Summary

At Bella's birthday party in New Moon, Edward loses control and bites her. When Bella wakes up, nothing is the same anymore. Will Edward and Bella make it? Or will a certain red eyed vampire change everything? This story is ultimately going to be Bella/Peter but B/E at the start. M for lemons, violence and bad language. OOC.

Chapter 1

Bella

Fire. It was all I knew. Every inch of me was burning.

Someone was screaming. It was a horrible sound.

I don't know where I begin and where I end. All I know is pain.

I think the screaming might be me.

Am I dead?

A cool hand claps mine and I feel a calming presence wash over me. I think I know this person. But my mind can't focus on anything but the pain.

Cool hands are running over my body, I think they're dressing me. Yes. Clothes. People wear clothes, and I think I'm a person.

Am I?

I lose myself in the fire for an immeasurable amount of time.

Peter

I pulled into the Cullen's driveway with a scowl. Jasper had called me yesterday, saying there was an emergency with a newborn and he needed me to come and help. Apparently, Edward had been dating a fuckin' human. Don't get me wrong, there was nothing wrong with humans. Hell, I'd fucked my fair share of human girls during my time with Maria, but it was just fuckin' and always ended with my teeth in their throat. Datin' a human, that just seems wrong.

Not that Edward had even slept with her. That didn't surprise me. He was always a prude. It did surprise me that she was his singer though, I don't know how he resisted eating her. I came across mine about 5 decades ago, and I tore her throat out the second I smelt her.

Anyway, they'd thrown the human a fuckin' birthday party and she'd gotten a papercut. Now, if they weren't so fuckin' high and mighty and tryin' to be vegetarians, it would have been fine. Hell, I could be in a room with a bleeding human and not even blink. But that's because I accepted the fact that I was a vampire. We eat people. It's just what we do. It's in our nature. The Cullen's though…well, animal blood just aint good enough. It doesn't fill you up, doesn't satiate you properly. They're always half starved. So, you put a human with a papercut in the room with them and just like that it's chaos.

Apparently, Edward had pounced on her and bitten her instantly. Luckily for him, Jasper and Emmett managed to tear him off before he drained her. I found the story quite entertaining actually. So now, Edward's girlfriend was swiftly turning into one of us. And the Cullen's, they weren't sure how she was going to cope. Jasper told me that the human wanted to become like us, but Edward is apparently beside himself over it.

I walk into the house. It's nice. Very human like, but we all had our creature comforts. My home was right in the mountains, but even I liked the place to have style, with black sheets and wooden furniture. Charlotte had hated the décor, she said it was cold, but she was gone now. I wasn't all that cut up about it. We both knew we weren't mates, and our companionship wasn't gonna last forever. She met her mate 20 years ago and we parted as friends.

Carlisle is waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs.

'Peter.' He greets me calmly, 'Jasper's upstairs with Bella. We appreciate you coming.'

I just nod at him.

Bella. The human. Soon, the newborn.

Jasper meets me at the door of the room. We hug tightly. He was my fuckin' brother. The only person other than Charlotte that I'd ever loved.

He pulled back with a grin. 'Peter. Thank you for comin'.' He opens the door and I look in the room.

The girl is lying on the bed, her dark hair a sharp contrast to the white pillow. She looks like she's sleeping.

'Why isn't she screamin'?' I ask Jasper.

He just shakes his head, 'She was. I just knocked her out with some lethargy, but it's getting harder to help her, like she's resistin' me. I've never experienced that before. But…Edward couldn't read her mind, so maybe she's got a gift.'

'Speaking of the 100-year-old Virgin.' I say, cocking a brow. 'Where is he?'

Jasper chuckles, 'Wallowing. He's so fuckin' guilty.'

'Hell, shit happens.' I say, shrugging. 'He was gonna change her one day anyway right?'

Jasper grimaces, 'I think, not, actually.'

I raise my eyebrows at him. 'Why not?'

Alice appears next to Jasper and I fight a grimace. Fuckin' perky little pixie. I didn't hate her or nothin', but she was really irritating.

'Because, Edward didn't want to make her a 'monster',' She rolls her eyes.

Fuckin' idiot. Clearly, he didn't love her. If he loved her, he'd want her forever. Alice kisses Jasper and tells him she's going to check on Edward. I dump my stuff in their room and head out to hunt.

