Author: l'Ciel
Pairing: SS/SB, mentioned: RW/HG,…
Rating: R, for violence and sexual less explicit
scenes
AU: It takes place one year after the end of OotP
(Harry's 7th year), but Sirius is still alive.
Summary: Severus is ordered to rape Sirius and does
so, while Riddle performs an impregnation-spell. Will
they overcome their hatred for their baby-girl???
Warning: Slash, mpreg., violence, rape (references to)
Disclaimer: All characters belong to J. K. Rowling.
01 Punished for Life
The strangeness of awakening
In an oh so silent world
Breathlessly waiting
For the first proud beams of light
As the hours grow longer
And the shadows never fall
My sky has forsaken me
My desperation grows
Bring me the light
In the darkness that never ends
The dawn will never come
Punish my heaven
(Dark Tranquillity, Punish My Heaven)
The old wizard raced down the stairs as quickly as he
could, when he just reached the entry-hall as the
doors crashed open. The black figure swept in, a large
bundle in his arms. Dumbledore threw a swift look at
the man's charge and sighed: "Infirmary, quickly!"
The pale figure nodded and climbed the stairs,
pressing the wounded body against his, carefully, not
to hurt it. Albus Dumbledore had taken the "quick way
up" and already waited at the entrance to the hospital
wing, holding the doors open for them.
Madam Pomfrey, dressed in a baby-blue nightgown,
signalled him to lay the dog on one of the many free
cots in the room, before she made him step back and
transfigured the animal, or better animagus, back into
his usual shape.
She caught her breath, when she saw the countless
bruises and cuts covering the man's whole body, but
the sight of his ripped clothes and the dried fluids
on his abdomen made her scream. Not that she had not
seen it before, but now a friend of her was the
victim.
She took a deep breath and whispered a cleaning-charm,
not able to raise her voice without wavering. The
headmaster beside her cried silently, but the look on
his face was frightening for his enemies as well as
for anybody else. Only a few had ever seen him so
angry.
"Who did it, Severus? Who is the foul creature?"
Snape sighed and moved back from the side of the bed.
He closed his eyes briefly and sat down on a chair
next to the headmaster.
"Me."
"What?"
"I'm sorry Albus, but if I hadn't he would have
suspected something! It was his birthday present for
me, if I had refused he had killed him at once!"
"I see. But there is something else, isn't there?"
"You see everything, don't you?" the Potions master
sighed, "Yes, there is something."
"What is it, Severus? You know I wouldn't blame you
for anything."
"Riddle cast a spell on him. He said death wasn't
enough for a mutt like him."
"That doesn't sound good at all. Please go on."
"I can't… - it is all my fault! When I hadn't stopped
him from killing Black, he hadn't done THAT! Even if
you don't blame me, Black will!"
"SEVERUS! I don't know what upset you so much, but if
something can do that after all these years, I can
imagine very well that it must be more than just
cruel. Tell me, please."
The last word was spoken softly and the old wizard had
laid a hand on Snape's shoulder to comfort the shaking
man. Something horrible must have happened!
"He cast some kind of ancient transmutation spell on
him, before… I had to… rape him… and, I don't know for
sure, but Voldemort said something about a punishment
for lifetime…"
Dumbledore clenched his fist, chuckles white with
anger, as he crushed it into the mattress of the cot
next to him. The blue eyes burned with a new,
dangerous fury even Snape had never seen before in the
old wizard. Dumbledore rose and stepped towards the
injured man.
"He wouldn't dare to…"
The headmaster cast a swift spell on his former
student and friend, but when a golden glow appeared
around the man, he screamed in hate and anger. A
shockwave like a cargo-train in full speed crashed
through the infirmary, further to every stone in the
castle, braking the windows in hospital wing and
flashing over the grounds like a huge lightning.
Snape was thrown against a wall and Poppy Pomfrey had
barely managed to protect her patient during this
outburst of energy. They stared in shock at the
headmaster, who suddenly looked old and drained. He
shook his head in defeat and mumbled a hex to repair
the windows and other things that had been crushed by
the magical shockwave.
"I'm sorry. I couldn't control myself." he stated and
sat down again. Snape carefully touched his back and
took the seat beside the wizard.
"Are you alright now? We don't want to scare the
students, do we?"
"No, of course not. Could you please inform the staff
that everything is all right, or at least for most of
us. - Thank you, Severus."
When Snape returned from the fireplace in the next
room, since there was none in the infirmary, he
swallowed hard, before he looked first at Black and
then at Dumbledore.
"What did you find out?"
"Riddle has once again showed us all too clearly that
he is the worst, inhuman bastard on earth you could
ever imagine. Only his ways get more and more twisted
and cruel."
"…"
"He cast an impregnation-spell on him. That is
ancient, strong magic only a few can perform."
"A dark hex?"
"No. It's pure, white magic and usually used for good
reasons, but in this case it's more or less a
punishment, if he cannot accept it and live with it."
