Disclaimer:dark fic....oooo...ooo....*flashes flashlight* still dark.
Heero: ighnore Kazima's off color jokes.
Duo:this fic is actully creepy...and...and HEE CHAN!! *glomps heero* I scared.....
me:READ AND REVIEW...please! oh!! I own nothin'!
I've been here before. The darkness. The incrediable dark void....this place is all too familliar.
"Wake up! Get up!! We have to get out!! They're coming!!"
Ah...but can't you see they've already come? I don't want to get up Yusuke. I can't they've already come...haven't you notticed yet? My ripped clothes. God, why didn't you kill me?
"Kuruma my jackets not enough! Give me yours!"
"Carry him! Its the only way we'll get him out....alive."
But I'm dead. They killed me. They took every honor I had and tore it brutally from me. They stole everything I held dear....my morals, my code, my honor....my virginity.
"Why is there blood? Where is coming from?!"
"Yusuke...."
"You know why theres blood-his voice dropped-the same reason his clothes are in shreds... Yusuke you know...They-"
"SHUT UP KURUMA! DON'T SAY A WORD."
Yes. Please don't say the word. Don't say that word. Rape. Something about that words scares me. The word itself is dirty. Why? Did the word become dirty from the action it represented, or did Rape just always sound wrong?
Day upon day...
Night upon night...
In my dark hovel I will stay.
"Has he woken?"
"No."
"Yusuke. I do not think he would want you to loose sleep over this."
"Hiei...he won't wake cuz...he doesn't want to."
"What do you mean Yusuke?"
"He doesn't want to wake up...The docters say hes blocked himself out. He won't wake up....I swear...I swear I'll kill those guys! DAM*IT!!"
"Yusuke...we'll get them..."
It does not matter if you catch them. If you kill them. If you remove them from this Earth. Their nails will still be on my back...Their teeth on my neck...Their lips on mine. And my tears and blood will forever stain the ground.God...why me? Why...why'd ya let this happen to me...I'm not the best person. In fact i'm one of the worst...but God...why me? Please answer. I'm scared.
"Hey little bro....Your sick. Don't worry...I'll stay here. Right here, until the monsters go away."
Theres are many monsters. They took me in their arms that night, while I was paralized from battle and the...they hurt me. They took what was not theres. They stole...what was mine and whover I wished to share it with...They hurt me sister. You can't chase that monster away. Pain never leaves.
"How is he?"
"Its been 4 weeks Boeton...4 weeks...how do you think?"
"Yusuke I know your angry, but don't take it out on Boeton-"
"Yes your right-I SHOULD BE TAKEING IT OUT ON YOU!! YOUR THE ONE THAT HAD HIM GO ALONE."
"*soft voice* I thought...I thought he could handle it."
"WELL HE COULDN'T KOENMA!! HES ONLY HUMAN! HE NEEDED HELP...THOSE BA*TARDS WERE STRONGER THAN ANYONE WE'VE EVER FACED!! DO YOU KNOW HOW...do you know how many time those bast*rds proabley raped him?"
Many times. Many times. I don't want to wake up. Let me stay here. In the darkness, that is my mind. I don't care about anything anymore. I want to stay where nothing can touch me. Where I belong. In an emotionless pit...where I can't here the voices...where I can't see... What...what they were....go..going to do to me...God...I give up.Someone save me.
"Hey. I know you hate me...and I'm not too fond of you. You need to wake up though...people need you...I...I need you. To annoy me...to do whatever it was you did, that got me attached. You can get over this. they were filth...your not...them being filth does not make you filth. To be honest...your somthing special....I've never met a human like you."
F*uck off Hiei! How do you know I can get over this!? Your not me!! Don't go telling me what I can and can't do!! Don't you dare try to make me leave the dark!! DON'T MAKE ME LEAVE! I DON'T DESERVE THE LIGHT!!!I...I...do..don't deserve...the light...
"Good mornig Kazuma...I brought some flowers to cheer up your room! Their Sakura blossoms... your sister said that you loved them, becuase they made you think of your mom. You know they are like you. For such a small flower they have a most radiant smell. And...for only a human you have such a strong will...Please...wake up."
KURUMA LEAVE ME ALONE! DON'T TALK TO ME!! Please...please leave me alone..when you guys start talking to me I can hear them laughing in me. Hitting me...touching me telling me I'm nothing. And they're right...I'm nothing. I AM A BIG F*CKING NOTHING!...Just a stupid boy who thought...he could do what was right and get by in the world. But I know better now. You think like that, reality is only gonna slap you in the face harder.
