Chapter 6. The secret.

Harry woke up alone in his bed. Remus had left him without a word. He mused on their night together. He felt comfortable with Remus. He hadn't pushed Harry into doing anything more than kissing and caressing. He wondered for awhile what Sirius would think if he walked in on them.

That is actually kind of weird. Sirius has never been around while Remus was making his moves. It's probably coincidental.

Today he actually looked forward to see Remus. That's why he in a hurry dressed and almost flew down the stairs. But he wasn't in the kitchen. There was only Sirius. Before Harry even asked the question Sirius answered it for him. "Remus is not here... he's on some order business and wont be back for maybe 2 or 3 weeks. But don't you worry. I'm sure you and I will have fun too." They heard a tapping on the window. It was Hedwig. He looked at Sirius. "Do go up and read your letters, you can have breakfast when you come down." Sirius said smiling.

Back in his room Harry read Ron's letter first.

Hi Harry.

My summer is great. But mum and Hermione have become like best friends you know. It's like mum is checking if she would make a good wife for me. You know how she can be. Both Bill and Charlie have been here. Mum almost freaked out when she saw Bill's new beard. I think it's brilliant.

Yes I think it's a great idea. Maybe we could meet the week before school? Mum wanted you to come and live here with us. She almost threw a fit when I told her you were living with Sirius. But she calmed down when I informed her that Remus lives there too. See you soon Harry. Ron.

Hi Harry.

So you like living with Sirius. I guess it's better than staying with the Dursley's. I think it's a brilliant idea. Ron and I were thinking that the week before school starts would be great. That way we can buy everything we need for school.

Love Hermione.

He scribbled down a short answer to the both of them.

Yes. The week before school will be great! I can't wait to see you.

Love Harry.

He gave the letters to Hedwig and sent her off. After watching her fly away he returned downstairs to continue his breakfast.

A week later Harry woke up in the middle of the night. Someone was in his room. He reached for his wand. "Lumos". A big black dog was sitting in the rocking chair. The dog turned back into Harry's godfather. "I'm sorry if I scared you Harry..." Sirius came and sat down in Harry's bed. "Sitting here with you is just like sitting next to your father. You remind me so much of how he was when we were in your age."

He woke me up in the middle of the night to talk about the past?!

"Harry...would you be angry with me if I..."

"If you did what?"

"This..." Sirius pulled Harry into his lap and kissed him. Caught in the moment Harry kissed him back. He was so into it he didn't notice that someone entered the room. Remus had obviously come home earlier.

"Now what are you two doing?"

Harry flinched away from Sirius but Remus continued. "Enjoying yourselves without me?"

NO WAY.

Sirius made a gesture to Remus to come and join them. "I guess it's alright that you join us. What do you think Harry?"

Harry couldn't speak. He was dumbstruck. Remus realized what was going on and said to Harry. "This must be very confusing for you and I'm not going to treat you like a child. To tell you the truth Sirius and I are a couple. We have always been. We love each-other a-lot but we love you too. We wanted to help you discover another kind of love."

Sirius made little sounds of agreement. "To be loved and to love is very important. And you will always be able to come to us when you need to. And you will always be welcome to um...share our bed."

Remus shook his head. "Oh Sirius...."

"What I'm just telling him the truth!"

Harry couldn't resist it. He laughed it loud. This whole situation was so weird. He had been worried how Sirius would feel. But he was ok with this.

"Harry if you think this is far too weird then just say the word and we will leave."

Remus and Sirius were looking anticipating at him. He considered what he was going to say. "Well I don't mind 'sharing your bed' as you put it Sirius. But maybe we could keep this our secret?" The men looked surprised but soon they were both smiling at him. Sirius pulled Harry and Remus closer to himself. "Of course we can keep this our secret Harry."

"I must agree with you Sirius. Now that we're all being honest. Remus is a very good kisser."

Sirius made a sad face. "And I'm not?"

"I can't judge from the one when we got interrupted."

"What do you suggest then?"

"That we'll just have to continue where we left off..."

Long after both Remus and Sirius had fallen asleep Harry was still awake. He was thinking about a-lot of things. He wondered if he was going to tell Ron and Hermione. But that can wait for awhile until he has figured out what he actually want to tell them. There's no hurry. And maybe those looks Seamus give him sometimes are more than just friendly? He had never thought about that before. This was by far his weirdest summer ever. But indeed a one to remember.

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