Anata wo Shinjinasai ; Believe in you

Disclaimer: Cardcaptor Sakura is the property of CLAMP - Kondasha - NHK - NEP21 ©1996-2003 Licensed by Nelvana/Pioneer and KidsWB. All rights reserved. Yuu chan does not own Cardcaptor Sakura or its characters.

IMPORTANT NOTE: I've altered this story slightly as I've decided to cramp the shorter chapters into one long chapter. That will hopefully be the length of all the later chapters too :)

Also I've decided to clear the review feedbacks once a new chapter is updated. I will thank all of you in the epilogue if I get that far :)

Oh and before I forget.. the newest update starts from the end of chapter five, right after when Sakura meets Chiharu and Eriol.


Chapter One

Sakura

I blame my migraine on the inventor of the Lock and Key, I blame my father for finding the Key and I blame myself for caring. The Lock and Key had been created thousands of years ago by an anonymous civilization. It had been known that it contains information of advanced technology that is said to be unthinkable at the moment. The civilization before ours had been wiped out by an inadvertent experiment and father believes that it is held in the Lock and Key.


My father Fujitaka Kinomoto is an inconsequential archaeologist that had not gain any fame until that fateful excavation. He found one of the pieces to the Lock and Key. Media prowled at him from every angle, every country. I barely spoke to him since it became known that my father held a piece of world power. He held the power to enhance our generation, and the power, to destroy it.


Not only did the paparazzi catch onto this item, the criminal world is on to get their hands onto it too. Which notorious leader? My father had been targeted several times until the government had made him a proposition to gain access to high security levels while he studied the relic he discovered if he would hand in the information to the government also. He agreed.


Of course he would agree, why wouldn't he? He is much more concerned about his safety than the Key. He had been with the government since. What of me? What about the beloved daughter of the world's most over-nightly prominent man?


Even though I did not want to be caged-up under the intense scrutiny of the government with my father. I had not been expecting to be left there, in our apartment waiting for the usual tomorrow. The government was not as hospitable towards me as they are towards my father as I was no use to them. So what of me? I had only spoken to my father once after the Key was found and although I know he still cares about me, he isn't able to look after me anymore. At least not until this whole ordeal is over. It was too late to join my father in the cells of the government enjoying the last of my teenage years in a prison-like home. My father had found the best resort for me. I was unable to attend school and live an almost normal life, as the criminal world would be sure to eat me up by daylight. I was to be assigned a bodyguard. The best of the best as my father had told me over the phone. With his massive fortune after his excavation, I had to have the second-best security, away from father, with a complete stranger.


In conclusion, or at least, to sum everything up, I was screwed. My life, is screwed. Now I'm sitting here waiting for the man that was allocated my bodyguard with more than a few thoughts playing ping-pong against my head, bringing up a colossal migraine. To make matters even worse, I believe I am hearing a continuous ringing noise in my head. It is driving me insane.


As the ringing grew louder I realized it wasn't my head that was ringing, the damn phone was.


"Yes?" I spat irritably into the phone.


"Well good morning sunshine," a cocky voice sounded.


"Who is this?"


"Aww.. forgotten me already Kura-chan?"


"Taka? Takeshi Yamasaki from elementary?" I blinked a few times. This was a surprise. My childhood best bud was calling me up in the middle of the mental breakdown of yours truly.


"The one and only! I heard about your father, he's been pretty famous recently."


"Newsflash," I rolled my eyes.


"As your humble and lovable pal, I'll let your sarcasm slide today. How are you?"


"Alive," I started untangling the phone cord.


Takeshi chuckled softly, "I'd be shocked otherwise. Listen I recruited Syaoran Li, the bodyguard your father has told me to assign you. He will assure you guaranteed safety but I felt it necessary to warn you about him."


"Taka, what is it?" If there was something wrong with the man I was mean to hang out with for the coming weeks maybe months, I should know. Haha.. hanging out.. theres a joke.


"Its nothing really, he's just really.. putting it mildly, unsociable."


