Chapter 4: Throw it All Away

"This isn't good..." Yosuke scowled as his TV's screen extinguished. This was twice now that his friends had been clearly molested on the TV, and he found himself disgruntled by it for more reasons than one. Rummaging his hands through his soft hair, he scratched vigorous against his scalp in frustration. Let loose and aggressive sigh of distress, he threw his body back onto his bed, staring at his ceiling as his thoughts raced through his mind.

"I thought that nightmare was over! How hell can our shadows be coming back like this?! IT MAKES NO SENSE!" Yosuke yelled progressively louder as he slammed his fists on the his bad at his sides. He found himself covering his eyes with one of his hands, trying his best to calm himself in the heat of his anger. Thinking deep down in his heart, he couldn't help but to shake his head as an irrationally shameful thought filled his mind. Deep down, the other reason he was upset was because he wasn't getting any action of that sort. Yosuke couldn't believe he found himself thinking of that in this dire time of distress. He slid his hand down his face and rested it at his side as he returned his gaze to his ceiling. Suddenly, the obnoxious sound of his phone vibrating on his nightstand sounded off, making Yosuke flinch in surprise from its annoying clacks against the food surface. He snatched it off of his nightstand and held it up in front of his face. His body had a minor shock as an image of Rise Kujikawa showed up on his caller ID for his cellphone. Hesitantly, Yosuke clicked the accept tab and raised the phone to his ear.

"H-Hello?" Yosuke said, praying that it wasn't who it really was on the other side of the line. His hopes were instantly crushed as a seductive giggle rang in his ear from the phones speaker. Closing his eyes, he rested his body against the bed as the conversation commences.

"Guess who idiot?" S-Rise chirped, causing Yosuke to grit his teeth as he continued to try and calm his nerves. With Yosuke's poor traits of tolerance, he couldn't help to but get angry over such idle insults such as this.

"...Rise..." Yosuke groaned, causing Rise to playfully make ringing noises like answering a question correctly on a game show.

"Ding ding! You are correct sir! So...you saw the Midnight Channel just now right? I must say that is something that you don't see everyday. I mean...I never took Chie for the slave master type. Well...I take that back, considering the origin of her shadow, its not really all that surprising," S-Rise's words danced in irritating circles as Yosuke impatiently waited for the point of the call. Yapping on and on, it was another five minutes before Yosuke intervened to stop her mindless droll.

"What is going on and why the hell are you calling me about it?!" Yosuke growled, immediately cutting Rise's gibberish off and onto the floor. A soft, disturbing fit of laughter followed Yosuke's rage, fueling it like gasoline on a wild fire.

"Touchy, touchy. You really need to lighten up Yosuke, girls really aren't into that kind of behavior. Speaking of...you haven't really gotten any action before have you? I hope I didn't just strike a nerve with you did I? I mean, it has to be hard watching all of your little friends getting freaky while all you get to do is sit and watch. Then again...you are into that kind of thing aren't you?" It was if S-Rise was in the room as she called out his shameful thoughts that were slowly growing worse inside of his brain. With his face growing red, he threw his face to the side to cool it off against his chilled pillow.

"S-Shut up! That's not the point here, it's your bullshit that is. Why are you doing this to us!?" Yosuke barked, shaking off his pathetic to try and get to the bottom of this asinine mystery that was befalling the investigation team. S-Rise cleared her throat, leaving Yosuke with a short, quiet pause before picking up again with her words.

"Hey now that's an unfair accusation Yosuke. What makes you think that I was responsible for what was happening on the TV? I mean seriously, are you seriously going to call me out on this when I wasn't even on the Midnight Channel this time? You really are moron you know. If there's anybody that you should be calling out it's Chie, she's the one that was on there making a bitch of herself. And I know for sure that you loved watching her make a bitch out of herself. I mean, what guy wouldn't get turned on by such a display? Well...unless you're gay. Hehe, I always expected that you had a thing for dicks," the struggle that S-Rise endured for trying to hold back sadistic fits of laughter caused many of her words to muffle as she fought against it. Yosuke didn't think that he could become any more infuriated, but S-Rise clearly proved him wrong. Taking passive action against these taunts, Yosuke remained quiet.

