A/N sorry I haven't wrote in awhile but I will try to write more often

June 26th Sean is coming at 2:30 but he is going to think we can sleep together anytime. I am going to tell him why I slept with him and see what he says.

June 29th Sean just left and I was to scared to tell him why I slept with him and I acted weird around him the whole time so he thinks I don't like him anymore and I think he might break up with me. What if he thinks I didn't think he was good enough. Or maybe I wasn't good enough.