"Your a coward...Get up. Get the fu*k up."
Yusuke leave me alone. I'm not leaving my only sanctuary. Not even for you.
"Get up. You get up and don't you dare leave us. We need you here...I-FU*KING-NEED-YOU! I don't care what that as*hole did to you!! I NEED YOU HERE KUWABARA!!"
Please stop crying.You don't need me...just let me be. Let me die.
"Kuwabara...I know your not going to be better when you wake up. You'll be messed up real bad...but I'm gonna be here...every step you have to take...please man....wake up. Don't abondan me. I need you here...your my bestfriend...and I don't want to be alone...and you don't want to be there. In the dark."
Oh, but I do...I really do Urameshi. I do. Its safer here, I can't get touched here I can't feel. I can't feel anything. And being empty...feels so right."
"Please Kuwabara. I have no words to wake you up. I have no words to say everything is going to be ok, in the end. But...I can promise...you'll never get touched again...and I will always, *always* be here...so please. Please. Don't go and die...Don't leave me alone...come out of the dark. I'll do my best to keep the nightmares away."
"Ur...Urameshi."
~*~
Yusuke Urameshi wrapped his friend in his arms, as Kazuma Kuwabara woke up from a 6 week long coma after a rapeing incident. Crying and shakeing Kuwabara latched onto him sobbing on his neck. The docters watched on in amazement, they had just, 15 minutes ago, said that Kazuma Kuwabara was as good as dead. Yusuke sobbing,chokeing, and praising whoever showed him this mercy, held the shakeing and quivering man in his arms rocking him like a child.
If you had known Kuwabara before the incident, you would no longer reconize him. There was something in his eyes..they had been robbed. Robbed of the light. Robbed of his innocene, robbed of everything that could kept him going. If you stood in the room, you knew, that the raven haired youth was all that kept him standing. Breathing. Living.
Yusuke Urameshi was the only thing keeping Kazuma Kuwabara's eyes, from breaking and shattering into nothing but....
Dark void.
if you want the sequel ineed 5 reviews saying so!! ^_^() i scarred meself writing this.
Heero: ighnore Kazima's off color jokes.
Duo:this fic is actully creepy...and...and HEE CHAN!! *glomps heero* I scared.....
me:READ AND REVIEW...please! oh!! I own nothin'!
I've been here before. The darkness. The incrediable dark void....this place is all too familliar.
"Wake up! Get up!! We have to get out!! They're coming!!"
Ah...but can't you see they've already come? I don't want to get up Yusuke. I can't they've already come...haven't you notticed yet? My ripped clothes. God, why didn't you kill me?
"Kuruma my jackets not enough! Give me yours!"
"Carry him! Its the only way we'll get him out....alive."
But I'm dead. They killed me. They took every honor I had and tore it brutally from me. They stole everything I held dear....my morals, my code, my honor....my virginity.
"Why is there blood? Where is coming from?!"
"Yusuke...."
"You know why theres blood-his voice dropped-the same reason his clothes are in shreds... Yusuke you know...They-"
"SHUT UP KURUMA! DON'T SAY A WORD."
Yes. Please don't say the word. Don't say that word. Rape. Something about that words scares me. The word itself is dirty. Why? Did the word become dirty from the action it represented, or did Rape just always sound wrong?
Day upon day...
Night upon night...
In my dark hovel I will stay.
"Has he woken?"
"No."
"Yusuke. I do not think he would want you to loose sleep over this."
"Hiei...he won't wake cuz...he doesn't want to."
"What do you mean Yusuke?"
"He doesn't want to wake up...The docters say hes blocked himself out. He won't wake up....I swear...I swear I'll kill those guys! DAM*IT!!"
"Yusuke...we'll get them..."
It does not matter if you catch them. If you kill them. If you remove them from this Earth. Their nails will still be on my back...Their teeth on my neck...Their lips on mine. And my tears and blood will forever stain the ground.God...why me? Why...why'd ya let this happen to me...I'm not the best person. In fact i'm one of the worst...but God...why me? Please answer. I'm scared.
"Hey little bro....Your sick. Don't worry...I'll stay here. Right here, until the monsters go away."
