Princess Viv: Well, I got inspiration from my friend's Britney Spears CDs... So... don't hate me for just doing Britney songs. Please read it for the content, not the songs. I just liked the words. Every chapter has a different song. Only the last chapter contains a different song (Evanescence – My Immortal).

Aqua: I don't like the ending...

Princess Viv: Well, keep quiet about it. I don't want anyone to know yet.

Aqua: Okay...

Full summary: An AU (alternative universe) fic about Mudshipping. Set in our generation, and told by Mia's diary and third person narration. Mia is a girl just moved to Isaac and the others' school. She is rich, pretty and has everything. Isaac, on the other hand, is with the gang of bad guys, tough and rough. Mia wants to be with Isaac, and he wants to be with her, but will Isaac realise how important Mia is to him compared to his bad reputation in time?

Disclaimer: I don't own Golden Sun.

Princess Viv: Each chapter is named after the song in the chapter. And all the characters are sixteen years old.


Golden Sun: Songs of a Diary

Chapter 1: Dear Dairy

Sixteen-year-old Mia (forget about surnames) sat in her new room, writing her diary that she wrote in every week. She was wearing her new school uniform, and had a Britney Spears CD in her CD player. She hummed softly to the tune.

Dear Diary,

Today, I moved to my new school. I made new friends. And also...saw this cute guy. He had blonde hair that looked golden...large, lavender eyes...tall...

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
And I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away

Flashback...

Mia sat with her new friend, Sheba, who introduced her to her friends, Ivan, Garet and Piers in the dining hall, chatting.

"So Mia, tell me more about you." Piers asked the newcomer. He seemed interested.

"Well, my dad is the successful boss of Vale Enterprises. My mum is a doctor." Mia smiled, though her eyes contained a haunted look. "I moved here...last week."

Suddenly, the doors opened and a group of eight people walked in. Mia turned to see what all the commotion about, when she saw him.

Dear diary
I can't get him off my mind
And it scares me
'Cause I've never felt this way

He had golden hair and lavender eyes; a muscular build and tall. Mia's heart skipped a beat.

"Sheba, who are they?" Mia asked her quietly.

"They're The Devils." Sheba replied darkly.

Mia scanned them again. The golden haired boy was leading the group, two girls on either side of him. One had long, auburn hair and maroon eyes, whilst the other had short, red hair and red eyes. Behind them was a long, brown haired guy that looked a lot like the girl with maroon eyes, and beside him was a fiery orange haired guy with red eyes. Following them were three more people. On the far end was a tall, blonde haired woman with red eyes; in the middle was a blue haired boy with red eyes and lastly there was a guy with Mia's aquamarine hair and matching eyes.

"Who's the guy at the front with gold – erm - blonde hair?" Mia asked again.

"He's Isaac." Garet answered, shifting uncomfortably. "Used to be my best friend, but..."

"He's the head of that gang." Ivan stated as Garet stared at his lunch.

No one in this world
Knows me better than you do
So diary I'll confide in you

"Why though, why...?" Mia trailed off, her eyes now fixed on Isaac.

"He decided to join The Devils last year." Piers remarked. "Along with Jenna and Felix."

"They are?" Mia asked.

"Jenna is the girl on Isaac's right; she has auburn hair, you see her? And Felix is the guy behind Isaac, next to Agatio with the orange hair. Felix and Jenna are brother and sister. Felix is in the year above." Ivan pointed.

"The girl on Isaac's other side is Karst. Her sister is Menardi, who is the blonde haired woman at the back. Next to Menardi is Saturos, her boyfriend, and the blue guy is Alex. All of them, except Karst, are also in the year above." Garet carried on.

"Mia." Sheba frowned as she watched her new friend stare at Isaac. "Don't fall for him. He will be the death of you." She whispered.

Mia jumped. "Sheba, I won't, I mean---"

"Don't lie to me Mia." Sheba smiled sadly. "But please, heed my warning."

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me

Mia turned back to look at Isaac, who was searching the room. His eyes landed on her. Mia looked away.

Isaac began to walk towards their table, followed by his gang. "So." Isaac drawled as he placed a hand on the table. "You're the new girl."

Mia didn't answer him. She decided to follow Sheba's advice.

"Speak, bitch!" Isaac slammed the table.

Mia still remained silent. She finally realised how horrible he could be.

"Fine. You made me do this." Isaac lifted his hand. Sheba gasped. He swung it towards Mia's cheek, but it was suddenly stopped by another hand. Mia's.

And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe

"Ah. I see you're not so wimpy after all." Isaac smirked. "Well, I could use a new toy..."

Mia stood up and slapped him right on his cheek, sending him falling towards Felix and Agatio. Sheba, Ivan, Garet and Piers stared.

"So." Isaac regained his posture. "Tough, I like that." Isaac bent his face towards her. "How would you like to be part of my...group?"

Mia stared right into his lavender eyes defiantly, but her heart was on fire. "Never." She spat.

"Fine then." Isaac leered. "But you will be at my knees when you change your mind." He leaned in some more and brushed his lips gently against hers.

Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him

away
Diary, tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say

No one had seen it, since Mia's long hair was in the way, but as Isaac stepped back, smirking, Mia was pretty shocked. Her heart was beating like crazy. She remained silent.

"I can't believe you're hanging around these losers." Isaac's eyes settled on Garet.

"Hey." Garet stood up. "At least I'm not a bloody traitor!"

Isaac stepped forward in a challenging way before Piers and Ivan grabbed Garet and pulled him down.

"Garet, he isn't worth it." Ivan said through gritted teeth, his eyes on fire and glaring at Isaac.

"Aw. Are you chicken, Garet?" Jenna leaned down and looked him in the eye.

Garet looked at her with hate and...a little compassion. "Bitch."

Dear diary
One touch of his hand
Now I can't wait to see that boy again

"Let's go." Isaac signalled with his finger, and the group left.

Mia breathed a sigh of relief.

"Are you okay Mia?" Sheba asked. "You were great back there."

Mia smiled, but inside, she felt terrible for slapping Isaac, and her emotions were on fire from his kiss.

End of flashback...

I can't believe he did that. I know he's...one of them, but I can't help feeling...this...I heeded Sheba's warning...but how do I stop my feelings in my heart?

Anyway, I've got to go and have a shower now...

Mia

Mia closed her diary, and leaned back on her chair. She sighed, and placed a finger on her lips, remembering Isaac.

He smiled
And I thought my heart could fly
Diary, do you
think that we'll be more than friends?
I've got a feeling we'll be so much more

"What have I got myself into?" Mia spoke out aloud.


Princess: Okay...that was the beginning...and I don't like it. I know it will get better...please review.

Chapter 2: Toxic