RUN FOR COVER

DISCLAMER – You all know they don't belong to me, so why bother with this? Writing this does nothing except waste my time and energy!

AUTHOR 'S NOTES: This story is based on SOME true events that happened to me in a pervious relationship which ended ages ago (after two years, being together). It will reflect how I felt and the thoughts that were going in my head. It will also contain some depression and suicidal tendencies.

SPECIAL THANKS: Thanks has got to go to my closest friends and family that were there for me and lend a shoulder to cry on when things got to much for me to handle on my own.

This is based on the second series of charmed, a what if? As Piper chose Dan instead of Leo

PROLOGUE

Piper's love life could only be described as a roller coaster ride.

There were the ups, the thrills of the ride the smoothness where you felt safe having no regrets that you spent over two hours, queuing up for it. You enjoying yourself, even have the guts to let go of belt that holds you in place and even have the guts to wave you arms in the air, letting your barriers down thinking 'this ain't that bad. Nothing to be afraid of...It's a piece of piss. I laugh at the face of fear...Ha ha ha.'

That is until you see what you are approaching. Your eyes grow wide you are about to go up the big dipper that represents the downfall of the relationship the start of the ride was an illusion to lead you to a false sense of security to trick you into letting your guard down.

Now you are faced with the truth, the reality of the ride.

Your heart, beats faster, you are unaware that your hands that roam freely in the air, were now holding on for dear life. You no longer felt safe, you want to get out but something was holding you back, not wanting to let you go.

You are trapped, you can fell the fear building up, suffocating you, crushing you, holding your breath in, not daring to make a sound, as you are panicking. Your thoughts are now 'Shit...What in god's name was I on? I think I'm going to cry. I want to get off...Oh crap I'm going to die...Bollocks...shit, shit, shit, shit. Let me off Let me off Let me off Let me off Let me off. ' As you now realise that spending the last two hours of your life for this thing was not the greatest of ideas you ever had.

As you reach the top. It stops for a second, which to you is a lifetime. You close your eyes, all the noise that surround you were replace by an eerie quite, the only sound you did hear was the sound of your beating heart as it was pumping so hard that you feel as if it was going to leap out from your chest.

The coaster goes down, picking up speed, the scream that you tried desperately to hold in, had now escaped from your dry, chapped, lips.....

......But that's where the comparison stays.

As the ride suddenly stops, you're back to where you started. You sigh with relief, laughing at yourself for feeling scared, as you go back to line up for it once again. Now knowing what to expect from it.

Unlike your relationship where the screams were cause by the pain from the person who you love, trusted, who, you thought you knew inside out. Turns out you hardly knew them at all.

Ask yourself this...How far will you let the abuse, the pain, and your suffering carry on? When will you let it end? As soon as you start to realise that your life hangs in the balance?

Or by ending his?