Everyone has their breaking point. That point where you've hit rock bottom. That point where you want it all to end. I'm at that point. I walk into the clubhouse and up to the bar, not saying a word to anyone. Sitting at the bar, I take shot after shot of Gentleman's Jack, in my own little world. I don't notice the guys watching me, wondering what's going on. My brother, Creeper, comes up and takes the stool next to me. "You okay kid?" he asks. I just look at him, glaring and he leaves me alone.

Ten shots in, I finally decide I am heading to the dorm that I normally stay in when I stay at the clubhouse. I stumble down the hall to my dorm, not knowing someone is behind me, watching me to make sure I'm okay. The last person I would have thought would even give a shit. I almost make it to my dorm when I lose my balance and before I hit the floor, someone catches me. "I got you Princessa." Coco says softly. Carrying me into my dorm, he sees the covers are already pulled down and he lays me down and takes off my shoes, leaving me in my leggings and t-shirt.

After he covers me up, he heads for the door and I ask "What's wrong with me, Coco?" He looks at me confused but walks over and sits on the side of the bed. "There's nothing wrong with you Princessa." he says. "Lucas moved out. Said he needed someone that wasn't so worthless." I tell him as the tears start. "You're not worthless." he tells me. "Then why does everyone leave me? Am I that disgusting?" I ask as I start to sob. "You're not disgusting. You just haven't found the right one to show you just how perfect you are." he tells me as he wipes my tears. "Yeah right." I say sadly. "I think you're perfect." he tells me and I look up at him. "You know how I grew up, how fucked up I am and you still make sure I know I have someone there for me. You're perfect Princessa. Fucking perfect." he tells me. I move back and move the covers. "Will you lay with me Coco?" I ask and he smiles softly. Getting undressed to his boxers, he climbs into bed and holds his arm out for me to lay next to him. I lay my head on his chest and feel his arms wrap around me tightly. "You're perfect too." I tell him. I look up at him and take a chance and place a soft kiss to his lips. "Get some sleep Princessa. I'm taking you to breakfast in the morning." he tells me. Laying my head back on his chest, I feel him kiss the top of my head and know that maybe reaching my breaking point was just what I needed to see what was right in front of me.