Theres are many monsters. They took me in their arms that night, while I was paralized from battle and the...they hurt me. They took what was not theres. They stole...what was mine and whover I wished to share it with...They hurt me sister. You can't chase that monster away. Pain never leaves.
"How is he?"
"Its been 4 weeks Boeton...4 weeks...how do you think?"
"Yusuke I know your angry, but don't take it out on Boeton-"
"Yes your right-I SHOULD BE TAKEING IT OUT ON YOU!! YOUR THE ONE THAT HAD HIM GO ALONE."
"*soft voice* I thought...I thought he could handle it."
"WELL HE COULDN'T KOENMA!! HES ONLY HUMAN! HE NEEDED HELP...THOSE BA*TARDS WERE STRONGER THAN ANYONE WE'VE EVER FACED!! DO YOU KNOW HOW...do you know how many time those bast*rds proabley raped him?"
Many times. Many times. I don't want to wake up. Let me stay here. In the darkness, that is my mind. I don't care about anything anymore. I want to stay where nothing can touch me. Where I belong. In an emotionless pit...where I can't here the voices...where I can't see... What...what they were....go..going to do to me...God...I give up.Someone save me.
"Hey. I know you hate me...and I'm not too fond of you. You need to wake up though...people need you...I...I need you. To annoy me...to do whatever it was you did, that got me attached. You can get over this. they were filth...your not...them being filth does not make you filth. To be honest...your somthing special....I've never met a human like you."
F*uck off Hiei! How do you know I can get over this!? Your not me!! Don't go telling me what I can and can't do!! Don't you dare try to make me leave the dark!! DON'T MAKE ME LEAVE! I DON'T DESERVE THE LIGHT!!!I...I...do..don't deserve...the light...
"Good mornig Kazuma...I brought some flowers to cheer up your room! Their Sakura blossoms... your sister said that you loved them, becuase they made you think of your mom. You know they are like you. For such a small flower they have a most radiant smell. And...for only a human you have such a strong will...Please...wake up."
KURUMA LEAVE ME ALONE! DON'T TALK TO ME!! Please...please leave me alone..when you guys start talking to me I can hear them laughing in me. Hitting me...touching me telling me I'm nothing. And they're right...I'm nothing. I AM A BIG F*CKING NOTHING!...Just a stupid boy who thought...he could do what was right and get by in the world. But I know better now. You think like that, reality is only gonna slap you in the face harder.
"Your a coward...Get up. Get the fu*k up."
Yusuke leave me alone. I'm not leaving my only sanctuary. Not even for you.
"Get up. You get up and don't you dare leave us. We need you here...I-FU*KING-NEED-YOU! I don't care what that as*hole did to you!! I NEED YOU HERE KUWABARA!!"
Please stop crying.You don't need me...just let me be. Let me die.
"Kuwabara...I know your not going to be better when you wake up. You'll be messed up real bad...but I'm gonna be here...every step you have to take...please man....wake up. Don't abondan me. I need you here...your my bestfriend...and I don't want to be alone...and you don't want to be there. In the dark."
Oh, but I do...I really do Urameshi. I do. Its safer here, I can't get touched here I can't feel. I can't feel anything. And being empty...feels so right."
"Please Kuwabara. I have no words to wake you up. I have no words to say everything is going to be ok, in the end. But...I can promise...you'll never get touched again...and I will always, *always* be here...so please. Please. Don't go and die...Don't leave me alone...come out of the dark. I'll do my best to keep the nightmares away."
"Ur...Urameshi."
~*~
Yusuke Urameshi wrapped his friend in his arms, as Kazuma Kuwabara woke up from a 6 week long coma after a rapeing incident. Crying and shakeing Kuwabara latched onto him sobbing on his neck. The docters watched on in amazement, they had just, 15 minutes ago, said that Kazuma Kuwabara was as good as dead. Yusuke sobbing,chokeing, and praising whoever showed him this mercy, held the shakeing and quivering man in his arms rocking him like a child.
If you had known Kuwabara before the incident, you would no longer reconize him. There was something in his eyes..they had been robbed. Robbed of the light. Robbed of his innocene, robbed of everything that could kept him going. If you stood in the room, you knew, that the raven haired youth was all that kept him standing. Breathing. Living.
Yusuke Urameshi was the only thing keeping Kazuma Kuwabara's eyes, from breaking and shattering into nothing but....
Dark void.
if you want the sequel ineed 5 reviews saying so!! ^_^() i scarred meself writing this.