Miss Queen B: Hello my lovely readers, hope your Christmas Holiday is going well. Mine has been busy with work, shopping and baking treats. Yum. Anyway, Thank you so much for all the reviews for my last story: Let It Burn. I never expect so many reviews and they were wonderful, funny and positive. I couldn't ask for a better Christmas present. Notes:
Note One: So about this story, it does takes place after the Fire Series, (Not a fourth installment) and will be know as the Water Series. Still, I would recommend reading the Fire Series so you won't be lost in this one. I'm trying to go for a more mellow/romantic/funny plot since the other three stories were quote: A emotional rollercoaster.
Note Two: This is actually a collection of one-shots I wanted to write surrounding the Royal couple's relationships so there's a lot of flashbacks on how their relationship started (since every power couple have to start somewhere) as well as a few extended scenes from the Fire Series stories.
Note Three: I'm shocked from all the high in demand extensions on two parts in the last chapter of Let It Burn. The fight scene between the Muto and the Queen and the famous love scene at the end of the chapter (that one got so much praise, a Hashtag was made. wow!). I don't mind writing them, I love a challenge, in fact, if you readers have anymore ideas for one-shots, I'm all ears. I could use some inspiration since it's going to be a while for new plots due to the GvsK movie being delay, just keep them reasonable. (No weird pairings or anything too nasty)
Note Four: Rated M for: Strong language, violence, Sexual topics and possibly sexual activities (Again, very high in demand. I never thought in the twenty years of being a Godzilla fan I would write sex scenes let alone have readers requesting more. what in the world is wrong with me?)
Last Note: So about this chapter: Mosura dreams about the time when Gojira asked her to stay with him forever (Fanning the Flames: ch.3 part XII) only to wake up to the aftermath of their night of passion. Enjoy.
Part I
His Love
~We can do anything if we put our minds to it
Take your whole life then you put a line through it
My love is yours if you're willing to take it
Give me your heart cause I ain't gonna break it
So come away, starting today
Start a new life, together in a different place
We know that love is how theses ideas came to be
So baby, run away, away with me~
Eastside by Benny Blanco, Halsey and Khalid
(Flashback)
Don't go….
It was such a tiny whisper, she almost didn't hear it, but felt it no less in her heart. The way he said it surprised her though. It was soft, desperate with a hint of exhaustion. Floating in the sky, she turned around and looked down that the giant lizard-like kaiju who was leaning against the mountain wall. Just a few meters away, she can hear the loud noise of the waterfall and smell the fresh water in the air.
Come again? She asked, making sure it wasn't her imagination playing tricks on her.
The one called Gojira looked down at the ground with this tired look on his face. Even he was a tad bit surprise asking her not to leave. From the looks of it, he just blurted it out without even thinking. He let out a small growl as if he was arguing with his own thoughts and looked up at her. His golden eyes were a little dull and look so worn out from life and perhaps the loneliness, he was struggling to keep himself standing on his own two feet.
Stay with me….?
It was a simple question, three little words, but held a much bigger meaning behind it. At first it made her angry because after so many years of ups and downs with this powerful titan, she told him how she felt about him and in return he ran and left her with a broken heart and tears. Did he really think he can just ask such a question after putting her through so much misery? On the other hand, it was her own fault for tracking him down to check on his Well being because this stupid thing called Love compelled her to. (Plus, a little encouragement from her friend as well)
Another thought came into mind was why now all of a sudden. He got his wish, she spent the last decade leaving him alone just like before. Scylla told her he was just incapable to love someone or accept someone to love him. He couldn't possibly be missing her since he rejected her all those years ago. Could he? Did he change his mind about her? If so, she would be happy to stay with him, but didn't want to look like a push over so she put on a firm face. He could easily accept her, settle with her then push her away again if he wanted to, so she needed to make sure this is what he wanted.
You know how I feel about you and you ran away. Why should I stay? She asked, giving him a look.