"That's not that bad is it? Try putting it harshly," I pressed him.


"He's very dominant and cold. Don't expect to have a friendly relationship with him, as it'll most likely never happen. He won't take anyone's crap, Kura-chan, even though he's guaranteeing that you're not getting killed, he didn't allege that he wouldn't hurt you, be careful kay?"


"Okay."


"Right, I gotta go, I'll see ya later?"


"Yeah, bye."


"Take care."


"I will," I hung up.


The doorbell rang immediately after her conversation with Takeshi. It rang again, this time more aggressively than the first; the ring could be heard echoing through the entire house, did he think I was deaf?


When I pulled open the door, the stranger pushed me in and slammed the door shut behind him. He shoved me aside and walked straight past. I was standing there stunned at the harsh act. What the hell?! A stranger that acted like it was his house pushed me aside in my own home. He walked straight to the phone.


"I've arrived," his deep voice rumbled.


What the hell? Is he here to kill me? My bodyguard isn't even here yet and this guy was going to kill me.


He turned to me after he hung up, "Kinomoto Sakura?"


Like he wouldn't know, He was sent here to kill me and he doesn't even recognize me?


"Damnit woman are you or are you not Kinomoto Sakura?" His eyes blazed at me, staring at me intensely cowering me into the wall behind me. I was so scared; he was going to kill me. I tried to speak but I couldn't utter a word.


He pulled out a gun and placed it next to my head.


"Kinomoto-san?" He asked again.


"Yes-yes, I'm her, I'm she.. I mean-"


He placed his gun away and turned around to walk towards the kitchen.


What the hell? The bastard aims his gun at me, shoves me aside in my house and threatens to kill me just walks away the next minute.


I ran up next to him and pushed him roughly on the shoulder.


"Who the fuck are you?" I screamed at him.


When he didn't turn around, I shoved him again. "Who-"


He rammed me against the wall and caged me between his arms. "Listen to me good Kinomoto-san," he scowled, "Yamasaki Takeshi had assigned you to me so I have to keep an eye out for you. When you're with me be careful of what you say because like many men out there, I have no patience. But exceptionally to me, I don't give a fuck if I hurt you. You do what I say or I personally end your sorry little life. Understood?"


I froze. Oh my god. This is the spiteful bastard that was to keep me safe. I could just go up to him and slap him if I wasn't so scared. How ironic that the man that was to protect me is the man that had given me my first taste of cold fear.


While I had been contemplating, he leaned in closer.


"Understood?" He growled in a low voice. An almost whisper but the tone firm and malicious.


I nodded.


He averted his gaze to the door.


"We're leaving."


The words so simple but the meaning so deep, it sounds final, it sounded like I would never see my home again. It sounded like I would never see my father again.


Before I could control myself, words tumbled right out of my mouth "What? Isn't this too short of a notice?"


His gaze switched back to me. His eyes were of a deep brown, a mesmerizing deep brown. It held no emotion. It wasn't possible to tell what this man was thinking by looking into his eyes. When the great scholars said that the eyes are the window to the soul, they probably had made an exception.


"What part of Do as I say, don't you understand? I'm not notifying you that we're leaving. I'm telling you." His eyes flickered do a darker shade of brown as his eyes narrowed slightly.


"I- I'll go uhm.. pack," I scurried from him to my room and pulled out my duffel bag.


I was beginning to think that my duffel bag wouldn't be enough. Scratch that, it wasn't enough. But it he's not going to let me take more than necessary, and I'm not stupid enough to complain again incase history repeats itself.


He eyed the bag slung over my shoulder and gave a quick nod. He looked at me again inspecting me, and the look, almost devouring me.


"What are you looking at?" I snapped self-consciously. I wasn't going to stand here waiting for any guy, murderous or not, to check me out shamelessly.


He gave me a cruel smirk, the side of his mouth tilting slightly and his eyes finally letting me in on something. Amusement. The only time he let out anything close to a smile, it's at my expense.


