Its now the day we leave for our bandit extermination mission, and I can honestly not tell you how I feel. I'm about to kill someone or multiple people. With the way I have lived in my old world that would have never crossed my mind as a real idea that had to be followed through with. Sure, I had the occasional idea that someone should die or I wish I could kill them because of me being angry at them. But nothing on the lines of "go out and kill these people for a couple hundred dollars and come on back for more things to do."

During this time while waiting for this mission to come, I have worked with the girls of constantly by having a henge on themselves. We have found that it is noticeable by competent shinobi because of the constant output of chakra from the girls since they have so much. It helps with the civilians but not ninja for the girls. So instead I have had them henge and then use Bunshin no Jutsu, then have the Bunshin overlay their bodies. This removes the problem of them feeling the henge because its constructed differently than the henge and at the same time forces the girls to keep their control to the point that they can create 1 Bunshin at a time. I only think they can do this because I have had them working on control so much from an early age.

The reason I have been doing this is because I don't want my face or anything showing when I am out. But at the same time, I need skin contact if I want what I have planned for taking out enemies to be possible. For that reason, I have done what I had the twins do but I have made myself look like a stereo typical ninja, but I have the clothes not just be black but blended colors of the area we are in. This makes it so that I constantly have been having a clone going wasting my chakra (at this point its minor to my reserves) and having its henge try and blend its colors of its clothing to the background. It's not to the point of being a predator knockoff but more hunting clothes from an outdoor outlet from my old world. Its almost natural but I figure it will take me 6 more months till its instinctive. All the while I am really in just a pair of cargo shorts with holsters on either thigh, they packed full of sealed scrolls along with kunai for quick draw need.

The girls have loved my idea especially when they use it when playing ninja and using it on unsuspecting people to get what they want, without them looking at them in fear or other hurtful emotions. I once asked them if there was anything I could do, and they just told me they where happy they found someone other then each other, that liked them for them, and they just wanted the occasional hug. From then on, I hugged them any chance I got just to reinforce that I care about them. They are like daughters to me at this point and I want them happy.

One day I asked them who was in their class but I was surprised by the answer, I know I shouldn't be but still I was. Choji was apparently a girl and that's why she was pissed when ever someone called her fat. Ino was a guy that had long hair and put a lot of effort into his looks. And the other odd one was Sasuke who was actually Satsuki and was a girl with short hair unlike the fan girls who were going for the butch roll it seems. Also, there was the fact that she didn't have just fan girls but fan boys to because she was trying the too cool girl thing. Honestly, I was so confused, hell they even told me they had a stalker in the name of Hinata. They told me they had noticed her following what them and what they were doing from afar, ever since they tried to help her a bit from some bullies. When asked if they where going to be friends with her, they said no because she would faint whenever both of them talked to her.

I think my girls have the first person who likes them. I know girls mature faster especially with chakra in their systems but honestly at 8 it's a bit young. That or its over admiration but oh well hopefully Hinata grows out of it and can actually talk to them and doesn't confess her feelings to them in front of pain. Who at this point could be a Tranny for all that this world make sense.

With regards to training with Guy he's started to go a bit far with us because I can heal up my team mates and myself. He has started to make us train everything not needing chakra with chakra prisoner suppression bracelets on. He told us it will make us have more youthful energy when they are turned off. Because of this all 3 of us have real muscle definition since there is no downtime for a muscle to rebuild as a normal person. Hell, he even has us doing Taijutsu on water, which is a good idea. A bad idea in my mind is that he is tossing blunt kunai at us when the water ripples to try and make our chakra control that much more refined, at the same time using less so we can last longer fighting on the water thereby building up our reserves. He says right now is the perfect time to train our bodies instinctive reactions because its most receptive to creating instincts. He said our reserves can always go but instinct it developed during our youth.

God, I hate him but love him since he is trying to keep us alive by doing this to us. I didn't ask for it for the girls because I feel there to young to have this kind of stress on their bodies, for now it's mostly endurance training

"Good morning my youthful students!" Guy yells/speaks, kicking me out of my reminiscing.

"Good morning Sensei." We all reply at the same time.

"Today is one of the least youthful days of your life but is necessary for the rest of your ninja cariers so it falls on me to make sure you pass it, leaving your youthfulness intact! YOSH!"

The 3 of us just glanced at each other and follow as he begins to tree hop towards our destination. I can tell looking at the others faces and body language, no one wanted to get this done but were set on completing the mission.

We hopped for about 3 hours, because what kind of stupid bandits would take up roost so close to the village unless they are just there for bloodying new bloods. When Guy finally stopped us, he told us in a vague direction where the bandit camp was. He then told us we were to come up with a plan but that each of us would have to do the killing of at least 1 bandit and not to shirk that point of the mission.