His face scrunched up and she can tell he was annoyed by her question. Oh yeah, she recognized that face. The same one he would give her when she was testing his patience or pushing his buttons. She was not going to make things easy for him and no doubt, he felt awkward since that means he has to explain himself. He was a male with very few words and never answer to anyone since he was a fear by all. All expect for her that is.
Her eyes widen when he didn't give her a smartass remark or try to scare her by stomping his foot or puffing out his chest. Instead he let out a small sigh and bows his head to her as if he was surrendering to this messy battle called love and now she can have her reward which was his heart. I'm not good with words, Mosura….just stay with me…
She floated there gently in the sky with her wings flapping softly as their eyes locked with one another. The sun made his eyes shine like polished gold with a little hint of honey brown. She wanted to ask him if he loves her just like she did, but that might be too much to ask for since he was nearly on his knees. She knew he didn't like to look so vulnerable in front of anyone so for him to do this means she was something special to him. He slouched down a little more, she can tell the pain from those wounds on his back were getting to him as well as her taking her time with her answer. She gives him a warm smile…
I'll stay…
No smile or a thank you, he just sigh in relief before passing out to the floor either from pain or exhaustion...
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It was night when he finally woke up to see her lying down next to him a few meters away with this worry look on her face.
Hey there, She whispered, You gave me a fright, for a second I thought you died.
He lifted his head off the ground and stared at her. You're still here?
She tilted her head a bit from his question, fearing he was having second thoughts wanting her around. You did ask me to stay…
He slightly snorted and looked away, clearing uncomfortable. Yes...I just didn't think...you would….
There was no moon out tonight, but the dark made his eyes glow a bright golden color and his nervousness made his small plates on his back pulse a dull blue. Her wings flare up high and glow the same color hue to give them more light. He let out a playful scoff.
Show off. He said, looking at the colors and patterns in her wings. He clench his teeth and force his spikes to pulse softy and she didn't know whether he was doing that to impress her or give them more light.
Crossing her long arms so her head can rest on them she spoke. Why would you think I wouldn't stay?
His eyes trail back to her face and swallowed, I know….we left on bad terms…
You mean when I told you how I felt about you and you left…..
You caught me by surprise given the situation...He said, trailing off again.
What situation?
You and I are different…..
So you're moody and dark and I'm bright and positive, so what?
You know that's not what I meant. He said, not liking her naive attitude.
I'm sorry. She said with a small frown. He knew what he was talking about. The same thing Scylla pointed out to her the first time she mention Gojira to the squid kaiju. They were different species, but she didn't see it that way. She never had. I don't care what you are, I just see you and I love everything about you. Scales and all.
He was taken aback by her words, especially when she said the word love again. Probably never heard it ever in his entire life. If you knew the real me, you wouldn't feel the same way. He said, his eyes glowing a dark gold.
Well, I would love to know the real you. She said, her blue eyes glowing with happiness. It was nice seeing him after all these years even though it didn't look like he was taking good care of himself. The smell of old blood and new filled her nose and he looked so timid that every little noise was making him jump a bit. Besides that, he was just as dark and mysterious as before.
He frowned and looked away, If you did it might change how you feel about me…
She sighed, he was not going to make this easy for her, but that's love for her, it comes with pain as well as happiness and pleasure. If you're trying to scare me off it's not working. She whispered.
Maybe you should be. He said, in a low voice. My life is not exactly simple or safe.
The one they called the Fallen Star came into her mind. That giant three headed demon with large, golden wings and blood red eyes. The blackest clouds and the brightest lightning would surround them wherever they would go and leave a trail of death and destruction. She looked up at him and could see he was trying to put on a firm face to intimidate her. Was this some test to prove to him she was not going anywhere?
Is that why you look so exhausted when I found you. She asked so softly it actually made him relax a little bit. Has your life become so chaotic that you can't relax or take care of yourself? When was the last time you had a good night's sleep?
He inhales sharply and for a moment, she thought she offended him till he spoke. I have rivals and a thing that fell out of the sky coming after me every single day,So yes, it's very hard to relax…
Or sleep, I'm guessing. She added.
Or sleep, but no, that's not the reason why I'm so exhausted. I'm just going through a weird growth spurt. Everything hurts right now. He groaned.