I have to go far because apparently there are wolves in the area. Fuckin' typical. I manage to find a man who deals drugs to children and I sink my teeth into his throat while he gurgles for help. Most of the time, I went for the dregs of society, the ones who hurt people or wouldn't be missed. It wasn't a rule of mine or anything, I'm okay with what I am. I don't pretend to be any different like the Cullen's. I don't know why Jasper puts up with it.

When I get back to the house Edward is standing in the hall looking distressed. He grimaces when he sees my red eyes and I make sure to replay my kill in my head. He hisses and I laugh. I don't like Edward. He's a manipulative son of a bitch.

I hang around the house for a while, chatting with Rose and Emmett. I like them a lot, hell of a lot more than Edward and the fuckin' pixie. Bella starts screaming and Emmett winces at the sound. Even Rose looks sombre. They all seem to really care about her.

Edward spends some time upstairs, but Jasper tells him his negative emotions are making Bella worse. He storms out the door to hunt. I find myself standing behind Jasper, watching the girl. I hadn't looked at her properly when I arrived but damn, she was fuckin' gorgeous. Venom fills my mouth as I run my eyes down her body.

They've dressed her in a green dress, and it's clinging to every curve. The change was clearly affecting her. Her alabaster skin was glowing and her hair was thick and shiny, spilling over her shoulders and past her breasts. I swallow heavily as I look at them. They were perky and round, and more than a handful. My eyes hungrily continue down her body, a small waist tapers out to wide hips and a delectable fucking ass. Her legs are long and shapely. I'm hard as a rock just from lookin' at her. Jasper raises an eyebrow at the emotions coming off me and I growl at him. He chuckles.

'I don't blame you.' He drawls softly, 'She was a beautiful human but she's a fuckin' goddess now.'

I snarl at him as possessiveness rocks through me.

She's mine.

Jasper looks at me with a curious expression and I cross my arms. I don't know where that thought came from. She's not mine. I look away from her. I was being fuckin' creepy. Staring at her like this.

I can't leave the room. We've been standing here for hours but the thought of leaving sends a jolt of pain through my abdomen.

I keep my distance as Jasper walks closer to her. Apparently, he's been with her the whole time, holding her hand and shit, tryin' to keep her calm. She stopped screaming so I guess it was working. I'd asked him why he was helping her and he'd just rolled his eyes at me. 'Because she's family.' He'd shrugged. 'I always liked Bella, it'll be nice to not want to eat her.'

She's whimpering and I have to fight the urge to walk over to her and hold her hand. I didn't even fuckin' know her. Suddenly Bella started screaming again, her body thrashing wildly. I'm standing beside her immediately but Jasper's quicker and he jumps on top of her, pinning her arms to the bed.

Fury surges through me and I snarl loudly at him.

How dare he fuckin' touch her. She was mine.

A growl rumbled through me and I had to fight the urge to rip him off her. Jasper turns to look at me with an exasperated expression. 'Calm the fuck down Peter. I'm just helping her. I'm not hurting her.' My growling stops abruptly, and I run a hand through my hair.

What the fuck was wrong with me?

'Shh Darlin.' Jasper whispers in her ear. She quiets down and I unclench my fists. Bella stops thrashing and Jasper gets off her, walking over to me.

'Be careful of your thoughts. Edward will go fuckin' mad if he knows how you're feeling.'

I scoffed. The pretty boy could go fuck himself for all I cared.

Still, she is his girlfriend.

A stab of jealousy shoots through me and quickly is replaced by possessiveness.

She's mine.

I smirk in satisfaction, maybe she wouldn't want him anymore now that he's bitten her. Edward appears at the door and I step aside to let him in, my mind replaying the carnage of life with Maria. Jasper says Edward abhors our actions when we were with Maria so it's the best way to keep him out of your head.

Edward winces at my thoughts and a smile crosses my face.

Bella

The fire is spreading into my throat now and I feel myself thrashing. Somebody lays on top of me. They're pinning my arms down.

'Calm the fuck down Peter. I'm just helping her. I'm not hurting her.' I hear.

