Disclaimer: This is a song-fic one shot. I don't own Inu Yasha or Co., nor
do I own 'You'll Think Of Me' by Keith Urban. "~~" are lyrics
"You'll Think Of Me"
~*~Inu Yasha's Point Of View~*~
~~ I woke up early this morning 'round four a.m.
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head tryin to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake~~
My eyes opened lazily as I woke from my slumber. I immediately closed them tightly. Damn that moon. It was full and directly above the ground upon which I was sleeping. I had dreamt of her. I always did. Ever since I saw her, reborn from earth and bone, she's been on my mind.
At first I though I had fallen for her again. She was, after all, what humans call my 'first love.' I felt like she was the only one I could, WOULD, sacrifice myself for. I was all up and ready to go human for her. But then that bastard Naraku showed up and fucked everything up. When Kagome's shards were taken by her and showed up in Naraku's hands, I couldn't believe it.
~~ Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say but~~
She, the one I thought I loved, had betrayed me and my friends of her own free will. Kikyo said she had given them to Naraku to seal his fate and finally rid the world of him. Fuck that. But, like the stupid, stubborn hanyou I am, I bought it and still 'loved' her. Yet, even though I believed it, something still didn't seem right.
I reopened my eyes carefully, preparing them for the giant 'night-light' in the dark blanket that hovered above. I sat up cross-legged, and looked around the campsite. Yawning, I set my gaze on the houshi. I smiling slightly noticing he was dangerously close to Sango. She would give Miroku quite a beating if she woke up with him like that. I was beginning to think he enjoyed that pain. Then, I lost myself in the dancing flames that rose into the air, lighting the area.
~~ Take your records take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me~~
'Damn, Kikyo!' I thought angrily as I ran my fingers through my silky silver mane. 'You betrayed me! Get out of my head!' I placed my head between my two clawed hands, with my elbows on my knees. I didn't want to think of her anymore.
~~ And take your cat and leave my sweater
Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me~~
Why can't I just forget about her?! All she wants to do with me is take me to Hell so that she can rest in peace. She said that to me when I saw her for the first time since I had been pulled from the curse by Kagome. That's all Kikyo wanted. 'She doesn't want anything to do with me.' I sighed heavily at that last though. 'Maybe I should find someone else to love, someone I already do...'
'Someone who loves me back...' I automatically looked at in the direction of Kagome's sleeping bag, only to see that she wasn't there. It lay, partially opened, with that brat Shippo curled up in it. I stood up.
~~ I went out drivin tryin to clear my head
I try to sweep out all the ruins all my emotions left
I guess I'm feelin just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist~~
I started to walk towards a nearby tree, to get some more sleep. I was about to climb when the all to familiar scent of jasmine reached me. "Kagome," I whispered.
Did I really want to see her after thinking of Kikyo? No, I had caused the schoolgirl more than enough damn heartache. She didn't deserve to have what I was feeling taken out on her. Should I wait for her to come to me, then? Well, I didn't want to go find her, have her find out that I was thinking of her incarnation, and then be fucking 'sat' till next week. So, I decided to wait.
Then, for some reason, I started to think of Kagome, and how different and unique she was. Kikyo had always been so serious and hidden. Even if you dug, you would never be able to read her emotions or thoughts. 'Kagome,' I thought with a smile, sitting under the tree. 'You're always so carefree.' I could always tell how she felt. With all her facial expressions, she was so beautiful to watch. With Kikyo, I had to be concentrating real hard not to fuck things up. She was cold to me when I saw her; I felt so unwanted and unimportant. Then I met Kagome. It was completely reversed. She was the one to fuck stuff up. She welcomed me without a second thought. I traveled with her, gained friends because of her. She always needed protection. With her, I felt needed, loved.
'Damn! Stop, you jackass!' I was doing it. I was thinking of the two as if they were competitors. I hated doing that. Comparing them felt like I was betraying them. They were so different, so utterly and completely different. No, they didn't deserve it.