I thought you look taller. She giggled only to fade when he didn't laugh with her. Her smile dulled a bit, but it was still a smile and she cleared her throat. Why are you telling me this if you wanted me to stay with you? She wondered.
He looked away again and snorted, Again, I'm not good with words….I just want you to stay…
Can you try to explain yourself? She asked, feeling a warm heat in her face. He was getting a little flustered from her simple interrogation. It was kind of cute.
He wiggled his head a bit and closed his eyes. His way to speak clearly without looking at her. When you're with me….all the hardship, misery, and loneliness goes away,...but I don't want you to regret staying with me when things get dangerous ...I'm a target…. and you will be too…..
He opened his eyes to stare into her large blue ones and waited for her to say something. She knew the risk, but she didn't care. She will be with him and he will be with her and they will look out for each other.
I want to be with you, Gojira. As long as we look out for one another, we will be fine. She said, getting up from the floor to stretch out a bit. But there's one thing I need to know to make sure this will be worth it….
What's that?
She slowly walked over to him, knowing very well he's not comfortable when it comes to affection, but if he wanted her to stay with him, closeness was part of the package. He didn't move, probably curious of what she was doing as she got closer and closer to him. Darn, even when he was lying flat on his stomach with his head up, he still towers her with ease. She forgot how small she was compared to him, but again she wasn't scare. She stopped when their mouths were just an inch apart and he flinched when her antennas caress his forehead with a feather like touch. He let out a small warning growl, slightly baring his teeth as her, but she didn't back away. She lost count how many times she would see those teeth snapping at her whenever she tried to get close to him.
Don't be afraid…. She whispered.
He snorted in her face and she giggled. She didn't have to read his mind to know what he was thinking. The great Gojira is never afraid of anything...yet, he flinched when a small little moth like herself touch him. She took a deep breath and pressed her snout against his and heard him exhale. It was a small gesture, but it was a start in the right direction to form a bond. Hopefully it will get easier as the days go by. The touch was nice and warm. It made her wings flutter and she could hear his tail wagging behind him.
She sighed, Do you love me?...
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~At First, he seems cold,
but if he really fell for someone
He'd love them deeper
than the Deep Blue Sea~
~Rika Yokomori
(Present Day)
The ending of her dream woke her up instantly and for a few seconds, she didn't know where she was or why she felt so sore all over her body. She blinked a few times to focus her vision and realize she was inside her cave. Which was a complete surprise since she's been sleeping outside for the past couple of months. She lifted her head up only to hiss in pain from the wound she felt on her neck. At the corner of her eye she can see her fur matted and crusted with dried blood and the rawness on her skin. she felt a rumble coming from behind her, making her back vibrate and she realize lying next to her mate. Her King's firm grip had her crushed against his chest with those nails of his digging deep into her flesh. She really needed to chisel those claws down because it wouldn't take much for him to cut her if he wasn't careful.
The Queen didn't mind though it's been months since they slept next to each other so why complain? She closed her eyes again and relax only to snap them open again when the night before flooded back into her mind. Now she knew why she was dreaming about that certain memory. Of all the years being with her King, she can only think of two times he surrender himself in a battle. The day he asked her to stay with him forever after growing tired of keeping her away and the second time was last night…
They hurt each other in the worse way(though she would gladly take all the blame) and left a big rip in their relationship. They agreed to give themselves another chance though her King's stubbornness and pride wouldn't allow it. It took a lot of fighting and ups and downs to finally get him to settle and talk to her. Talking was not one of his strong points, why talk when you can stomp the problem out he would always tell her, but his method didn't work this time since it was her he had to deal with. It was her he needed to either forgive or go their separate ways. It didn't help him since she was just as stubborn as he was and refuse to give up on each other. She was tired of everything and just wanted to reconnect with her King and she knew he was tired of everything as well, but just needed a little push.