"Sounds like I hit the nail on the head. Unless you admit that you clearly got turned on by that, that could cause you some curiously bad issues in your heart. Unless you really are the dumbest person in the world, I'm sure you're noticing at trend here. Since I know you aren't so good at finding the truth even when its in your face, allow me to be the best friend in enlightening you on what this means: Just because you accepted your shadow, doesn't mean that you've conquered it, " S-Rise's words shot through Yosuke's soul like a cannon shell, causing a fit of panic to plague his system.

"...you don't know a damn thing about me..." Yosuke grumbled under his breath with the intensity of an explosion behind his voice. S-Rise couldn't help but to laugh at Yosuke's pathetic attempt at justifying his beliefs. Listening carefully, he heard a sound of struggle going on in the background. Growing pale, he heard the familiar voice of his best friend trying to call out for help. He could hear a sigh leave Rise's lips before a loud cracking noise slapped his ear. Flinching and closing one eye at the sound of pain, S-Rise's voice became distant as footsteps followed the loud noise.

"Yu, sweetie...I told you that you need to behave. If you do, I'll let you have a as much fun with me as you want, but if you keep struggling like this, I'm going to have to start torturing you again. So are you going to be the stud I know you are, or the stubborn fool that I'm going to enjoy breaking? " her awful words made Yosuke ball his hand into a fist once more, the empty feeling of hopelessness taking over his strength. Forceful footsteps grew louder and louder as Rise returned to the phone.

"I am so sorry about that, my dear Yu doesn't know when to give in without it being forced out of him. He's super lucky that I enjoy playing hard to get or he'd really begin suffering. Now...as I was saying before I was so rudely interrupted, I advise that you start accepting the fact that you're a sexual deviant. Also...I'd suggest that you don't try to be a hero over this, because it'd be a shame to have a cute guy like yourself bleeding to death on live television now wouldn't it? Hehehe...ta-ta!" S-Rise giggled, abruptly ending the call. Yosuke's strong act finally broke down as his eyes filled with tears. Finally able to let go, he rolled his face into his pillow so he could weep quietly.

"I feel so useless without Yu around! Damn it, Damn It, DAMN IT!" He shrieked, rising up and immediately throwing his phone like a baseball at his wall. Controlled by anger and fueled by despair, Yosuke lost himself in the moment, unaware at what he had just done. As the phone broke and burst into pieces against his wall, it snapped Yosuke out of his emotional breakdown. He slowly rose to his and walked over to his phone's remains, sighing heavily.

"Well that was fun hehehe. Now, Yu, sweetie..." Rise glared him down with her glowing, seductive eyes as she approached. As she reached the chair that he was handcuffed to, she forcefully stomped her stocking, covered foot on his crotch, causing yells of agony to spurt from his mouth. She felt her body tremble with each agonizing cry as she continued grinding it harshly into him.

"Why must you continuously tease me like this? You know that it makes your breakdowns all the more satisfying for me, hehe, maybe I'm turning you into a sick little masochist boy," Rise cackled, rubbing her foot all over his aching member. He continued to muffle in agony as his member's pain slowly grew into pleasure. Hanging his head in defeat, he finished discarding the destroyed corpse of his phone into his trash bin.

"CRAP! I can't even call anyone now...I can't believe how easily I let her ruffle my feathers like that! Ugh...I guess I should just try to sleep..." Yosuke groaned as he returned to his bed. slow, he began stripping down, dropping each article of clothing to the floor. As he remove his pants, the image of Chie and Shadow Chie molesting oen another crept into his mind like a parasite, causing his body to grow anxious and warm. He felt his body shivering lightly once he stripped down to his boxers, causing a feeling of overwhelming shame to take over his body. He felt his shaky hand reach down to his crotch, quickly moving it away in defiance.