With that said we all gathered around a terrain map of the area that guy provided, and chided us on always being prepared and not bringing our own. I started it off with asking Aio if he could see the camp and if anything, else was around us. After he gave us a negative of the camp but what looked like a sentry, we found out his range right now was 450m. As we knew where the sentry was, we asked him if he could go scout around the entire area of there base and keeping at least 200m away from any person while me and Emi set up camp. He agreed and with a look at Guy who just gave a thumbs up he hopped off into the tree's and we set up our 3 tents and surrounded it with a small earth wall using ninjutsu to do it quick. This would cover the low high tents but with us standing up and on guard we could see over it.

When Aio came back, he did a quick sketch on the map of where things were laid out. We then had a simple plan of coming in 3 sides taking out 2 of the sentry's depending on where they were and moving in and taking them in there sleep as quiet as possible right at dawn. This is the time that they would either be just waking up and be disorientated, and the sentry's would be tired and wanting to go to bed after their watch.

Yet again we looked at Guy and he gave us that nice guy thumbs up so we kept to the KISS rule, and silent take down. No screaming our attacks and getting a fair fight or any other nonsense. We were going to go in hopefully kill the 18 bandits loot anything of importance or things we like and destroy/bury the rest and hopefully be gone by noon at the latest.

At around midnight came around the 3 of us where still sitting around while Aio kept a look out. We obviously could not sleep with this being so close. Emi was playing with her shadow, Aio kept flexing his hand in different hand seals and I was ranting in my head as normal. I swear that is going to end up being my ninja quirk of becoming a foul mouth bastard to try and deal with my killings. Thank god we are not Black ops and possible have to kill innocents because it would help the village. I can't see them wanting to break us like that right now as genin. Hopefully I can get out of this with the least amount of damage to my conscience because right now I am worried that I will get desensitized killing criminals and that's a slippery slope.

-break- break- break-

As I was making my way into the camp, I had yet to kill anyone yet. It turned out that Emi and Aio are the ones that had to kill the 2 sentry's. I wish I was one of them because that would let me get over whatever I am going to feel by doing this before being in the area with the rest of them and I hope I don't freeze up.

When I make it into camp, I don't see anyone up, as some are on rolls and others are in tents. As I get close, I put a finger on the first person's skin and tell SHAPER to shut down their brain. It takes just a moment and I see their chest stop moving. That was way to simple for my opinion, and I go about doing it to all the others I can find. This entire time I am henged into my black ninja garb with washed out dark grey areas to help bleed out the silhouette of my body at dawn if I was seen.

We finally get to the center and I can see some blood on Emi's uniform but none on Aio's. he must have done something similar to me and killed them with a juken strike to the heart or head. None of us are showing any change right now, and we are just looking around. I still can't believe I killed 6 people, but I ended up seeing a whole bunch of loot so I can't believe they are innocent either.

Just then Guy shows up and breaks us out of our introspections, and tells us to get on with the rest of the plan we made. I end up getting some more money and from the loot some trinkets for the girls. Other then that the rest is crap that I wont need and not in the mood of keeping. We end up using the earth camp jutsu and bury everyone and everything. This is done just to get rid of it and not to leave stuff around unless the animals want to dig and get some meat.

Break-break-break

As we get back to the village, we split off with Guy giving us knowing looks. I end up going home but no one's there and no one will be because the girls are still at the academy. I end up saying fuck it and walking to a bar near our area, hoping I will be able to break whatever it is I am feeling right now with some alcohol to loosen me up.

Break- break – break –

As I look at the ceiling, I know this isn't my room and I try and think of what I did last night. It appears I can still remember things thanks to SHAPERS brain change but that didn't help me when I got drunk last night.

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Well looks like it knows I wanted to get drunk and kept me there and didn't let me go over or sober up till the morning that's just great. Because right now I am apparently in a brunet's apartment who I remember going to town on yesterday. In my great wisdom I was using SHAPER to make her experience the best I could and I wanted to see if I could break her. I ended up using it to see what nerves and chemicals where turned on or released when I did something she liked, and also when she received and orgasm. I'm a horrible bastard if I remember what I did last night, because I have a 100% guaranty that she has never had what I did to her, and it won't be happening again. Probably.

