Hey guys I'm jamesnlily4ever n this is my very first fanfic ever so plz review and tell me what you think. Don't worry the chapters will get a lot better as I go on so plz plz plz review now lets get this bus moving!!!!.............................Wait whoa hands on my bum that better not be you Andrew oooook. Anyway...
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Beta Reader: Angel Spirit
Chapter One The Beginning
16 year old Lily Evans sat hugging her knees, her hand to her face. Fingers trembling uncontrollably as she brushed them across the stinging gash left on her cheek. She began to sob uncontrollably as she drew her hand away and saw her own blood stained across her fingers, trickling down her wrist.
The door slammed shut outside and she knew that he had left. But for how long, she didn't know.
She laid her head back down on the pillow and lied there crying and clutching her face. Lily turned her head and lowered her face onto the pillow so that nobody could hear her desperate sobs.
Well she thought at least she'd be back to her true home Hogwarts tomorrow and it would all be over well at least until Christmas anyway.
Lily's father had started becoming abusive once her mother had died, when death eaters had attacked her in an alleyway and had tortured her into insanity using the Cruciatus Curse.
After 2 years in St. Mungo's her father had to pull the plug because the family didn't have enough money for the hospital bills. Ever since then her father blamed Lily, saying that if he didn't have to pay for her school, then they could have kept her mother on life support. And he never once missed a chance to yell at or hit her.
It killed Lily inside.
But she knew everything would be great tomorrow. She would be with her two best friends in the world.
And everything would be better.
Lily had gotten so used to her father yelling and hitting her that she became numb to it all and within a month of school, her friends would help her forget about all of her troubles with chocolate frogs fizzing whizbees and butterbeers.
With that she turned over onto her stomach and drifted off into a fitful sleep.
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"Pardon me! Excuse me, sorry..." panted Lily as she got off the bus she had taken to Kings Cross-station every year. (He was too disgusted with her to even see her off).
She heaved her trunk off the steps leading down to the pavement. And made her way to platform 9 ¾.
"Oh my god Lily!" exclaimed Jenny Thompson as she threw her arms around Lily in embrace.
Lily hugged her back with all the strength she had and stared to cry.
"Oh Lily...don't cry! It's fine! Everything's' all right! Everything's fine! You're here now and he's not! Besides... you've got me now"
"Hey what am I? Filch?" exclaimed Nikki Scott as she ran over to her two best friends and hugged them both.
"Lily we're both here for you," said Jenny soothingly.
"Yeah whenever you need us!" chimed in Nikki.
Hearing this instantly made Lily feel better and she turned around to her two friends,
"Hey we're in sixth year this is going to be the best year ever! And Jenny you might even get to go out with your love REMUS," said Lily laughing hysterically.
"WHAT!!! I don't know what you're talking about! I don't like Remus..." said Jenny.
"Suuuuuure..." chimed Lily and Nikki.
"The whole school knows that you're both crazy about each other," exclaimed Nikki.
"We are not!" stated Jenny, "and even if we were, we're nothing compared to Lily and James!"
"What!" Lily screamed causing several people to look around the station for the commotion.
"Me and James do not, I repeat do NOT, like each other. I hate him! He is arrogant, self-centered, annoying, and always playing pranks on the first years when he should have been studying for his OWLS!"
"Ok fine..." said Jenny and Nikki.
"Maybe you don't have 'FEELINGS' for him, but he is bloody well in love with you! He practically curses every guy who even looks in your remote direction." Jenny said convincingly.
"Don't I know it?" said Lily.
James had asked her out a grand total of 87 times and she could only imagine how many times he'd ask her this year.
"Well all I'm saying..." said Nikki as she seated herself and her luggage in their compartment, "Is that maybe you should just give him a chance, just try it out see how thing work. Besides, you study too much." She said in a matter-of-fact tone.
"Yeah," said Jenny nodding, "you really need a good snog..."
"Jenny!" cried Nikki "I had no idea you were that scandalous, but... she has a point you know things could really work with you two, you know..." she finished popping a chocolate frog into her mouth.
"I am not going out with James Potter and that's final" said Lily throwing her bag over top and settling herself down with her favorite book (Hogwarts, a History).
"Fine, fine let's talk about something else; has anybody seen how sexy Amos has gotten?"
"NIKKI!" Lily and Jenny chorused
"Well... he does have nice abs" said Nikki,
"And nice eyes," agreed Jenny. They both turned to Lily.
"Well I suppose he does have a nice butt..."
"Aww... Lily now I'm hurt. I thought that my butt was the only one you looked at!" came the voice of James Potter as he as he walked into their compartment.
"And I thought my abs were the only ones you admired," said Sirius as he strode in and sat beside Nikki.
"Yeah....Right, you wish" said Nikki just as Remus walked in and sat himself across from Jenny their eyes met and a slight blush crept to their cheeks.
"So how're things ladies?" said James as he edged closer to Lily and she edged farther away, closer to the window.
"Nothing much..." said Nikki stretching and taking out a magazine filled with the latest fashions for dress robes as Sirius tried repeatedly to put his hand on her thigh without getting swatted.
"How was your summer Lily?" Asked James as he edged even closer (Lily tried to edge farther away but found that she was right up against the window) James chuckled and tried to put his arm around her but she shrugged it off.
"It was fine I spent most of it with Sarah until I went back to my... fathers'' Lily said the last word in a hushed voice as if scared to mention him.
"Well that sounds lovely doesn't it Remus?" asked James
"Quite," added Remus turning around to Sirius "absolutely spiffing!"
"Shut up" Lily said trying and failing to stifle a laugh.
As much as she hated to admit it, being with the Marauders was beginning to make her feel better than she had felt in weeks.
Realizing this Lily suddenly got up from her seat and mumbled, "I need to go change the trains' gonna be there soon...
"Ok what was that?" said Lily as she made her way to an empty compartment. You can not be thinking like this. James Potter is not supposed to be making you feel better than you ever have.
He's supposed to be annoying and immature. Not charming and hot. Wait what? I do NOT think that he's hot!!!
Oh yes you do...
No I don't!
Suuuuure ...
Wait why am I arguing with myself for?
Because you know I'm right
Oh no you're not!
Oh yes I am and you know you think he's hot
NO I DON'T!!!!!
Fine whatever helps you sleep at night.
Frustrated Lily shut the door and threw herself onto the seat staring out the window trying to clear her thoughts of James Potter.
"Why is it that whenever I enter a room she can't stay in it for more than 15 minutes?" asked James to himself running his hand through his hair as he walked back to another compartment and shut the door wanting to be alone with his thoughts.
They were meant to be together, ''Why couldn't she see that?''
He would make her see it this year see how much he loved and cared for her he would make her realize that they were meant to be together even if it took him all year he would make Lily Evans be his. He threw himself onto a seat and stared out the window trying to clear his thoughts of Lily Evans.
They were really more alike then they were different...
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