The voice drops to a whisper, as 'Shh darlin',' is whispered in my ear. It's a pleasant voice and I stop moving, but it doesn't stop the fire. The weight disappears.

A fast beat is echoing in my ears. It's getting weaker. I try to count it, but I can't concentrate. The fire burns hotter in my chest and I think the drumming might be my heart. There's a hand clasping mine still, but it doesn't feel cold anymore.

I'm dying.

No wait, I don't think that's right. I'm changing.

I listen to the drumming for what feels like years, then something changes. The fire starts receding in my fingers, I feel them twitch.

'She's gonna wake up in a second.' I hear to my left.

The drumming stops.

So does the fire.

For a moment I lie there, feeling relief wash through me. I take a deep breath and instantly I am on my feet. There are so many smells. Underneath them I catch the scent of something that smells amazing. I lick my lips, trying to taste more of it.

There are people standing in front of me. No, not people. Vampires.

I think I'm one now too.

I hold out my hand in front of me, looking at it. It's pale, and sort of luminous. I twist it through the air.

One of the vampires moves and I feel myself growling, low in my throat.

I think I know them. My growling stops and I cock my head to the side as one of them walks forward. It's a male, his hair is honey blonde. He smells like apples, and something spicy. It smells good.

I eye him warily.

'Bella?' his voice is nice, pleasant.

Bella? I think that's my name.

I know his name too.

'Jasper.' I say carefully.

He smiles, 'Hi darlin'.'

I look at his arms and fear strikes through me. He's covered in bites. The fear is replaced by anger. Who did this to him? I think about moving forwards and suddenly I'm standing in front of him. The movement doesn't appear to shock him but he's looking at me with a confused expression.

Someone moves, appearing at his left but for some reason I don't mind. I gasp when I look.

He's beautiful. His hair is blonde too, but shorter than Jasper's. His blood red eyes look into mine and I shiver as heat licks through me. My eyes scan his body. There are bite marks all over him too. But on him they are so…sexy. My mouth fills with venom. I breathe in. He smells like cherries and sandalwood. Desire ripples through me and I lick my lips.

'You smell so fucking good.' I moan. His eyes go black.

Jasper lets out a startled gasp as I push him out the way, pressing my nose against the other male's throat. I breath in his scent more deeply, sighing.

Mine.

I run my tongue along his neck and he groans, tilting his head back.

Embarrassment washes over me. I don't even know this man and I'm licking him.

His black eyes watch mine as I step back from him and then drop to my mouth. I think I'm biting my lip because there's pressure against my skin.

'That's enough.' Someone says angrily.

There's a sudden movement behind him and panic engulfs me.

The next thing I'm aware of that I have my teeth embedded in something and I'm growling. Arms are wrapped around me and I can still smell that delicious scent.

I whimper as I realise I've bitten the vampire that smells good. Right in his neck.

'Fuck.' I hear him say underneath me, but it doesn't sound like he's in pain.

There's venom in my mouth. It's not mine, but it tastes amazing. I loosen the hold of my teeth slightly and find myself purring.

'Is she fucking purring?' I hear behind me.

'Shut up you fuck.' The voice underneath me says. It's a nice voice, deep and sensual.

'It's okay sugar,' He soothes, his hand wrapping in my hair.

I release my teeth and lick where I've bitten. Lust catapults through my stomach. He tastes fucking amazing. The vampire stiffens underneath me and groans softly. The sound makes my stomach coil tighter and there's an ache between my legs. I continue licking up his neck.

'Should we get her off him?'

Possessiveness rushes through me.

He was mine.

I growl as I hear footsteps behind me.

'Don't fuckin' touch her.' I heard.

The hands on my back feel nice but I want more. I lift my head up from his neck.

His eyes are so dark they're almost black. His mouth is so pretty, it's pink and slightly open and I want to lick it. Lust crashes through me and I press my lips to his.

It's an explosion of pleasure. He tastes so good. I whimper, pushing my tongue into his mouth. I wanted more. His lips are moving fiercely against mine and his hand is in my hair. It feels amazing. I shudder as his tongue licks at mine. The ache between my legs increases.

'What is happening?' I hear angrily above us.

Oh my god his taste. I grip my fingers in his hair and bite against his mouth, trying to taste more of him as my hips rock against his. He groans underneath me, his hands sliding down my back to press me down against him harder. I can feel his arousal pressed against me and my desire heightens. I've never been so turned on in my life.