"Ah...damn it... What the hell is wrong with me?!" He said as he slapped himself across the face; in that moment, he couldn't believe that he would even consider such a thing, not even for a second. Shrugging and holding his head in his hands, he sighed heavily to steady his nerves before falling onto his back, and rolling around to get under his covers. Rubbing his tired, dry eyes, he did everything in his power to remove all thoughts from his mind so that he could rest peacefully.

"Tomorrow I need to seriously get a hold of myself...as well as everyone else so that we can w..." Yosuke's whispers fell short as he felt his body suddenly lose every ounce of strength he had. It was an alarmingly quick rate, which turned his nearly blank mind into high alert that something was seriously wrong. He began to panic as he struggled to sit up so that he could look around in clear confusion; it wasn't long before his eyes and body grew heavy once more. He blinked as something appeared in the corner of his eye. For a split second, he thought he saw himself in the corner of his room, smiling like a crazy person. His flew into a panic as he peered over to his nightstand, where an unmarked pill bottle sat. Trying to focus his eyes, he saw that it was a bottle of sleeping pills that normally sat downstairs next to the stove. Wondering how the hell it got there, he felt the effects as if he had swallowed three or more pills. In the blink of an eye he saw the pill bottles top removed; he then looked into his hand where another 2 pills sat in his hand. With a final blink, the pills had mysteriously vanished from his hand, his consciousness vanishing right behind it.

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Yosuke found himself sitting in darkness as an awkward laughter filled his surroundings. Shaking his head and covering his ears, he tried to shake this "hallucination" off and try to wake up. Sitting in the dark shaking, he was wondering when this mysterious room would vanish, and he would find himself in his room once more. The laughter that filled the room was now resting in front of him as if beckoning for his attention. Giving into curiosity, he slowly opened his eyes to see himself with glowing yellow eyes and a cocky smile.

"Hehe, I didn't think taking control of your body would be so damn easy. You have to be pretty pathetic for it to be so easy for me," S-Yosuke snickered as he stayed at Yosuke's eye level, his wild grin causing Yosuke to turn away and try and mentally hide away from this. Groaning in frustration, S-Yosuke rose to his feet and glared at the pathetic excuse of a person that half of him was.

"Come on, quit sitting there and shaking like a little pussy," the voice taunted, causing Yosuke to clench his eyes shut. S-Yosuke shook his head and rolled his eyes as he walked past Yosuke, giving him a hard smack on the back of the head to knock him back to his senses. Trying to convince himself that this was just a dream he raised his eyes from the floor and up into those of his shadow.

"There you go, shake it off. Now get your shit together, we have an issue that we need to tend to," S-Yosuke egged on, causing Yosuke to grind his teeth together angrily. Trying to hold back tears of frustration, he glared back at his shadow in discontent.

"You...you should be gone now," Yosuke's words fumbled around as if he were staring a ghost. S-Yosuke rolled his eyes once and shook his head, shrugging his shoulders as he made a sigh of disgust.

"Don't be a dumbass, don't you remember? I am a part of you, an image of your true self. You can't ditch me like that even if you wanted to," S-Yosuke's cocky smile accompanied his condescending words as Yosuke growled at him in response. Taking a soft breath, S-Yosuke crossed his arms and eyes Yosuke in disgust.

"Now, let's get to the task at hand. You need to quit wimp and get your man time going; seriously, how can you not masturbate after seeing that crazy shit on the Midnight Channel a minute ago?!" S-Yosuke's voice finally began to sound like it used to as he struck at the same nerves that S-Rise did like a hot iron to metal. Yosuke couldn't help but to shy his eyes away with his face shamelessly growing warm.

"There's no running from it, you can lie to yourself all you want. But you know damn well that I am a part of you. I know what you feel, and I know what you want to feel. So why hide it? You know it'll feel really good," the voice said again. Yosuke was at a loss for words. He had just been checkmated by S-Yosuke, which made himself feel like a pile of shit. Sighing heavily, his eyes began to water lightly as he face his shadow.