"But… Don't tell me Riddle hexed him somehow pregnant.
Even with those spells you need a second father or
mother to… oh no – NO!"
"Severus…"
"I should have known! Don't you understand, Albus – HE
KNOWS! He knows I'm a traitor, this is not only a
punishment for Black, it's for me! Voldemort gives a
damn about people like Black, he would just kill him,
but instead he used him to punish me for spying on
him!"
"Severus – CALM DOWN!"
"Fuck!"
Dumbledore sighed and cast a quick spell on his
Potions master, who instantly lost his consciousness,
and levitated him to one of the cots. The nurse turned
to them.
"What did you do to him?"
"Thought it better for him to sleep over this. He
needed a rest and I cannot tolerate a
nervous-breakdown in the middle of the term."
"Right you are! Can you just help me with this one? I
fear he might need somebody to talk to when he wakes
up, what he will do soon, and I think he'd prefer you
over me."
"I'll stay with him for tonight, but tomorrow I have a
meeting with the school-governors, so I won't be
available. And we have to inform his godson, Harry
will be sick of worries, when we don't inform him.
Sirius has been missed over a month after all, when he
disappeared after the trial with Pettigrew. Poor boy,
he'll have to grow up now, I fear…"
Madam Pomfrey nodded and checked her charge a last
time, before she made a quick check-up on Snape, which
she had not done in years, since the man loathed these
procedures and he was unconscious at the moment
anyway.
Dumbledore had taken a seat next to Black's head and
caressed the black-haired man's brow, before he gave
him a paternal kiss on the forehead and leaned back to
have a look at the extend of the injuries. Poppy had
told him it was nothing serious beside a few cuts,
several bruises, a few cracked rips and the ripped
backside…
The headmaster sighed and banished these thoughts from
his head. A new life had begun to form inside the man
before him and they, Severus and Sirius himself, had
to find a way to life with the fact that the baby was
theirs, their child – maybe he could help a bit?
The figure on the bed whimpered in his sleep and
struggled against the covers.
Now the headmaster would not only have to deal with
loads of students, teachers, the Order, Voldemort, the
war and the protection of Hogwarts, but with a raped,
pregnant man and the other unwilling father, who
loathed the first, as well, not to forget the
prominent godson of the first. Then a certain nosy
reporter he know would turn up shortly after the news
spread, what they would surely do. And what would
happen to the child? An abortion under the
circumstances was impossible and who would adopt a
child of two male wizards, created by Voldemort? That
made at least sure the child would stay under Hogwarts
care for a while…
Pairing: SS/SB, mentioned: RW/HG,…
Rating: R, for violence and sexual less explicit
scenes
AU: It takes place one year after the end of OotP
(Harry's 7th year), but Sirius is still alive.
Summary: Severus is ordered to rape Sirius and does
so, while Riddle performs an impregnation-spell. Will
they overcome their hatred for their baby-girl???
Warning: Slash, mpreg., violence, rape (references to)
Disclaimer: All characters belong to J. K. Rowling.
01 Punished for Life
The strangeness of awakening
In an oh so silent world
Breathlessly waiting
For the first proud beams of light
As the hours grow longer
And the shadows never fall
My sky has forsaken me
My desperation grows
Bring me the light
In the darkness that never ends
The dawn will never come
Punish my heaven
(Dark Tranquillity, Punish My Heaven)
The old wizard raced down the stairs as quickly as he
could, when he just reached the entry-hall as the
doors crashed open. The black figure swept in, a large
bundle in his arms. Dumbledore threw a swift look at
the man's charge and sighed: "Infirmary, quickly!"
The pale figure nodded and climbed the stairs,
pressing the wounded body against his, carefully, not
to hurt it. Albus Dumbledore had taken the "quick way
up" and already waited at the entrance to the hospital
wing, holding the doors open for them.
Madam Pomfrey, dressed in a baby-blue nightgown,
signalled him to lay the dog on one of the many free
cots in the room, before she made him step back and
transfigured the animal, or better animagus, back into
his usual shape.
She caught her breath, when she saw the countless
bruises and cuts covering the man's whole body, but
the sight of his ripped clothes and the dried fluids
on his abdomen made her scream. Not that she had not
seen it before, but now a friend of her was the
victim.
She took a deep breath and whispered a cleaning-charm,
not able to raise her voice without wavering. The
headmaster beside her cried silently, but the look on
his face was frightening for his enemies as well as
for anybody else. Only a few had ever seen him so
angry.
"Who did it, Severus? Who is the foul creature?"
Snape sighed and moved back from the side of the bed.
He closed his eyes briefly and sat down on a chair
next to the headmaster.
"Me."
"What?"
"I'm sorry Albus, but if I hadn't he would have
suspected something! It was his birthday present for
me, if I had refused he had killed him at once!"
"I see. But there is something else, isn't there?"
"You see everything, don't you?" the Potions master
sighed, "Yes, there is something."
"What is it, Severus? You know I wouldn't blame you
for anything."