I ended up keeping her at a low grade high the entire time while also changing my cells in my dick to being able to make me a grower not a shower from the size I am at naturally at. So I ended up fitting her just a bit above full. This meant I kept giving her a mild pain at her cervix that she seemed to like when I hammered into her. I then kept giving her multi small orgasms every so often and then a major one just to push her over the edge ,when she got used to anything. I also made her nipples cause pleasurable sensations when I licked them and played with them along with the slight pain she was enjoying. I also tweaked her tits for her and made them stand up prouder, so there was just a slight hanging to them when sitting up along with firming them up so they were great too squeeze and grab. Her tits where still a C cup but they now sat nice and high with upturned nipples with no great amount of sag she had before. I even tightened and improved her cervix muscles to make them squeeze tighter on me and let her feel more inside. Hell, I ended up giving her a minor tummy tuck not that she needed much since she was just a drunk 30ish cougar that was looking for some scary ninja sex. The last thing I had ended up going was altering the skins melanin just in the crease of her thigh to hip and writing "Shin was here".

I'm such a bastard but I kind of like it and I should get to mark my work. Plus, she's a civ so its not like she's going to go screaming to the ninjas that I ended up messing with her body anyways. When all my thinking was done, I ended up leaving the apartment through the window to get home, all the while the woman was dead to the world from exhaustion. I left a note on the night stand so I wasn't a complete dick that said thanks for the fun night and I hope she likes my work.

Break- break – break-

When I stepped through the door, I was mobbed by 2 crying girls, wondering where I was because they knew I had come home after that mission and what mission I had been on. This was because I don't keep anything from them. These girls had to mature a lot on their own and I don't want anything in the ninja lifestyle to surprise them. So, they knew I had to kill yesterday.

"We were so worried when you didn't come home, after we came home from the academy."

"We wanted to be there for you after what you had to do."

"I'm sorry girls I didn't know what I was feeling and I still don't know how I am feeling about the people I killed. So I ended up going to a bar and get some alcohol to break something lose with my emotions."

"Why didn't you come home. Where were you!"

"Well I ended up in a woman's place that I met there."

At this point I wanted to say these girls looked cute but I also know what they can do since I trained them and that look is not a nice one, they were both giving me a scary one.

Kama was the one to speak while her hair was slowly rising up into 9 "tails" even Naruko had those "tails going on with her long hair.

"What do you mean you spent the night at some woman's place." She asked is a foe sweet voice.

WTF I never had this happen in past life is Anime logic going on here!?

Me being a bit dumb just told them the truth.

"I ended up meeting a woman who was looking for some ninja to have sex with and when it seemed I was receptive to it I was taken home to her place and we had sex."

There. straight to the point.

"And why did you do this?"

"I did it because while drunk I wanted to get out my frustration of not feeling anything about killing those bandits."

"Oh" they both ended up saying as if they were remembering what I had just done. They realized they weren't going to have some random woman coming over here and it was just a 1-night thing. They then grabbed me and pushed me to the shower. Hell, they even pantsed me since I don't wear a shirt and shoved me into the running shower. I was stunned, and when I got out there was a new pair of cargo shorts and some underwear waiting by the counter. As I left the bathroom, I was them grabbed and dragged to the couch and had a girl on each glomped onto me. they then told me to tell them everything in my own words of the mission and to leave nothing out including what I was feeling.

I ended up doing that because even though these girls where just 8 going on 9, they where my family in this universe. As I talked to them, I realized that there was a tension still in my body that was slowly letting go as I explained the mission, and how we did it and what I thought after my first kill up until I ended up at the bar. They ended up asking if they where going to have to worry about this woman showing up here demanding me to see her. And I told them that she just knew my name and that was it especially since I have no last name and she doesn't know that and also it was just a random fling and nothing else.

Break- break – break-

As the months continued, we ended up doing more of the same thing but the mission changed to retrieval of a specific person from a bandit camp, to rescuing any civilians that where captured, and to field interrogation to try and sort out captives from willing camp followers. We even had a couple of escort missions. Nothing we did for the following year was more then a C rank* no crazy A ranks for us*. We did get a couple rouge genin in the camps and those we did the retrievals on and brought to T&I for our guys to get information on other villages before they left. Also any training aid and stuff added to there food to help them grow. If I ever get captured, I am killing myself before I can go through something like that. Or make it look like I'm dead.

Another thing that happened over that year, is I developed a habit of doing the same thing I did the first time I came home and killed someone. Followed by the girls doing the same thing. They must have decided to do this to keep me grounded or a teacher told them because it was the exact same thing at the same bar. Only now it seemed that certain civilian women would start to frequent the bar I went to and the bar tender kept me going with drinks at cost. He told me that I ended up bringing in business of older woman always looking for a Shin that frequented this bar. The reason why they kept coming was basically I would use them and just maul them but the next day they had a great night, got work done that they didn't have to pay for all for the price of "Shin was here" close to there crotch that probably bugged the next guy to go down on them. Hell, a woman that I had done before got a tramp stamp of "Property of Shin" and all wrinkles and flaws fixed along with any issues their body had. I had them looking 25 all over again no matter their age even though I never had a woman over her late 40's. the more of them I use *all 3 holes* the more work I ended up doing on them along with how much they worked for it, and didn't just lay there like a dead fish. That one got nothing and word apparently spread.

