Song used: 'HELLO' - EVANESCENCE
Playground school bell rings again
rain clouds come to play again
She opened her eyes slowly and immediately shut them again; the light streaming through the window was blinding her. Groan. Yuffie pushed against the cold tile floor and sat up, she realized she was sitting in a puddle of blood. What the heck? She had bruises all over and cuts and gashes on her wrists, but none of the wounds were hurting. Am I on drugs?
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
She continued looking around the room, her bathroom. The lights were off, the door shut and locked. Beside her was an opened bottle of pills (half empty), and a razor. A razor?
Hello
Yuffie stood up, her entire body felt weightless. She looked down at her feet, and then screamed. At least she thought she screamed, her voice seemed to be…gone though. She was standing over a motionless body. A girl—herself! She dropped herself back down and turned the body over onto it's back. Her eyes widened, she was staring at herself…asleep? Is this a freaky NIGHTMARE I can't get out of?
If I smile and don't believe
soon I know I'll wake from this dream
She examined the body—she had slit wrists. She began to cry…for herself. Maybe I…I cut myself too deep this time. Memories of the night before flooded her mind.
"Yuffie, just get out of here. You've done enough."
"…But—"
"Just GO! Ok, you've messed everything up. I ask you to do ONE SIMPLE thing—TO STAY HOME AND OUT OF TROUBLE, and you couldn't do it."
"I didn't mean for it to happen. I was…"
"NOT LISTENING TO US. I hope you're happy you little piece of shit!" her mother broke out into tears.
"Mom…"
"Your mother said LEAVE—"
Her mother interrupted, "It's your fault Yuffie. Your brother is DEAD. If it weren't for you, he'd still be here! I REGRET EVER HAVING YOU, you worthless little—little WHORE!" …That hurts.
Yuffie was the troublemaker of the family. She was grounded that weekend and was told to stay home and NOT ALLOWED to see her 'friends' ever again. That didn't stop her though; she snuck out of the house and went to a party at some guy's house. Her brother Leon left the house to go find her around 2am, a block away from the house party he found her being pressed up against the wall by blonde haired guy. She was drunk out of her mind and he was ALL OVER HER. Trying to save her, he got himself shot three times in the chest.
Don't try to fix me I'm not broken
hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
She crawled backwards until she was up against the wall and began shaking. She put her hands over her ears and started bawling. Her parents weren't even there, but she could hear them screaming at her. It's my fault. It's my fault. It's ALWAYS my fault.
Don't cry
The bathroom door was kicked down; she stared up at the people startled. Her mother, standing behind the policemen, gasped and ran over to the girl lying on the ground before her. Can they not see me? Her mother picked up the girl and began speaking to her. The words escaping her mother's mouth could not be heard. She actually looked…sad. Does she ACTUALLY care that I'm…Hurt? Her mother sobbed and refused to let go of the body, the policemen had to pry her away to make room for the paramedics. The first paramedic checked her pulse and then looked up at her parents shaking his head. Yuffie sat and watched it all happen. Without knowing it, she began to cry herself.
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday
I deserve it though..
A/N: ok…I'm depressed today. And I felt like WRITING—but I stink at writing NON-HAPPY fics. whatever, I wrote. Don't flame me—please.