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SUMMARY: When Kai was young, his father killed himself, and his mother was

already dead. His only living relative took him in, only using Kai as a lab

rat, one experiment goes wrong, and that will always be seen in Kai's dreams.

Luckily Kai is taken away to foster family's, and now he is going in his last

one, the granger's foster home. Tala/Kai.

A/N: will be slash, has rape in it, will have a thing or two that can't be

true. Hope you enjoy it, I know it will be a bit weird in the beginning.

WARNING: will have slash, rape, Mariah bashing, abuse, beatings, and who knows

what else. If you are faint from heart, read on own risk.

A/N2: this will have nothing do to with the series, only that it has the same

personages, with the same character.

A/N: with the new uploading system in FF-net, I may have a few problems uploading chapters, but I think that it will work, so it can sometimes take a while before updating.

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Chapter 1

Kai Hiwatari was a boy of fifteen year.

He was not like any other children. He had a harsh live so far.

As an example, he never had a family, never knew how it was. His mother died

with his birth, something about to much blood loss.

After that, his father sunk into a depression, and never came out of it again.

His father never cared for him, the only thing he did was giving Kai food, and

occasionally a clean diaper.

Kai was little, and always stayed with his death. He never learned to speak,

because a child learns that from his parents, and since his father never spoke

to him, he never learned it.

Always sitting quietly on his room, never meeting other people, so did he spend

the first four years of his live, until one day.

Today it was a day like any others, Kai was just awake, and went down the

stairs to get himself some breakfast.

He lived in a really nice house, well outside it looked nice, inside it was a

dump, because his father never bothered to clean or stuff like that.

Well Kai came down the stairs, and entered the living room. There he screamed.

His father was hanging from the ceiling, a rope round his neck.

His eyes where glassy and bulging, and the skin round the rope was already

turning blue. Kai tried to pull his father down.

But his father just swinged there. Kai didn't know what do to, but he thought

that maybe his daddy would come down later.

At four years of age, he didn't had a clue about what death was.

So for the next four weeks, he waited for his father to come down. He

occasionally went to eat something, but there wasn't a lot of food, and after

awhile it got rotten.

His father still hadn't got down, and he was starting to smell. Then somebody

knocked on the door.

Normally Daddy would open the door, and he would tell the person to leave. That

where the only times his father spoke.

Kai was getting really worried about daddy, he never was this quiet for such a

long time. In the meanwhile the person knocked again on the door.

Kai went to the door, watching once behind, him, to see if his father is going

to open, but when he sees that he doesn't move he opens the door.

The person who knocked on the door was standing outside, getting really

impatient.

The smell that was coming from inside that house wasn't tolerable anymore, he

would complain, and if the man that live here didn't do anything about it, he

would call the police.

The man wanted to knock again when the door opened.

He was surprised to who had opened.

In the entrance stood a little boy, who seemed to be dressed in a T-shirt that

had to belong to his father. He had dual coloured hair, and he looked skinny.

He was staring at the man (A/N: Paul, I like that name,) with big, red eyes.

"Hello kid, is your father home." Paul asked.

Kai blinked, because his father rarely spoke, he had an hard time to understand

the words, but eventually the words made themselves clear.

Kai nodded his head, and stepped out of the entrance of the door.

The man stepped inside, and went to the living room. He gasped at the sight.

The man had hanged himself.

So that's from where the smell came. He looked at the man, and concluded that

he was hanging there for a few weeks.

He looked at the kid, who had seated himself back into the little corner he was

sitting in, watching until his dad started to move again.

He didn't really like the game that daddy was playing with him.

Paul had made up his mind immediately, with big paces he walked to the kid, he

took him in his arms, and he left. Before he left, he saw a letter lying on a

desk.

The kid could never reach it, so he took it with him, it seemed important.

Kai had started to struggle, he wanted to stay with his dad, maybe he would

move after he was gone, and who knows what he would think of Kai?

