Not update, sorry. Yes, I'm alive.

So, what about the fic? Well... I kinda lost my Avengers hype, for now, you know? I don't feel it like I felt it when I started this. I have like 600+ words of the new chapter and I can't move forward with it. I'm trying to "get myself in the mood" but... I dunno, maybe I'm making excuses, but I sit to writing and I have some kind of block. I will try to get over it, but I can't promise anything. I know probably most of you who just got the mail about the new chapter probably forgot about this fanfiction, but if you are still interested... I'm not abandoning this fic or Future Mess. I guess I must find my Avengers hype again.

To don't make this empty author's note, I will give you some extras that never ended up in the fic. Sometimes dialogues can be familiar because I was changing scenes, ideas or sth, sometimes it's just a deleted scene.

They are not beta-read!

- No, no, did I mentioned NO? - Peter yelled and entered his office in Stark Industries. He wore a black suit, t-shit with some meme and pair of black converse. Captain America went after him with his buddy-buddy Bucky.

- Parker, listen to me... - Sam looked at him.

- I'm listening to you, and I'm saying no. You are so full of yourself. You dare coming here and ask for my help. You dare to come to HIS COMPANY and asking me for using HIS TECHNOLOGY, to go back in time and STEAL from HIM. - Peter was furious.

- You are supporting the New Avengers Program. - Bucky said.

- Shut up. - Peter hissed. - I'm supporting NAP, but I'm not part of it and I'm not going to everything that you want. - Parker snapped.

- Superheroes support each other. - Sam said and looked at Peter.

And it was it...

- Superheroes support each other. - Peter replied. And he did it again. And again...

- Like on Sibiria? You supported so weeelll my ol' man. Leaving him to certain death in the frozen Hydra base. When you and Rogers broke his reactor, his armor could be as well as his Iron Coffin. - Peter said, but it was only beginning.

- WHERE THE FUCK YOU WHERE WHEN I NEEDED HELP? HUH? WHEN the WHOLE WORLD WAS SCREAMING TEEN KID I USED TO BE TO SAFE THE WORLD? WHEN YOU FUCKING WERE WHEN I WAS BETRAYED AND FRAMED? WHERE FUCKING YOU BEEN WITH YOUR FUCKING 'SUPERHEROS HELP EACH OTHER?' - Peter yelled at them.

- You were there... on the day that your mother died. Say it to me that you weren't tempted. - Peter hissed and looked at Thor. Now Peter looked like the young man who broke into the Tower, which meant that this is more recent memory than those before. Thor looked... different. He was not so well built up like he was before, his hair was a lot of shorter.

- Sayin' that I was tempted would be a misunderstanding of millennia. I wanted to say her in the face, to save her life, I wanted to go to Loki's prison and told him that I know the truth, to help him with his madness... - Thor chuckled sadly. - But she knew... she always knew better. She said to me, that I came back to change my future, not hers. - Thor answered with a sad voice.

- And... well... my place is here. Even if I could save her in there, I would have to return to the place where she is gone. And... from experience, messing with time is... - Thor didn't know how to put this.

- I know... you screw up with time, it screws up with you. - Peter chuckled bitterly.

Thor smiled sadly.

Almost everything from this memory caught Avengers' attention. Well, mostly Thor, because it was more about him than about anybody else. His mother died?

And the way that Thor looked like... it was very... unthorish.

- "I know the truth?" - Natasha asked.

- Loki was not solemnly responsible for the attack on New York. From my data, he was already unstable when he fell into the void, but it was Thanos, the mad titan, who picked him from there. I don't have data about what happened to him there, but...

Morgan and Peter were sitting on the couch in some apartment. She had her legs lying on his thighs and she had an almost empty bowl of popcorn in her hands. They were watching something, but the movie ended and there were credits on the screen.

- That was unrealistic. - Morgan shrugged.

- Which part? - Peter asked, looking at her.

- This ending, where they all fall to their knees for the lost hero. Dramatic as fuck. - Morgan shrugged. Peter only chuckled sadly and said nothing, but that was a clue for Morgan that something is going on and she quickly could deduce what.

- They knelt for my dad, right? - she asked.

- Yeah... whole army. This is kinda funny, you know... Lastly, I managed to get into some of Tony's private servers and I found audio records from the first assemble. - Peter answered after seconds of silence. Morgan rose her brow. She was curious about what her bro could find in her dad's private servers.

- Do you know that Rodgers told him that he is not the one who will sacrifice himself? And Tony answered that everything special about Steve came from a bottle. - Peter chuckled.