"Don't worry honey, I'm not desperate enough to commit statutory rape no matter how cute the child is."


"Child? What the hell are you talking about?" I lost control, blinded by my fury. No one has ever called me a child since.. I was a child. "I'm not a child anymore, and I'd appreciate it if you do not refer to me as one."


Oh my god. I rambled at him again. I'm so gonna get it this time. Why do I have to lose control like that.


"Whatever kid," He turned around and walked towards the entrance of the door. He turned around and leaned on the doorframe. "Oh, Before I forget, dress more.. mature. Hanging out with a kid is not the style I'm going for."


"I'm sorry if I don't have any clothing matching your criteria," I rolled my eyes and turned around to unpack some items.


"It's not like you'd be seen in public much anyway. We're trying to keep a low profile." He sounded annoyed, "Get some from your mom."


It was then that I shut up. I couldn't argue back to that. My voice simply choked in my throat. And it was then that I realised how much I missed my father.


"I don't have one."


I pushed past him and ran to the bathroom. I didn't want him to be in the same room as me whilst I'm crying. I couldn't control my tears. I miss my mom, and my dad. I don't know when I'll see my father again.


I don't know how long I stayed in the bathroom for. A childish part of me had some sick, twisted idea that he would walk in here apologise and attempt to comfort me. Pft, what bullshit. I'm living in reality and honestly, it bites. How could I have been such an idiot? I shook my head and shuffled into the living room.


I dropped my bag on the floor and slumped in my personal sofa.
"Get dressed," he simply said, tossing a bag to me.
I rummaged through the contents and noticed the receipt was still there. I smiled inwardly, he bought clothes for me whilst I was drowning myself out in sorrow.


"Thankyou." I tried to smile at him.


He laughed, not a pleasant laugh. More of a sardonic sneer. "Just so you wont trudge all over me with your denim overalls." He stood up and left.


I went back the the jolly ol' bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. What can I say? I look like shit, I felt like shit. I quickly pulled on the white blouse and left the hem of the shirt hanging out and pulled on the pleated denim skirt. How did he know what size I was?


When I walked out, he didn't lift his eyes from the papers but only nod to acknowledge my presence.


"So, when are we leaving?" I asked nervously. I'm not used to being around him. I don't think I ever will get used to it either.


"Now." He stood up and walked towards the door not even giving me a second glance.


I ran after him to catch up. He took long, clean, powerful strides towards his motorbike. I caught a glimpse of the numberplate, or at least, where the number plate should have been. It was taken off. The bike was a piece of art. Silver, sleek and it looks very, very dangerous.


When my mind finally stopped analysing his mode of transport I started to panic. "You really don't expect me to go on that do you?"


"You really don't expect me to answer that do you?"


Why that selfish arrogant bastard. "Why can't he just drive a car like normal people do?" I muttered under my breath.


"Kinomoto-san, your ignorance is gnawing at my patience. Would you please get on the vehicle. I do not wish to repeat myself," he ground out in a hardened tone.


I didn't have to be told twice. I hopped on behind him and held onto the back of his jacket using two shaky hands.


He sighed.


He turned around and plopped an oversized helmet on my head and placed my arms around his waist. I couldn't help not blushing.


He started the engine. It purred into life and we immediately sped out of the driveway.


A few minutes later, we were on the freeway. I wanted to remove my arms from him and feel the air through my fingers. It felt like I was flying. I felt like I was free. We were going at a steady pace so I began to loosen my grasp on him.


"Don't let go."
I quickly held onto him again a blush slowly creeping on my cheek. I can't believe I was so childish.


After about twenty minutes on the bike I was getting bored. The scenery had not changed at all as we glided through the freeway.


"Syaoran?" the name seemed foreign to me lips as I said his name for the first time.


"Li."


"Li-kun," I corrected myself, "Where are we going?"


There was a pause, and then he simply said, "New York."


Author's Notes: First chapter re-uploaded! I hope the length is sufficient as I will try to keep it constant for all the chapters! Review!

Yuu chan