But Paul had other ideas. He had taken Kai back to his house, and called the

police explaining the situation.

They had immediately, and they started to question Kai, but the boy didn't

answer, well sometimes he would shake his head, yes or no, but it was always a

little while after the question was asked.

Suddenly the man remembered the letter that he had taken with him, and he

showed it to the police.

They opened it and rode it.

To whoever that finds my body.

I would like you to ask to look after my son, Kai for me. If you think he is to

quiet, than I am sad to say that it's my fault. I never taught him how to talk.

You don't have to blame him. He probably doesn't understand that I am death.

His birthday is the same day, as the day that my wife died, the twenty eight of

December. I hope he will be okay, and that whatever that happens to him, brings

him in a better situation than here. I couldn't take it anymore, I lost my will

to live, and I slowly came to realise that because of that, I took away his

live.

I hope your live will be better Kai, otherwise I killed myself for nothing.

You deserve to live, and remember that I always love you

Your loving father

Shiryo Hiwatari.

After the police read this letter they had all the prove that this was suicide.

They asked for Paul to look after the kid for a bit, while they search for

relatives. Paul easily agreed with that, he and his wife loved kids, his wife

was pregnant, and was momentarily testing her mother instincts.

At first Kai barely spoke. Sarah, Paul's wife was very worried about Kai. She

had given him a bath, because he was very dirty, and she found a lot ofscrapes

and cuts.

She also could count the boys ribs, but Kai didn't seem to mind.

Even if he already was four years, he acted like a little baby. Always trying

to play with everything he could get his little hands on.

He stayed with Paul and Sarah for another four weeks, and there he got good

food, toys, some new clothes, and they even taught him how to speak.

So when the police came, Kai looked a lot better.

"Where is daddy?" he asked when he saw one of the policemen that had taken away

the corpse of his father.

The policeman looked at him, not knowing how to answer.

"Well, kiddo, your dad went to heaven.." He said in a soft voice. Kai blinked.

"When is he coming back?" Kai asked.

The policeman felt so much pity for the child.

"He isn't." the policeman said, and then he took the child to his car. Kai's

eyes where getting watery. His dad had left him.

Okay, he may not have been the nicest dad, but still he had loved Kai, but

now, he was alone. Slowly tears started to slid down Kai's cheeks.

The cop saw this.

"Hey, don't worry kid, we found that you have a grandfather somewhere. He is a

very wealthy man, so he will probably spoil you rotten." He said, trying to

light up the mood.

Kai looked at him, still the tears where still in his eyes, and they wouldn't

stop coming.

And slowly they rode to the mansion of Voltaire Hiwatari, one of worlds

wealthiest businessman. Some say his wealthy, while filthy rich came closer.

Voltaire thanked the cops for bringing him his beloved grandson. Kai thought

that his grandfather was a nice man.

He brought him inside, he invited the police to drink something, they talked a

bit about his daddy, about Kai, and about the weather.

But as soon as the cops where gone, the torture began. Voltaire's mask of good

will dropped away, and left behind a cruel man.

Voltaire Hiwatari never knew that he had a grandson, because his son ran away

when he was sixteen. But now he had one, he must have a perfect one.

He learned Kai different languages, and if he dare to pronounce a word wrong,

he got hit with a whip. He was starved, locked in small rooms, beaten, and

Voltaire used him as a lab rat.

Voltaire was a business man, not only legal, but also illegal business. He sold

new types of machines, drugs, and made sure they where tested on humans.

So Kai was often dosed with great amounts of drugs, to see what the effect

where, he also got hooked on a great deal of machines to see if they worked

correctly.

Now, on a day, when there was another machine to be tested, something went

horrible wrong. The machine was one to recall dreams.

But when Kai was hooked up on it, a lighting flash hit the electricity source

of the manor, and Kai got shocked.

Kai was in a coma for over a year, he was nine when he came out of it.

Voltaire was angry with Kai when he came back home, he beat the child more than

before, also the starvation and the lock downs in small spaces he did again.