~~ It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we coulda been
What we shoulda been so~~
I couldn't go with Kikyo. When I was sitting there, thinking of Kagome, I realized something. I loved that girl. Her raven hair, her soft, creamy skin, the sparkle of silver in her blue eyes, her loving and caring attitude. She accepted me and became my first friend. I wouldn't go with Kikyo. I wouldn't and couldn't. Now that I loved Kagome, really knew I did, I was attached to her. Kikyo and I could have never been in love, even if we tried. We, she and I, were kinda alike, leaving nothing to explore in our lives. I needed more, and Kagome was the key. In addition to loving her, she was a challenge for me. Her high spirit and energy was sometimes too much, and I liked that.
~~ Take your records take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me~~
Yeah, I decided then and there I was done with Kikyo. I didn't, and I don't think I ever did, love Kikyo. I wont mourn over something I never felt.
~~Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
But don't worry I'll be fine
I'm gonna be all right~
I was lost in my thought that I didn't even notice Kagome until she called my name. I heard her voice and my head snapped in her direction. The moonlight surrounded her and gave her the illusion of glowing. We locked eyes, and her ocean blue orbs lead me into her soul. She looked worried. I smirked a little and looked up at her. She crouched beside me and went into a full lounging position. She sighed heavily and leaned back on the tree.
"Where have ya been, Kagome?" I asked, closing my eyes slightly, still watching her out of the corner. I saw her look at me with surprise. 'Why's she looking at me like that? All I did was ask her where she was. Geesh.' She smiled slightly and I opened my eyes a little more. Her head turned away from me with a blush. 'I guess she wasn't expecting me to catch her.' I smirked.
"Nowhere, really. Just lookin'" around," she brought her knees up to her chest. "I was just thinkin'"
"About?" This time, confusion was written across her angelic features and I smelt her nervousness. She just couldn't get over the fact I was being nice. It was amusing. "Come on, Kagome. Tell me."
She gulped audibly. "I-I was just thinking about what will happen once the jewel is complete. I mean, what will happen to us all? Sango and Miroku will be living happily ever after here in the village, and you will use the jewel to become a full-fledged youkai." My eyes opened fully. Was that really what I wanted? But, what about Kagome? She's the one I want to have in my life, and if I go youkai, then she might get hurt and go home. I wanted her, and if using the jewel for that then I wouldn't be able to move on with my life with her.
~~While your sleeping with your pride
Wishin' I could hold you tight
I'll be over you and on with my life~~
"Kagome, I don't want to become a full youkai," I said nonchalantly. I heard a gasp escape her, and I continued. "I don't want to use the jewel for that anymore. I am changed." My feelings for her were beginning to spill from the carefully placed barrier I had constructed. She had been tearing them down ever since I met her. She was so different from Kikyo. I was going to be with Kagome. I was moving on and that was final. No more running off to meet Kikyo. "I think we should use the jewel to put Kikyo to rest."
"W-What? But I thought that-"she started sputtering. So, I decided to take matters into my own hands. I kissed her. Her soft pink lips tasted like honey. I could feel her tense up, so I moved in front of her, not breaking the kiss. My hands went to the small of her back, bringing her closer to me. Timidly, I felt her arms wrap around my neck and I deepened the kiss, licking her bottom lip all so slightly. My thoughts were entirely on her and how much I loved her.
~~ Take your records take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me~~
~*~End Chapter~*~
There. I know, it was kinda weird, but still, I heard this song while I was working on chapter eight of 'The Demonic Side' and I decided to write this. I hope you liked it, because it is 'Kagome/Inu Yasha fan' friendly. Well, Read and Review and if you want, I can turn this one shot into a story, but I will need ideas. Or, if you all like it just like the way it is as a one shot, then I will leave it the way it is. Well, since you are done reading this, and once your review is written, go to my profile and read:
'Stick To It'
'When You Loved Me'
'The Demonic Side' (currently in the works)
Well, ja ne!!