My fingers rip his shirt underneath them. I want to touch him. I want to claim him.

'Why isn't anyone stopping this?' Someone snaps, sounding annoyed.

He growls, his hand winding in my hair and pulling my head down to his harder. I grind my hips against his and it sends pleasure shooting through me. I whimper into his mouth.

'Bella!' Someone shouts above me. I pull back from the vampire with shock. He growls at the loss of contact.

Oh my god. What did I just do?

Suddenly I'm standing up. The vampire I was just on top of is sprawled on the floor, looking up at me.

'I'm so sorry.' I apologise, panic rushing through me. 'It's just you smelt so good and I…'

The vampire was on his feet. My desire spiked again as I looked at him and his scent washed over me. I forgot what I was saying and felt myself stepping towards him automatically.

He smiled at me, 'No need to apologise darlin', you smell good too.' His eyes darkened and I stepped closer again wanting to touch him.

'Bella!' The exasperated voice sounds again.

I turn away from my vampire to look at it.

Oh. Oh.

'Hi Edward.' I say meekly.

Peter

Jasper tells us it's going to happen soon, so we stand in the room together, waiting. Jasper and I are in front of the other's, just in case she gets violent. Newborns often woke up angry as fuck and we were the ones with experience.

She's lying on the bed not moving, but her fingers are twitching. Her heartbeat is fluttering like a hummingbird. My eyes drink her in greedily, but I take control of my thoughts, keeping them on carnage.

The thrumming increases in intensity and we wait with bated breath. Then, silence.

Jasper tenses beside me.

Suddenly she's standing up. I feel venom flood my mouth. She was fuckin' gorgeous. Her blood red eyes are framed with thick black lashes and her lips are so pink and fuckin' pouty. I think about tangling my fingers in her hair and kissing her delectable mouth. My eyes drift down her body and I fight the urge to grab her and press my mouth to hers. I wanted to get those sexy legs wrapped around me while I was buried inside of her.

Edward growls behind me.

Shit.

Bella is holding out her hand in front of her and staring at it with wonder in her crimson eyes. It's fuckin' cute and I find myself smiling. Jasper steps towards her and she growls.

It's a fuckin' hot sound.

I think she recognises Jasper because her growling stops and she cocks her head to the side. He walks towards her and she lets him.

I have to fight hard against my instinct to throw him behind me and get to her first. I didn't want him near her.

He says her name and her eyes widen.

'Jasper.' She says throatily. Her voice is slightly husky and it's hot as fuck. I want her to say my name. I want her to scream it.

Her eyes flash with fear as she takes in Jasper's scars, but it's quickly replaced by anger.

Jasper makes a surprised noise and I bite back a laugh. She's not actin' like a normal newborn would. Normally they see the scars and go crazy with panic, fightin' and bitin'.

She appears in front of Jasper and I can't stop myself from darting forward to stand next to him.

She was fuckin' mine.

Jasper looks at me warily, but Bella doesn't seem upset. She smells like freesias and honey and it's fuckin' delicious. I want to touch her. She looks at me and her eyes widen as they run down my face and body. I watch as she takes in my scars and wait for her to panic but her mouth just parts as she eyes me hungrily. She licks her lips and her eyes turn dark with lust as she inhales my scent.

I bite back a groan as a sweeter version of her scent reaches me. Her arousal.

She moans and the sound goes straight to my cock. 'You smell so fucking good.' She says breathily.

Edward growls softly behind us but Bella doesn't notice.

Jasper let's out a shocked noise as she pushes him out the way to get to me. Amusement washes over me but it's quickly replaced by lust as she puts her nose to my throat. She inhales and my cock twitches. I breathe her in too, the thick scent of her arousal is driving me crazy and I want to pin her down and bury my head between her legs.

Fuck. Me.

I groan, low in my throat, tilting my head up as she runs her tongue up my neck, tasting me.

She steps back from me, her teeth worrying her bottom lip and I watch it with hooded eyes.

'That's enough.' Edward snaps behind us, moving forward.

Everything happens at once.