"If you keep wussing out like this I'll just do it myself. Either me or you, its your choice dude. Though technically, we are the same person!" His shadow laughed like a maniac. Yosuke clenched his fists as he ran towards his shadow ferociously. His shadow raised up his head, looking down on the cowardly fool as he went to take a swing at his shadow for all of the shit he was putting him through.

"That's right, come at me! Show me that we actually have some balls! I mean, since Yu is pretty much out of the picture, that'd make you the new leader of the group right?" S-Yosuke taunted, his words shooting through Yosuke's heart like a bullet. The words caught a hold of Yosuke's body, freezing him in place as one of his strongest hidden desires was blown free of its cage.

"You like the sound of that don't 'ya? Being in-charge, being the leader, hell being dominant? Who wouldn't want to have that kind of power! Hehe...I know you do more than anyone," S-Yosuke cackled in a curious tone. Licking his lips at Yosuke, S-Yosuke snapped his fingers and an image formed in front of Yosuke. Playing before him was a guilty dream that had befallen him several nights ago. Knowing what was to come next, Yosuke put a hand over his chest and clenched it tightly.

"Yukiko, I know this is going to be hard believe, but I think I'm in love with you! I can't hide these feelings anymore so I have to ask. W-Will you go out with me?!" Yosuke yelped in confession. Yukiko blushed as she eyed Yosuke nervously. The uncomfortable feeling of being with someone that she almost regards as a brother would make her feel an overwhelming shame in her chest. She put on a light smile as she respectfully declined is proposition.

"I'm sorry Yosuke...after all we've been through, I no longer see you as merely a friend; you are like a brother to me now. Sorry, but I don't feel that way about you..." Yukiko replied. Yosuke stood silently as he took in the rejection. He hung his head low in defeat as he slowly stepped towards her. Step by step, Yukiko took a step back, the growing fear of the worst to happen imminent in her mind. Yosuke suddenly lunged forward and grabbed a hold of Yukiko's wrist forcefully. She tried desperately to pull away, but Yosuke pulled her forward, forcing her terrified, pouting lips into his own for a kiss. Yukiko tried to cry for help as loud as she could but Yosuke reached up, pinning Yukiko to the wall and covering her mouth with his hand. He reached his free hand up to try to tear her shirt off, gripping the chest of it tightly. She used what strength she had to try and push his hand away but Yosuke knee'd her harshly in the stomach, taking her breath away. She fell to the floor with a thud, her shirt torn right down the middle. Forcing it off, Yosuke grabbed it and tore it off her arms before it was thrown to the side. Yosuke pounced down to the floor and began kissing and licking her bare, pale breasts, his hand making its way up under her skirt, forcefully shoving two fingers deeply into her. She began weeping like a child, crying out for her mommy and daddy.

"S-STOP IT! STOP! STOP! Stop this bullshit! I don't want to see this anymore!" Yosuke yelled, trying to close his eyes. His shadow shook his head and snapped his fingers once more. Yosuke felt himself having a power struggle over his eyes, eventually submitting as they felt like they were begin torn open. He felt tears form at the corner of his eyes as he was forced to watch this guilty dream play out just like before.

"Pfft, like hell you're getting away with not watching you sick bastard! This isn't my fault, you're the one dreaming of raping someone you know? Besides, this is pretty damn hot, I didn't realize I could make this look so good!" S-Yosuke snickered as Yosuke fell to his knees, his heart being pounded into dust from the relentless verbal assault from his shadow. The longer his eyes stayed latched onto the dream image, the warmer his body grew from subconscious excitement.

"Yosuke! No! Stop it! Please...Yosuke...anything but that...please...don't put it in!" Yukiko shrieked as Yosuke rammed his aroused, throbbing manhood into Yukiko's crotch, causing her to scream out louder in pain. Yosuke's tears that started in the corners of his eyes grew until they lined his eyes completely, now drenching his face as he was forced to watching himself rape Yukiko ruthlessly. His shadow laughed hysterically, his high pitched cackle shaking Yosuke's body. Yosuke hadn't noticed how body his bad had become from watching such a horrific sight, but when S-Yosuke analyzed him closely, he couldn't help but to grin. S-Yosuke then stared Yosuke down like a psychopath, pointing down at the crotch of his pants.

