nodded then slammed the door shut. Jamie gave his brother's a friendly honk then drove in the direction of his childhood home.