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Starfire was staring at him. She wouldn't leave his side, and I knew why. She doesn't want me to see him… she doesn't want me to be the one he wakes up to. Cyborg walked up to her.

"Come on Star, you have to let him go, Raven has to tend to him at some point." Cyborg said. Starfire shot me a look of venom. 'Mine' She mouthed. 'He's mine.'

The alarm went off. Of course… I have to leave with them… Right when I could see him, touch him…

"Raven, stay here and watch Robin." Cyborg commanded.

"Of course." I said.

"Good. Beast Boy, come on! Let's go!"

"But I'm sooooo hungry!"

"Then we'll go out for pizza after we get rid of the robber!"

"But friend Robin will-" Starfire's whiny protest came.

"He'll be fine! Are you sure you're ok with it Raven?"

"I'm fine." I replied. Good… that gives me longer with him. I walked over to Robin. I stroked his face. "Robin… oh Robin. I've missed you. It doesn't matter though, Starfire has you, I know. You love her back… I'm just in the team member. I love you though Robin… love, I'm not allowed to love."

"Raven?" Your voice was groaning.

Oh, no… he didn't hear me did he?

"Robin?" Had he felt me touching his face… had he heard me?

"Yeah… Did you really mean that?"

Say it Raven! Tell him! I looked down. "Yes." I said quietly. "But it doesn't matter, you have Starfire…"

"I don't want Starfire. She is much to shallow and doesn't understand me. She doesn't know what I go through."

I do! I know what it's like to be alone, I know hatred… "I always thought…"

"She thinks so too." He was sitting up and leaning closer to me. Or was I leaning towards him? "But I don't like her, she is my teammate and nothing more. There is someone who is something more to me." He kissed me. Robin… I returned his kiss, but I pulled back, I couldn't… Starfire would be so depressed, she couldn't take it.

"Robin…"

"What?" He said, softly. He was touching my face now.

"You need food." My serious side was back.

"Yes… I suppose you're right."

He stood up and we began to walk towards the kitchen. I used my powers to make tea while he pondered over what to have. He settled for a salad. "Salad Robin? You?"

"Yes."

I smiled. "What would Starfire say?"

"No friend Robin, here let us eat what Beast Boy makes!" He mocked her. It was cruel, but I laughed. Nothing exploded, I feel happiness but nothing happens! It's wonderful to feel that… Robin sat down across from me. He was just about to open his mouth, but Cyborg called over the communicator.

"Hey Rae, how's Robin?" Cyborg asked.

"Fine. Everything is quiet here for once."

"So you're enjoying our absence."

"Yes."

"Good, because we were thinking about going dancing, you don't want to come do you?"

"No."

"Ok… suit yourself. Later Rae. We might be back late, just to let you know, Starfire seems OK with Beast Boy now."

"Okay."

Cyborg hung up. "You will be stuck with me for longer now." Robin grinned devilishly.

"You know I have to watch it."

"We'll see." He raised his eyebrows. I laughed again.

I sipped my tea while he finished his salad. Robin…I could tell you anything. I would… I should… My emotions are in a box for now… I feel, but barely. Human feelings. But I only have these for a while, I need my emotions for my powers. I wish I could tell you, would you understand? Would you understand I have to cut myself for this priveledge? Would you understand I enjoy it too?