It has been a while, but finals are over now. Spring break is here, and I finally have time to really sit down and work on chapters. Here we go. The next awaited chapter.
I apologize for the lack of updates and it's entirely my fault for the lack of motivation and I am overall shitty with plot progression, but I will do my best from this point on to update as much as I can. I can't guarantee that it will be great or incredible, but I can push out updates and hot lemons for the readers to enjoy.
"Talking" | Thoughts (Italics)
Chapter 5
Training
The next morning has come.
Sure. He could have it where there was no nighttime like Beerus' planet, but living his life on Earth would definitely be a weird change. A change that would cause some discomfort.
Training day. What to expect. Grueling physical or mental training like meditation? Who knows.
But what he does know is that his head is buried in between the mounds that are Vado's breasts.
Everything came clicking back to reality.
'Must have turned over in my sleep'. Not wanting to move from this position.
'They're so… large. Angel pillows basically. Sure I've seen breasts before, but being this close, definitely the biggest I've seen'. Goku continues to gaze and practically worship the blue-skinned angel laying next to me in bed.
He moves his hand forward and poke her right breast. 'Wow. They really are squishy'. Vados slightly moans at the touch and opens her eyes.
"I didn't know you were so forward Goku". She giggles.
"Sorry. I just never seen them that large before and we were just so close. Curiosity just got the better of me". Goku laughs and begins to sit up.
Vados blushes at his indirect compliment and decides that they have slept for long enough.
"Thank you Goku, but we do have some training to do, afterall, these are your first steps as a destroyer.
"I know. I'm super pumped up for the training". Goku adds jumping out of bed to get dressed.
"This will certainly be interesting". Vados smiles getting dressed in her normal angelic attire.
We shift over to a clearing near the lake.
Breakfast has come and passed with a mountain of food being consumed rather quickly.
Vados is a great cook. She had to be since she had do deal with Lord Champa for god knows how long. This time, though, she doesn't have restrictions since Goku is already in tip top shape. No diets for that man. She doesn't even think he knows what a diet is since it has never been necessary because of his constant training all his life and superior genetics from being a saiyan.
Enough of that though.
We can see that Vados and Goku are standing face to face in an open flatland area near a large lake outside their home. It's quite peaceful. The sun is still up and shining as it still hasn't passed noon quite yet.
Goku is wearing his normal GoD attire, fitting for the new deity, and Vados in her normal angelic attire. The planet itself has a pinkish purple hue to the atmosphere that is quite a different sight from what Goku is used to. There are still normal day and night cycles, but not the normal blue and black sky that he has grown to like.
"So, Vados, what should we be doing first?" Goku asks.
"Well, first we're going to see how well you can access destruction energy and it doesn't take much physical work. Only on the mental side". Vados states.
"Oh. How do I even access that energy?" Goku asks.
"Destruction energy is based on what it seems, destruction, and the emotions behind it. Usually when people are destroying, they feel anger, despair, sadness, and others that are similar in practice". Vados explains.
"I'm supposed to feel bad when using destruction energy? That doesn't seem like my style". Goku responds somewhat disappointed at the method of using hakai energy.
"It will feel that way in the beginning, but when you have practiced for a long period of time, you can command it at will without really thinking about it. It's not like Lord Beerus is angry every time he uses it". Vados chuckles.
"Could've fooled me". Goku mutters.
"Anyways, how about we get started?" Vados announces.
Goku gets in position trying to summon his hakai energy.
It's ultimately futile since all he is doing is feeling angry while summoning his normal ki blast. He gets frustrated and tries it multiple times with no avail.
Vados sees this and can immediately see the problem.
He is not accessing the other energy source within his body, only accessing the one he is used to and just feeling angry about it.
"I think I see the problem". Vados interrupting Goku's attempts.
Goku stops and looks back towards Vados with a confused look.
"You do? I'm just not understanding what I'm doing wrong". Goku scratching his head.
"Yes. I believe some meditation will make the answer more clear. Come". Vados asks patting the ground in front of her as she sits down cross legged.
Goku quickly follows suit as they are inches away from each other on the ground near the lake.
"Is it necessary to be this close?" Goku asks somewhat questioning her intentions.
"Do you not want to be this close to me Goku? We did share a bed together, afterall". Vados states.
"Well. I guess you got a point. I don't mind". Goku smiles which Vados takes a liking to his answer.
"Now. I want you to search within your body where your energy is at normally. It shouldn't be anything new, but there should be a little difference at the center. Something darker. I don't expect the energy to be too large yet since you are just beginning to use hakai energy". Vados explains.
Goku searches deep within himself and finds his energy source which is a cake walk, and he then begins to delve further. It's a calming experience to say the least as he searches deep within his energy source until he finds a small purple ball.
It's dark. The emotions within the tiny sphere sends shivers down his spine. Is this what is inside my body? This is an overwhelming presence. I can't imagine what it will feel like to have this power refined and developed.
He reaches forward and grabs the tiny sphere of energy and he is recoiled back in pain. Not physical pain, but emotional pain as he remembers all his pain and suffering from years in his life.
The time he lost grandpa Gohan, the time where Mercenary Tao killed an innocent man protecting the sacred land of Korin's tower, King Piccolo's evil plot to take over the world and killing his best friend Krillin.
This feeling makes him angry and upset.
Memories flooding his being as he remembers truly horrifying experiences.
Krillin dying by the hands of Frieza along with the slaughter of millions across the galaxy. His own son getting beaten down by the Ginyu force and Frieza himself. Gohan getting beaten around by Cell and Majin Buu.
It's too much. Fury and rage that he never knew behind surface and swell up in his being. He grabs hold of the dark energy with renewed resolve as his mental body is crying and shaking with rage.
He was dense and he truly didn't understand the true horrors of what others went through. He always had a smile on his face and told them that he had it covered. This new feeling of anger isn't like what he felt when he first transformed into a super saiyan, no, this is more.
He clenched tightly at the dark energy commanding it to follow him and help him in his future endeavors.
And it did just that.
A small purple ball of energy is seen in Goku's hands at the size of a baseball.
Vados smiles.
"I didn't expect you to get it so soon". Vados states as she is impressed by his progress.
"Well it was hard and I have gained a new understanding of what this energy means. It felt like I was in a box my whole life while everyone else had to deal with the actual implications and consequences if I lost a fight or the feeling of fear. I haven't experienced this kind of wake up call, but I'm glad I did". Goku smiles.
"I think that's enough for now though, Goku. It does take quite a bit of stamina to bring out hakai energy on your first try even if it's as small as that. I will run a bath and we can pick this up later in the evening". Vados suggests getting up from her position.
"Right. I am pretty tired". Goku states as the ball dissipates into nothingness as he stands up with her.
"Well let's get going". Vados starts to walk towards their home.
"Hey. Do you think we could take a bath together". Goku asks somewhat uncomfortably.
Vados blushes at his request.
"I don't see why not". She smiles.
They make their way into the bathroom.
Where the bond between GoD and Angel will be developed further...
Short, but sweet, maybe. I hope you liked this little chapter because I enjoyed writing it.
I made my own version of how hakai energy is accessed and if there's a way on the wiki, then I am just wrong since I didn't research it.
Goku will be more aware of feelings and social implications.
That means he won't be a dense idiot from the awakening from this new energy. He will be more considerate to feelings and understand social cues better.
There will be a lemon in the next chapter.
If you think it's too soon, well you're probably right, but I gotta start the Goku x Vados somewhere and it may not be completely realistic, I will do my best to make it somewhat believable.
This is fanfiction after all.
Thanks for reading!