I turn my head to snarl at him just as Jasper swears, reaching out for Bella. He misses her and she crashes into my body, sinking her teeth into my neck and sending us flying. We land on the floor with her on top of me.

'Edward you fucking idiot.' Rosalie says coldly. Bella is growling, her teeth deep in my throat. It's stinging a little but it's not bad.

'How do we help him?' Carlisle asks Jasper.

Bella stops growling and whimpers in my neck. Suddenly where she's biting doesn't hurt at all. It feels…

'Fuck.' I say huskily. I was hyperaware of her hot little body on top of mine. The pressure of Bella's teeth in my shoulder lessens slightly and her arousal coats the air again making my eyes roll back into my head. A rumbling in her throat begins and I swallow heavily as venom fills my mouth.

She was fuckin' purring for me.

'Is she purring?' Emmett says bewildered.

'Shut up you fuck.' I returned, threading my hand in her thick hair. God, it felt so good in my hand. Images of her on her knees in front of me with my hand tangled in her hair assaulted my mind and my dick twitched.

Edward snarled behind me and I fought a laugh.

Sorry Eddie.

'It's okay sugar.' I comforted. She let go of her teeth in my neck and started lickin' me.

Oh my fuckin' god.

I groaned, tilting my head back as she licked her way up my neck, the scent of her arousal getting stronger.

God damn.

'Should we get her off him?' Rosalie asks Emmett.

'Don't fuckin' touch her.' I growl in response.

She's mine. All fuckin' mine.

Her head lifts up from my neck and her blood red eyes lock with mine, dark with lust. I'm fighting so hard with myself to not touch her. My cock is straining against my jeans and I want to pin her down and bury myself inside her.

The scent of her arousal. Fuck. My mouth was full of venom, I was practically salivating.

She leaned in and crashed her mouth to mine.

Oh fuck.

She tastes like fuckin' heaven and her breasts are pressing into my chest and she feels so fuckin' good.

She whimpers in my mouth as she slips her tongue inside and I have to clench my fists to stop from flipping her over and taking her. She tastes like fuckin' sex and all I can smell is her arousal.

She drops her hips, pressing herself against me and I give in completely, grinding my hips against hers and sliding my hand down her back to push her down on me harder. Her touch is sending fire through me and I'm groaning into her mouth. I want her naked and under me. I want to bite her while I'm balls deep in her. She's so fuckin' sexy and she's mine.

I can hear people talking above us angrily but I don't care because she's whimpering and grinding herself on my dick and I want her to come all over me. I can feel the heat from between her legs right on my cock. Her fingers tear up my shirt and I buck my hips up into her, tangling my fingers in her fuck hot hair and biting at her lips. My other hand slides down her body and I'm just about to grab her ass when she jumps back from me.

I stare at her in shock. She apologises and I jump to my feet, telling her not be sorry. She's still looking at me like she wants to jump me and it's hot as fuck.

The scent of her arousal is still in the air and I'm havin' a hard time not grabbing her and pulling her against me. I want to fuck her. I want to make love to her.

Fuck, I think she's my fuckin' mate.

She steps closer to me automatically and I grin in satisfaction. She feels it too.

'Bella!' Edward growls from behind her. She spins to him with shock.

'Hi Edward.' She says softly.

A/N:

Well, what do you think? I was heavily inspired by GeezerWench's, I live here. I like the idea that vampire mates are completely drawn to each other, it makes sense to me.

This is my first attempt at writing in a mixture of present and past tense, so I don't know if it's worked perfectly or not. Also, for the purpose of this chapter we've heard from Bella and Peter, but the story will mainly be Bella's perspective, with an occasional insight from inside Peter's head. I don't love stories where you read the same scene in different point of views all the time, so although it happened in this chapter, following this, events will always be from one person's point of view, though maybe you'll see a reflection on the moment in another P.O.V.

Updates on this will be slow because I'm currently focusing on SAR (Swings and Roundabouts), which is an AH. Go check that out :)

As stated in the summary, this story is going to be ultimately Peter x Bella. But it's not going to happen in an instant. She still loves Edward right now. Also just a heads up, I don't like writing 'perfect' characters. Everyone has flaws, and everyone does things that we don't necessarily agree with.

Please read and review! I will love you forever :*

Lots of love, Creaatingmadness xxxxx