I will laugh my ass off if I ever get Tsunade in my hands with her genjutsu off if she ever hears about the drunk med nin who tunes up a girl's body for a night of fun. I think I even got some retired ninjas that I fixed up sore joints on and other things. No one asked me to do these during the day but I did receive random scrolls in my room on medical jutsu along with large amounts of medial and biological books on my desk. Someone knows what I am doing and is realizing that it happens every time I come home from a mission after I get drunk. They must think that I am subconsciously doing all this while drunk because the last time I was there I saw 4 old kunoichi 1 even who looked like she was from a clan not just clan less ninja. I guess all the rest have been checked out and its not a think to get fucked and have a great session with a 15-year-old, then come out of it with some permanent tattoos but a tuned up sexy body on how I think they would look for their proportions.

Hell, I have yet to get slapped for my writing on them and labeling there my property, it fucked up but I can understand. What person would not mind that they get fixed up when they rely on there body for there line of work, and they could die with not a perfectly running body. Sex with a kid who has a penchant for tagging his work is so minor, compared to what they have had to have done in their life its nothing.

As for my training we are still going at it as normal, just now Aio is helping out fine tuning the best way for us to train our coils along with reserves by using his eyes on us over time. We now have it down to doing heavy single use jutsu till we are at 20% in the morning. Then slapping prisoner bracelet on us till afternoon and then us before bed draining ourselves to the point of sleepiness that night. Because of this all 3 of us are at mid chunin reserves and coil strength of a person that's 18 ish. Hell, even Emi is still going strong with this training even though she takes a lot of naps all the time.

My control training is still going strong and getting better all the time and I have gotten to the point of begin able to filter a dirty glob of water in my hand and purify it for my water nature training. Guy has even given me the hidden in the mist jutsu that we have used many times to train in and for field work. Hell, we have gotten a nice routine now of flooding an area with mist from me, Emi shadow binding our target, and Aio slapping a rebreather on them then paralyzing them. With finally Emi grabbing them and pulling them underground with the hiding like a mole jutsu to keep them out of the way of the fighting.

I have even started to learn chakra strings, but I can only do 1 right now with any real control. I have been training it by moving around a toy wagon as of right now around the house along with the girls doing the same thing and having games of tag and racing them from room to room.

My healing of my team mates has gone up to mystic palms and have been even tweaking Emi's body just for fun with adding more pleasurable nerve endings here and there also with making her nipples more sensitive but not so much as to hinder her while doing her job. I am doing this extremely slowly so its not noticeable. Plus, I am giving my version of electrolysis to everyone. I am not going to sleep with my team mate and fuck things up with our cohesion as a team. So, this is the best I can do to her body as a thanks along with me fixing and accelerating her healing of muscles and joint from our training. Hell, we are all ripped right now and we all wear 5 sets of weights on our bodies that are who knows how heavy like rock lee. Unlike him we have one on our legs hip and arms. The only reason for this is because I can heal joints right after workouts, and I assume rock lee didn't have that option so he couldn't because it would add to much strain on the whole body, unlike him with just his lower legs.

The most things we have been working on is just being silent and quick about things and never talking to our enemies. If a senbon laced with poison will kill them then do that. If you get into a jutsu flinging match then you fucked up. Also, any time you fight there should be no ramp up or testing someone. It should always be 100% full on lethal hits. If you hit someone it should always be a kill shot or to make them bleed out. We have been getting into being a black op team with tactics with guys help but not the suicide missions but with the mindset and if not more on the ninja side then being wizards.

We still see other samurai wizard teams out there. no one else has change so its just our genin team that's doing it. I have been training these kinds of things into the girls, because I want them to chop the guys head off while he's monologuing and not telling him how they defeated him till he's a corps.

Guy has told us we are not going to be going to any chunin exams until it comes around back here to our village because he feels we are still making progress in our careers so there is no rush to get us into chunin exams at other villages along with the fact we have been running our own team since day one with Guy just as an advisor when we ask or at then end when we go over everything we could have done better. I feel we are learning a lot by doing it like this and guy has only had to step in twice when we would have lost an arm or leg do to negligence or to skilled opponent.