Inu Face
"You'll Think Of Me"
~*~Inu Yasha's Point Of View~*~
~~ I woke up early this morning 'round four a.m.
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head tryin to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake~~
My eyes opened lazily as I woke from my slumber. I immediately closed them tightly. Damn that moon. It was full and directly above the ground upon which I was sleeping. I had dreamt of her. I always did. Ever since I saw her, reborn from earth and bone, she's been on my mind.
At first I though I had fallen for her again. She was, after all, what humans call my 'first love.' I felt like she was the only one I could, WOULD, sacrifice myself for. I was all up and ready to go human for her. But then that bastard Naraku showed up and fucked everything up. When Kagome's shards were taken by her and showed up in Naraku's hands, I couldn't believe it.
~~ Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say but~~
She, the one I thought I loved, had betrayed me and my friends of her own free will. Kikyo said she had given them to Naraku to seal his fate and finally rid the world of him. Fuck that. But, like the stupid, stubborn hanyou I am, I bought it and still 'loved' her. Yet, even though I believed it, something still didn't seem right.
I reopened my eyes carefully, preparing them for the giant 'night-light' in the dark blanket that hovered above. I sat up cross-legged, and looked around the campsite. Yawning, I set my gaze on the houshi. I smiling slightly noticing he was dangerously close to Sango. She would give Miroku quite a beating if she woke up with him like that. I was beginning to think he enjoyed that pain. Then, I lost myself in the dancing flames that rose into the air, lighting the area.
~~ Take your records take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me~~
'Damn, Kikyo!' I thought angrily as I ran my fingers through my silky silver mane. 'You betrayed me! Get out of my head!' I placed my head between my two clawed hands, with my elbows on my knees. I didn't want to think of her anymore.
~~ And take your cat and leave my sweater
Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me~~
Why can't I just forget about her?! All she wants to do with me is take me to Hell so that she can rest in peace. She said that to me when I saw her for the first time since I had been pulled from the curse by Kagome. That's all Kikyo wanted. 'She doesn't want anything to do with me.' I sighed heavily at that last though. 'Maybe I should find someone else to love, someone I already do...'
'Someone who loves me back...' I automatically looked at in the direction of Kagome's sleeping bag, only to see that she wasn't there. It lay, partially opened, with that brat Shippo curled up in it. I stood up.
~~ I went out drivin tryin to clear my head
I try to sweep out all the ruins all my emotions left
I guess I'm feelin just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist~~
I started to walk towards a nearby tree, to get some more sleep. I was about to climb when the all to familiar scent of jasmine reached me. "Kagome," I whispered.
Did I really want to see her after thinking of Kikyo? No, I had caused the schoolgirl more than enough damn heartache. She didn't deserve to have what I was feeling taken out on her. Should I wait for her to come to me, then? Well, I didn't want to go find her, have her find out that I was thinking of her incarnation, and then be fucking 'sat' till next week. So, I decided to wait.
Then, for some reason, I started to think of Kagome, and how different and unique she was. Kikyo had always been so serious and hidden. Even if you dug, you would never be able to read her emotions or thoughts. 'Kagome,' I thought with a smile, sitting under the tree. 'You're always so carefree.' I could always tell how she felt. With all her facial expressions, she was so beautiful to watch. With Kikyo, I had to be concentrating real hard not to fuck things up. She was cold to me when I saw her; I felt so unwanted and unimportant. Then I met Kagome. It was completely reversed. She was the one to fuck stuff up. She welcomed me without a second thought. I traveled with her, gained friends because of her. She always needed protection. With her, I felt needed, loved.
'Damn! Stop, you jackass!' I was doing it. I was thinking of the two as if they were competitors. I hated doing that. Comparing them felt like I was betraying them. They were so different, so utterly and completely different. No, they didn't deserve it.