"...are you serious? WOW! Oh my frickin' God! Look at the size of your erection, I didn't know it could get that big! I mean, I know I am, but you? You are a sick bastard!" S-Yosuke painfully pointed out obnoxiously as Yosuke's face lit on fire. He immediately looked down in horror at his large erection, quickly covering the crotch of his pants with his hands. Watching as Yosuke tried to hide his shame, he snapped his fingers to halt the dream image. He then slowly walked over to Yosuke, sporting a loud, massively perverse grin. Yosuke stared at him with tears in his eyes as S-Yosuke leaned down to speak closely.

"Hehe...look at you...trying to bury your head in the sand to avoid reality. Hmm...judging by your face, you seem to be wondering about something...could it be about that pill bottle in your room? 'How did it get there?' 'How did it get in my hands?' Heh...guess what..." S-Yosuke reached down and grabbed a hold of the collar of Yosuke's shirt. He then lifted him up slightly and put his face inches away from Yosuke's. Yosuke was blinded by the shine of his shadows eyes, amplifying the fear in his eyes.

"I'm in control now. I've been in control of you ever since this whole mess started. And you know what, if I reeeaallly wanted to, I could easily make this dream into a reality. I could even do something like this to Yukiko," he snapped his fingers, instantly fast forwarding through the dream until he met with the climax of this disturbing mess . Yukiko was gazing at Yosuke with her eyes half open and her mouth hanging down. Yosuke's hand was gripping the top of Yukiko's hair, holding her up as she showed her broken mess of a face.

"N-no...no more...please just finish...I...won't be able to live with this shame...kill me..." Yukiko whimpered as an explosion of cum splashed all over Yukiko's face. It was sliding and hanging off her lips and chin. Her tongue was hanging out like a dog to lick some of it up lifelessly. S-Yosuke dropped Yosuke back onto the floor. Now on his knees, he cried his eyes out with shame as his erection throbbed against his pants, wondering where he went wrong in his life for this to happen. His shadow kicked Yosuke against his neck, crumpling the rest of his body to the ground. His shadow then leaned down over the top of him, staring at him with his glowing, full moon yellow eyes and a smile to kill.

"So...let's make a deal shall we? I won't use your body to rape Yukiko as long as you listen to every word I tell you from now on...got that?! I'm taking command since you're too much of a pussy to man up and get this shit done! Oh and don't worry, we aren't inside the TV like the other's were. I knocked you out so cold with those pills that even I wouldn't be able to move. Besides, I'm supposed to stay under the radar for now. So...as my first order, I'm going to replay that dream over and over for 'ya and you're gonna jack off til you shoot dust our of your cock, got that? You shouldn't have any complaints right? You have A LOT of pent of sexual frustration that I'm sure you're dying to release. Oh and as a bonus, so you really are a sick person, I'm going to give you one more suprise that will make your experience that much better," Yosuke cackled snapping his fingers. Yosuke now heard foreign footsteps coming from S-Yosuke's behind. Slowly, into the light of his vision, his eyes stared in disbelief as Chie wandered into the open. Her eyes immediately latched onto his as he undid and unzipped his pants. Having been subjected to so much now, nothing was going to stop Yosuke from fulfilling his shadow's orders.

"Y-Yosuke? What are you doing?!" Chie said in disbelief. Yosuke's broken eyes gazed upon her as he slowly pulled out his throbbing prick. Not even the sight of Chie, the girl he really did have a crush on, could make him feel any worse than he did this very moment. His tears made light shine off his face as he turned an narrowed his catatonic gaze at the dream image. As the beginning of the dream began to play once more, Yosuke immediately grabbed the base of his shift, slowly stroking it as his desires were shown before him. The imaginary Chie fell to her knees and cried, covering her eyes to hide from the horrid, shameful display. Her cries only fueled Yosuke's twisted desire as soft whimpers continued on, which made his shadow's smile grow wider and wider until he was baring his teeth at him manically.