It was a simple trade, his gills were damaged from his last fight and she will heal them, but only if he would talk to her in a civil matter. And just like before, after fighting with her to the point of exhaustion...he surrender. He opened up to her while she healed his wounds and forgiveness were exchange in a way she never thought he would do. He took her, letting his possessive nature mixed with his male instinct take over and claim her for his own once again. She was used to this type of behavior, in fact she enjoyed it when he gets like this because it was his way of telling her she belongs to no one, but him. She was his and after her little fight with the parasite it was made clear he belong to her and only her. Only this time along with a hot and heavy grooming session they actually mated for the first time. She felt her cheeks heating up from remembering their little act of love and bonding. He was gentle, something he would never show to anyone since it's a sign of weakness in his eyes, and didn't care about him being comfortable. He took his time, made her cry out in pleasure before finally, marking her neck while reaching his climax at the same time. It was a wonderful experience because it was with him like it should be.
Her King started to move, letting his tight grip on her go in the process and stretch himself out as far as he can. She can finally breathe again and rolled over till she was lying on her stomach and folded her wings in so they won't get squish from him waking up. She watched him do his morning stretches in amusement and couldn't help, but giggle a bit from the show. With his eyes still shut, he rolled onto his stomach and stretch his arms forwards and his legs back. She could hear the bones popping in his arms and neck and they only got louder when he arch his back up to pop his spine. His large plates nearly touch the cave's roof and they started to glow a calm blue color. She loves watching him do this, seeing all of those muscles bulge up or stretch underneath his scales. His tail was the last thing to stretch out which was brought up high into the air before falling down to the ground again. The impact made her body jump a bit and she let out a small hiss in pain. She almost forgot the bad part of a mating ritual: the sore aftermath.
He opened his eyes, let out a loud snort from his nose and open and close his newly healed gills. His eyes shifted to her and her daydreaming stare. His face soften the second his eyes locked with hers. I'm surprised to see you up this early?
She tilted her head a bit, Why is that? I always wake up before you.
A grin slowly spread across his face and she could see his white teeth stained with her blood. The mark on her neck started to throb from the sight of those gorgeous yet dangerous teeth. Well, you fell asleep rather quickly last night….did you have a busy night, my Queen?
She blushed from his words. Wonderful, he woke up in a good mood. A rare thing to witness since he's never a morning Kaiju...or an afternoon one either when she thought about it. If it wasn't for her, no doubt he would sleep for a year or two and consider that a nap. The memory of her being held tight against him and let his claws, teeth and tongue touch every inch of her body while they mated made her turn away in shyness. Well, you would always tire me out after your marking, My King. She said, trying to get up so she can move closer to him, but laid back down from the pain.
She felt a hint of concern coming from his wavelength followed by him moving around till she was right between his arms so she can lean against his upper chest. Her wings flare up a bit before settling down on the ground letting them shine from the morning sun coming in. He was still lying on his stomach with his legs tucked in and his tail curl up tight around them. He brought his nose down to her head and sniff her fur. His warm breath felt nice in the cold morning air. Are you hurt? He asked.
She buried her face into his hard chest, inhaling his mild scent of salt water and shook her head, No, I'm just really sore, you bit me pretty hard on the neck last night. Not to mention the fight I had with the Muto and me healing your gills has taken a toll on me.
His heart rate spiked and she can sense his embarrassment. He huffed, That's not what I was implying…I meant from our mating.
She wanted to giggle because he was never good at voicing his concerns since that was too female-like in his opinion. She nuzzled her face against his chest while curling her legs in to get as close as she can to him. Her eyes looked down at her bottom half and once again could see her fur caked with blood, dirt and fluids, but, although sore, she felt good...content….finally happy. I'm fine, my King….though I could use a wash and grooming. No doubt she didn't look presentable since she can see herself covered in dirt and blood.
She felt his claws tracing the outline of her wing, I hope I wasn't...too rough….
The Queen shook her head, I admired your self-control, I know it took a lot of discipline to make sure you didn't get out of hand. You were gentle. He was gentle and made her feel so loved after so many months of coldness. She turned her head to stare at the deep claw marks he left on the hard ground. It was better for the ground to have those cuts than her skin.