~~ It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we coulda been
What we shoulda been so~~
I couldn't go with Kikyo. When I was sitting there, thinking of Kagome, I realized something. I loved that girl. Her raven hair, her soft, creamy skin, the sparkle of silver in her blue eyes, her loving and caring attitude. She accepted me and became my first friend. I wouldn't go with Kikyo. I wouldn't and couldn't. Now that I loved Kagome, really knew I did, I was attached to her. Kikyo and I could have never been in love, even if we tried. We, she and I, were kinda alike, leaving nothing to explore in our lives. I needed more, and Kagome was the key. In addition to loving her, she was a challenge for me. Her high spirit and energy was sometimes too much, and I liked that.
~~ Take your records take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me~~
Yeah, I decided then and there I was done with Kikyo. I didn't, and I don't think I ever did, love Kikyo. I wont mourn over something I never felt.
~~Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
But don't worry I'll be fine
I'm gonna be all right~
I was lost in my thought that I didn't even notice Kagome until she called my name. I heard her voice and my head snapped in her direction. The moonlight surrounded her and gave her the illusion of glowing. We locked eyes, and her ocean blue orbs lead me into her soul. She looked worried. I smirked a little and looked up at her. She crouched beside me and went into a full lounging position. She sighed heavily and leaned back on the tree.
"Where have ya been, Kagome?" I asked, closing my eyes slightly, still watching her out of the corner. I saw her look at me with surprise. 'Why's she looking at me like that? All I did was ask her where she was. Geesh.' She smiled slightly and I opened my eyes a little more. Her head turned away from me with a blush. 'I guess she wasn't expecting me to catch her.' I smirked.
"Nowhere, really. Just lookin'" around," she brought her knees up to her chest. "I was just thinkin'"
"About?" This time, confusion was written across her angelic features and I smelt her nervousness. She just couldn't get over the fact I was being nice. It was amusing. "Come on, Kagome. Tell me."
She gulped audibly. "I-I was just thinking about what will happen once the jewel is complete. I mean, what will happen to us all? Sango and Miroku will be living happily ever after here in the village, and you will use the jewel to become a full-fledged youkai." My eyes opened fully. Was that really what I wanted? But, what about Kagome? She's the one I want to have in my life, and if I go youkai, then she might get hurt and go home. I wanted her, and if using the jewel for that then I wouldn't be able to move on with my life with her.
~~While your sleeping with your pride
Wishin' I could hold you tight
I'll be over you and on with my life~~
"Kagome, I don't want to become a full youkai," I said nonchalantly. I heard a gasp escape her, and I continued. "I don't want to use the jewel for that anymore. I am changed." My feelings for her were beginning to spill from the carefully placed barrier I had constructed. She had been tearing them down ever since I met her. She was so different from Kikyo. I was going to be with Kagome. I was moving on and that was final. No more running off to meet Kikyo. "I think we should use the jewel to put Kikyo to rest."
"W-What? But I thought that-"she started sputtering. So, I decided to take matters into my own hands. I kissed her. Her soft pink lips tasted like honey. I could feel her tense up, so I moved in front of her, not breaking the kiss. My hands went to the small of her back, bringing her closer to me. Timidly, I felt her arms wrap around my neck and I deepened the kiss, licking her bottom lip all so slightly. My thoughts were entirely on her and how much I loved her.
~~ Take your records take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me~~
~*~End Chapter~*~
There. I know, it was kinda weird, but still, I heard this song while I was working on chapter eight of 'The Demonic Side' and I decided to write this. I hope you liked it, because it is 'Kagome/Inu Yasha fan' friendly. Well, Read and Review and if you want, I can turn this one shot into a story, but I will need ideas. Or, if you all like it just like the way it is as a one shot, then I will leave it the way it is. Well, since you are done reading this, and once your review is written, go to my profile and read:
'Stick To It'
'When You Loved Me'
'The Demonic Side' (currently in the works)
Well, ja ne!!
Inu Face