"A...Ah..AH!" Yosuke cried as he prematurely ejaculated all over the floor. S-Yosuke shook his head and laughed at Yosuke's pitiful sexual endurance as he saw his dick grow hard once more. Yosuke's mind continued to break down, starting to question why he even deserved to live at all. Yukiko's cries matched Chie's, which only made him stroke more desperately than before.

"I...can't believe I'm doing this...have I always been...so worthless?" Yosuke thought to himself passively as he kept going. It wasn't long before another stream of cum shot out from his head, crossing over the first load. It felt like hours as Yosuke pathetically jerked off to his own personal rape scene; each time taking just a little longer than the last to blow his load all over the floor. S-Yosuke let out a yawn and proceeded to nod off as he leaned against an invisible wall. Finally cutting the dream image, S-Yosuke took a nice long stretch as his eyes focused down on Yosuke. He was lying on the ground, staring at the excess amounts of his cum splattered all over the floor. S-Yosuke looked at the sheer amount in surprise as he gave his neck a satisfying crack. Finally reaching Yosuke's broken, exhausted body, S-Yosuke slid his foot beneath Yosuke's chin and turned his face to look up at him.

"Good Christ! Look at the floor dude! It's like you rained jizz all over it! You really are a sick fuck!" S-Yosuke laughed in amazement as he noticed Yosuke still stroking his prick subconsciously, glaring at the world around him with the feeling of absolute despair consuming him.

"I'll give it to you though, you did a hell of a job following orders. I'm actually proud of you, you sick piece of shit. Hahaha! This is going to be fun as hell!" shrieked and laughed, its sounds were sharp enough to make Yosuke's ears bleed. Staring up as the shadow who had destroyed his spirit in every way possible, he felt his eyes growing heavy until they finally shut. It was only moments later that Yosuke suddenly shot awake. He felt his eyes sting with tears as he opened his eyes. He quickly wiped them off as he looked around his room. It was like nothing had ever happened. Immediately trying to find proof that it happened, his eyes darted over to his nightstand, which displayed nothing more than his alarm clock. It appeared that there was never a bottle there to begin with. His nerves were shook around as he noticed the time on the clock.

"Crap, crap, crap!" Yosuke shouted, noticing that he was way late waking up. Unable to clean the sweat that drenched him over the course of last night, he immediately shuffled through all the clothes on his floor, finding his uniform and throwing it on as quickly as he could. It was like he was breaking a world record as he got himself ready, immediately dashing out of his house without saying a word to anyone. Giving his bike a running start, he hopped onto the seat of it and put the pedal to the metal to try and make it on time.

"Man...that was a seriously messed up dream," Yosuke thought as he pedaled as hard as he could. As if something out of a movie, he managed to squeak in through the nearly closed gate, signaling that he still had another 5 minutes to get to class. Excited by his record breaking speed, he didn't take note of his surroundings as he charged head on towards a bench that came out of nowhere in-font of him. Yelping in fear, his brakes refused to work as he slammed the front of his bike into it harshly, sending him flying over his handle bars. Yosuke lost perspective in the blink of an eye as S-Yosuke's eyes flashed yellow gold in the open. He grinned as he turned Yosuke's pathetic, flailing dive into a masterful front flip, gracefully landing on his feet and sliding to a stop safely. Yosuke's eyes returned to normal as a few girls nearby were clapping and smiling.

"Wow Hanamura! That was amazing!" One of them said. He looked at them completely puzzled as he graciously accepted the compliment. It wasn't often that girls showed him any form of attention, so he decided to roll with it. He grinned at them and gave them a thumbs up as he turned and slowly made his way through the front door.

"Not quite sure what I did but oh well!" Yosuke said to himself cheerfully. Strutting into school, he was none the wiser of what his horrid dream truly was. While he saw it as a nightmare to end all nightmares, his shadow saw it as the perfect gateway to take control whenever he wished. With his shadow taking control in the blink of an eye once more, he laughed hysterically before allowing Yosuke back outside. None the wiser, Yosuke continued on to class.

To Be Continued…