Well, I had to be with you being so small and fragile. He whispered while nuzzling the top of her head. The word fragile struck a nerve in her head. The same nerve the Muto tugged yesterday with that foul mouth of hers.
His large arms wrapped themselves around her little body and use his snout to tilt her head to the left, exposing his raw bite on her neck so he can examine it. He let out a small snort and pressed his warm tongue on the wound. She let out a small cry from the pain as he started to clean it again. The tenderness soothe the bruised skin and sent chills down her body. She can feel the tip of his tongue gliding over the teeth-shape holes before trailing down to the large gashes on her back. She twitched from the stinging sensation while the words of the Muto's insults played in her head and made her frown. The tender licking stop and he lifted his head up, no doubt he can feel her distress. What it is? Is it the bite?
She sighed and pulled away so she can see him face to face. He licked his lips to get his tongue moist again and she could see the wound she inflicted on his tongue during their passion. She didn't feel bad about it since he was used to her bite marks just like she was with his. He would always tell her they didn't hurt even though she would draw blood sometimes and would encourage her to try harder. The small smile faded when she remember why she was sad to begin with. I hate that word….
He raises a brow, What? Fragile?
Fragile, Delicate, Little, Tiny….Weak…. She said, clamping her mouth shut while her wings fluttered in annoyance. She hated it. Every single one of those words. She hated them because everyone would use them to describe her and those were just the nice ones since she was called much worse.
Not to offend you, my Queen, but compare to me-
Still, I wish I wasn't….because I'm not….Ok, compare to you maybe I am...but…if I wasn't…
You're stuttering...He said calmly.
She took a deep breath, feeling the soreness when her chest expands before letting it out. Her cheeks burning red and she can't get that stupid Muto out of her head. Why was this bothering her so much, no doubt they were just words to push her buttons. Females like the Muto can be very wicket and devious. If I wasn't so fragile...maybe you wouldn't have waited this long to mate with me….you held back all your strength so you wouldn't hurt me, but was it...was I….enough…? Can you look at me, this tiny little thing and say you're satisfied?
He stared at her with this blank expression as if trying to think how to answer that. His eyes narrow and he snorts. I never thought I would see the day a parasite would make you doubt yourself. I don't know why you're still ruffled up about what she said.
That has nothing to do with her….
Your memory I see said otherwise. He said, his eyes looking up with amusement only to drop a bit when she cut the memory short through their connection. He snorted, What a pity, I wanted to see the brawl.
Not my finest moment. She said. In fact if she really think about it, that last two years were not her finest moment. She almost lost her King not only from the False King, but from Rodan and her own foolishness. Why are you so amused by it now, yesterday you were so angry at me for fighting.
I still am because those parasites are not that easy to bring down and you had the audacity to ask me if I would consider "even the score." with her.
She blushed again, Right, right….I just thought...
He gave her a firm look, Thought what?
She huffed and shook her head. No, he told her, in fact screamed at her, he would never do such a thing even though she did. He would never stoop that low even to her hurt especially with a parasite like the Muto. He once describe them as low graded meat that even the most starving creatures wouldn't touch. Why bring it up.
Nevermind, forget it. She said, giving him a pleading look.
Good, the last thing I want is my good mood ruined by horrible thoughts.
I understand and I apologize for that my King.
...Although, when I think about it, the thought of you starting a fight...He started to chuckle making his tail wag playfully….kind of a turn on….
She hit him in the face with her wings even though that didn't hurt him one bit. She was trying to be serious here and of all days, he wanted to play and make fun of her. She will never understand the minds of males and how they can change overnight after a mating ritual. She recalled Rodan being so cuddly and purring afterwards which was way off his normal self. Same thing with her King, he was in a very good and playful mood. It kind of freaked her out since she was not used to it. Her King stayed quiet and pushed her wings out of the way. He took a short moment to see the tears and holes in the silk pattern with blood splattered all over them. She could sense the feeling of regret knowing he wasn't there to protect her.