- You are shitting me. - Morgan was surprised.

- No. It's true. But wait, there is more. Tony put a theory that Hulk saved Banner's life. Bruce asked Tony about the purpose of saving his life... Tony said that we will have to wait and see. - Peter rolled his eyes.

- I didn't know that my dad was a damn prophet. - Morgan chuckled. - Damn, you have to show me this. I guess... In the end, my dad and Steve proved each other wrong and Bruce found his answer. - she added.

Memory returned to the meeting of Happy and Peter.

- People forget when I join the Avengers... well, not when I actually joined, but when was the first time I looked into Avengers' life. - Peter shrugged, looking through a window. Happy's face fell. Realizing what they all missed.

- Civil war. - Happy said.

Peter only nodded.

- What? - Bruce, Clint, and Thor asked at the same time.

- Did you see that book about Tasha and Tony? I read it lately... it spoke about great, legendary friendship between Black Widow and Hawkeye. - Peter chuckled bitterly. - I saw they fighting against each other because She was team Iron Man, He was team Captain America. - He rolled his eyes.

Flashback from Germany Airport, where he saw Hawkeye and Black Widow fighting against each other.

Natasha and Clint looked at each other.

- I seem that we will have some issues in the future. - Thor said.

- Not we... It's between me and Tony. - Steve realized. - Peter said that You were team Iron man, you were team Captain America. - The captain said, looking at Tasha, then at Clint.

- And the rest of the Avengers needed to pick aside. - Tony said, looking at Steve.

It was strange... Like they could predict that this is possible, but there was no anger about that because it didn't happen yet. But both of man looked at each other with some... respect. Even if they were just told that they will want to hurt each other.

- Tony wanted me to be better than him... Now, I'm only good at repeating his mistakes. If I join the NAP, what will happen you think? - Peter drank a sip of his beer and looked at Happy.

- Do you think that you will cause another civil war? That is... - Happy wanted to say, but he was interrupted.

- No no... not immediately anyway. - Peter shook his head. - When I denied Tony's offer, when I was waiting for you to pick me home I had a short meeting with Vision... he told me something, that I didn't understand back then... now I get it. - Peter chuckled sadly.

Happy was silent, listening.

- He told me that Tony and Steve can settle down their differences... probably, one day they will. But what Iron Man and Captain America did is permanent. - Peter said and took another sip of his beer. - I was like... what? what? Tony is Iron Man, Steve is Captain America, what? - Peter chuckled.

- Now I get it... Tony and Steve could move from Civil war, at the final battle of Infinity War, they were fighting side by side... but damage between superheroes is permanent. Tear in trust. What can I expect from the man, that is carrying with proud Captain America's shield? The same shield that almost killed my mentor? Sorry... #TeamIronManRemembers. - Peter laughed.

- I mean... I trust these guys to protect the Earth, that is why I support the program, but... - Peter sighed.

- You don't trust them to have your back. - Happy finished.

Peter didn't answer.

Peter was in his office, writing down his will. He was passin' the company to Morgan and letting Pepper take charge of it to the moment that Morgan became at age. At this moment, May entered the office.

- Peter! - she said with enthusiasm.

- Aunt May... - he smiled.

- You were quiet lately. So, 'sup? How are things with you and M.J.? And how is the company? Pepper was telling me that you don't leave her much to do. - she babbled with the speed of light.

- I'm fine, things between me and M.J. are wonderful... and you know. I need to learn how to do everything, the best way to learn is practice. - Peter answered with a smile. Lair Lair pants on fire. - And how are things between you and Happy huh? Should I fire him for breaking your heart? - Peter chuckled.

- Nah! We are fine! He is so... domestic... but I think that it's fine. I kinda need that right now. - May admitted with a smile.

- Good. So... will you have some time to come over? - May asked after second. Peter didn't know how to answer that... it was so hard to say no. But... what other choice did he have?

- Sorry, May... not this week. Pepper just left for her vacation, I need to hold a grip. But I promise when she returns I will find the time. - he answered with a forced smile. Knowing that he won't be alive when Pepper returns.

- Pepper? What happened with Mrs. Stark? - May asked with a raised brow.

Peter just smiled. May kissed his cheek and left the room.

Pepper just closed her eyes with pain. She was blind with Tony and with is going to be with Peter too.

- But hey! It seems that Happy will find some love! That is worth mentioning! - Tony pointed out this.

Few avengers smiled even, these who knew Happy better (Tasha, Bruce, and Steve) but this was not enough from turning their attention that the kid is dying. Or was. Or will be.