Kai was so sick of it, but the worse had yet to come.

The machine had left a defestating effect on him. When he dreamed, it felt like

it was real, and it was.

If he dreamed that he was being beaten, than the bruises would show the next

day on his skin, when he dreamed he was drowning, than he would vomit water out

of his lungs.

Voltaire and his crew of scientist where amazed by this, and stayed with him

when he slept, trying to give him nightmares, because those thing where the

only thing that activated his gift, or if you please, his curse.

The police, the same men who had brought him there, had heard that Voltaire had

been doing illegal business, and where told that he has to be put before trial.

When they came there, Voltaire invited them for Tea, asking why the men came.

When they told him the reason, and took Voltaire with them, he protested,

saying that he was an honest business man.

The cop, who had tried to stop Kai from crying all this years ago, remembered

that Kai was there. He asked Voltaire where Kai was.

"Hm, Like I would tell you where that good for nothing, waste of air is."

Voltaire said. Both men looked taken aback by this answer.

So when they brought Voltaire away, they asked for back up, and together with

three other teams of police men, and women, they searched the house.

They found Kai in a small room, lying on the floor, his face, arms, and

probably more was full of bruises and cuts. The child was lying face down on

the damp floor.

The police took Kai with them, and immediately called social services. They

took Kai under their guard.

When Kai waked up, he was in a small run down orphanage. One of the poorest in

the whole continent.

Voltaire was accused of drugs business, human business, and child abuse. On all

three cases he was found guilt, and he went to jail for 50 years.

But even in jail, he could still make things happen, that's the reason why Kai

was in that run down house that barely couldn't be called a house, much less

fit for living.

So, Kai was send to dozens of foster families, each more abusive than the last.

They either starved him, beat him, tied him down so he couldn't do anything

wrong, or in one case rape him.

The rape case happened when he was twelve. He was in that house for a few days

already, when the wife decided to leave.

She left, and the men was angry, so each time he saw Kai, he beat him. But

after a while the touches of the man became different.

They didn't come in a pounding fashion anymore, but in a touching fashion. The

first time it happened Kai was taken by surprise.

The man had Kai pinned on the floor, Kai was wriggling. He was already full of

bruises, and was in a great deal of pain.

The man raised his fist, but instead of hitting Kai in the guts, he stoked

Kai's stomach. Kai's opened his eyes, and saw a weird sort of glint in his

eyes.

Kai tried to buck him of, but the man was to strong. The man's hand went lower

and lower, toward Kai's groin area.

When he touched Kai there, Kai jumped. The man chuckled.

Kai glared at him, but the man took no notice. He flipped Kai onto his stomach,

and the only thing Kai could do was to give a surprised yelp.

He could feel something hard pressing against his tight, and then he felt the

big, hairy hands of the man behind him come in front of him.

He was taking Kai's belt of, and then he lowered Kai's pants, and boxers to

Kai's knees. All with one hand. The other was still holding onto Kai's wrists.

Then Kai could hear the rustle of fabric behind him, and then with no warning,

or preparation whatsoever, the man trust into Kai.

Kai let free, a howl of pain, but still, the man pounded in him. When the man

was down, he left Kai lying in the hall.

Kai's entrance was ripped and bloodied. His tights where bruised, as where his

wrists. Kai was crying, sadly, the man would do it each night, for two weeks.

Then it would be found out, and Kai would go back to the orphanage.

Kai was sitting on the bed in the orphanage, thinking where they would send him

now. He was fourteen years, and he still had nightmares about the rape.

He had one last night, so his arse was a bit painful.

The boss of the orphanage had informed him that he would go today to 'Grangers

foster family.' It must be somewhere in the better parts in town.

He knew that two guys and a girl would come and get him.

He wondered how they would hurt him. He hoped that none of them would like to

rape teenage boys.

Kai never had a foster family in the better part of town, but he just thought

that it would be the same as in the worse part of town.

Little did he know how wrong he was.

TBC

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