They stared at each other for a bit before she lowered her head to the ground again. She couldn't help herself, but frown again from self-doubt and pity and could hear him huffed. You know I hate expressing myself, but you make me do it anyway. He muttered to himself, but heard it no less. Look...even if you weren't small or fragile, I care too much to want to hurt you in anyway and still hold back my strength. Believe me when I say this you're more than enough for me.
She put on a tiny little smile. It was comforting to hear sweet words coming from him again. It's nice to know you still care about me. She whispered, rubbing her face against his neck. She took a look at his gills, happy to see them back to normal now thanks to her. She placed a light kiss on them and let out a soft sigh.
Well, yeah, I do love you, Mosura…He said, calmly.
Her antennas perk up so high and fast she thought they were going to tear off from what she heard. Her head snapped up to look at his mellow face with big wide eyes. What did you say…
He gave her a sly grin. I told you last night and now and yet, you still didn't hear me. What a shame. Well, too bad, I won't say it again.
You told me you love me last night...She tilted her head, No, that's not you, you would never say that. No matter how many times I would ask. You're just playing a joke on me.
Oh, but I did, but you were already asleep…
The way he was smiling, he was telling the truth. He finally told her he loves her out loud right in front of her and she was asleep? My King….?
The way she said his title, full of disbelief and sadness, made his smile disappeared. My Queen?
For the longest time, I thought you didn't anymore because of...well..you know and I know it's hard for you to say stuff like that out loud so the one time you did say it, you're telling me I missed it?
He let out a small groan when she covered her face with her claws and started to cry a bit. Damn her egg cycle for making her so sensitive. How many more day before these mood swings go away? Her emotions were swirling so high and fast in her head, no doubt, her King was feeling everything in his mind. He said it, he really said it and she didn't hear it. He gently push her down on her back again which made her stop crying instantly and looked down at her. You know I hate it when you cry, right? He said, slightly peeved.
She removed her claws away from her face and let out a small sigh. Forgive me, I really thought you didn't anymore since you didn't answer me last night. I was afraid because I don't know what I would do if you did stop loving me...
Are you saying us mating didn't prove that? He asked, a bit offended by his conclusion. I needed and wanted you too, you know?
He watched as a few more tears escape her eyes and soak into her furry cheeks. He leaned down and licked her face gently to get rid of them. I don't want to see you crying anymore, you've done enough of that yesterday and I don't want another headache due to your wild emotions. He said, firmly.
He nuzzles her again before licking her face and small mouth. She let out a small purr and lick his mouth in return before pressing her forehead against his large snout. Her large claws wrapped themselves around his neck and she held onto him tight. She still wasn't sure if he meant it or not and needed reassurance, so she was not going to let go of him until he said it again. She felt him flinch a bit from the sudden grasp, but relax quickly in her embrace. The memory of the first night they had when he asked her to stay popped into her mind again. When she asked him if he loves her that one cold night she never got her answer. He just stared at her before responding "You know how I feel" and back then that was enough for her since expressing himself was so hard for him to do. But now, times has change and she wanted more. She wanted him to say those three little words again.
I want to hear you say it again…She whispered, You made me wait for so long already.
He blew through his nose clearly not liking all these feelings being brought out and nuzzle her forehead, You are such a headache. His eyes soften though and she can feel the steady beat of his heart. He clicked his tongue and closed his eyes. I love you, Mosura...My Beta….My Queen. He whispered. (I always will)
She hugs him tighter, I love you too, Goji...My Alpha...My King. (Are we going to be OK?)
We will, alright? He said, wiggling his neck a bit causing her to loosen her grip around his neck. His new healed gills were still sore and having her legs pressed against them were not helping. He hesitated for a moment before speaking again.(Don't ever hurt me like that again...)
She nodded slowly and licked his mouth. I promise, never again.
They stayed in that position for a few more minutes till her King finally spoke again. Now how about that bath and grooming?
That sounds wonderful… She said smiling. A nice soak in the water will help her soreness and make her feel good as new again.
Then afterwards, I'll show you again how much you mean to me. He said devilish smirk and a glint in his eye. His smirk grew even wider when she blushed a deep red color.
It was a start of a new day…..
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