"Riddle cast a spell on him. He said death wasn't
enough for a mutt like him."
"That doesn't sound good at all. Please go on."
"I can't… - it is all my fault! When I hadn't stopped
him from killing Black, he hadn't done THAT! Even if
you don't blame me, Black will!"
"SEVERUS! I don't know what upset you so much, but if
something can do that after all these years, I can
imagine very well that it must be more than just
cruel. Tell me, please."
The last word was spoken softly and the old wizard had
laid a hand on Snape's shoulder to comfort the shaking
man. Something horrible must have happened!
"He cast some kind of ancient transmutation spell on
him, before… I had to… rape him… and, I don't know for
sure, but Voldemort said something about a punishment
for lifetime…"
Dumbledore clenched his fist, chuckles white with
anger, as he crushed it into the mattress of the cot
next to him. The blue eyes burned with a new,
dangerous fury even Snape had never seen before in the
old wizard. Dumbledore rose and stepped towards the
injured man.
"He wouldn't dare to…"
The headmaster cast a swift spell on his former
student and friend, but when a golden glow appeared
around the man, he screamed in hate and anger. A
shockwave like a cargo-train in full speed crashed
through the infirmary, further to every stone in the
castle, braking the windows in hospital wing and
flashing over the grounds like a huge lightning.
Snape was thrown against a wall and Poppy Pomfrey had
barely managed to protect her patient during this
outburst of energy. They stared in shock at the
headmaster, who suddenly looked old and drained. He
shook his head in defeat and mumbled a hex to repair
the windows and other things that had been crushed by
the magical shockwave.
"I'm sorry. I couldn't control myself." he stated and
sat down again. Snape carefully touched his back and
took the seat beside the wizard.
"Are you alright now? We don't want to scare the
students, do we?"
"No, of course not. Could you please inform the staff
that everything is all right, or at least for most of
us. - Thank you, Severus."
When Snape returned from the fireplace in the next
room, since there was none in the infirmary, he
swallowed hard, before he looked first at Black and
then at Dumbledore.
"What did you find out?"
"Riddle has once again showed us all too clearly that
he is the worst, inhuman bastard on earth you could
ever imagine. Only his ways get more and more twisted
and cruel."
"…"
"He cast an impregnation-spell on him. That is
ancient, strong magic only a few can perform."
"A dark hex?"
"No. It's pure, white magic and usually used for good
reasons, but in this case it's more or less a
punishment, if he cannot accept it and live with it."
"But… Don't tell me Riddle hexed him somehow pregnant.
Even with those spells you need a second father or
mother to… oh no – NO!"
"Severus…"
"I should have known! Don't you understand, Albus – HE
KNOWS! He knows I'm a traitor, this is not only a
punishment for Black, it's for me! Voldemort gives a
damn about people like Black, he would just kill him,
but instead he used him to punish me for spying on
him!"
"Severus – CALM DOWN!"
"Fuck!"
Dumbledore sighed and cast a quick spell on his
Potions master, who instantly lost his consciousness,
and levitated him to one of the cots. The nurse turned
to them.
"What did you do to him?"
"Thought it better for him to sleep over this. He
needed a rest and I cannot tolerate a
nervous-breakdown in the middle of the term."
"Right you are! Can you just help me with this one? I
fear he might need somebody to talk to when he wakes
up, what he will do soon, and I think he'd prefer you
over me."
"I'll stay with him for tonight, but tomorrow I have a
meeting with the school-governors, so I won't be
available. And we have to inform his godson, Harry
will be sick of worries, when we don't inform him.
Sirius has been missed over a month after all, when he
disappeared after the trial with Pettigrew. Poor boy,
he'll have to grow up now, I fear…"
Madam Pomfrey nodded and checked her charge a last
time, before she made a quick check-up on Snape, which
she had not done in years, since the man loathed these
procedures and he was unconscious at the moment
anyway.
Dumbledore had taken a seat next to Black's head and
caressed the black-haired man's brow, before he gave
him a paternal kiss on the forehead and leaned back to
have a look at the extend of the injuries. Poppy had
told him it was nothing serious beside a few cuts,
several bruises, a few cracked rips and the ripped
backside…
The headmaster sighed and banished these thoughts from
his head. A new life had begun to form inside the man
before him and they, Severus and Sirius himself, had
to find a way to life with the fact that the baby was
theirs, their child – maybe he could help a bit?
The figure on the bed whimpered in his sleep and
struggled against the covers.
Now the headmaster would not only have to deal with
loads of students, teachers, the Order, Voldemort, the
war and the protection of Hogwarts, but with a raped,
pregnant man and the other unwilling father, who
loathed the first, as well, not to forget the
prominent godson of the first. Then a certain nosy
reporter he know would turn up shortly after the news
spread, what they would surely do. And what would
happen to the child? An abortion under the
circumstances was impossible and who would adopt a
child of two male wizards, created by Voldemort? That
made at least sure the child would stay under Hogwarts
care for a while…