A poem of Yamanami, and how he left and how he died. Sorta flip floppy on the death hehe, but still good right?

Desertion: A poem by Chelsey Kirkland

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Looking,

looking at her,

makes me feel loved.

Makes me feel wanted.

But no,

not by them.

Not by the one's,

who were my friends.

Ive been with them,

for a long time,

only to get used,

as a pawn.

A pawn is nothing more,

than someone's play thing.

That is what I am.

Atleast,

Hijikata thinks so.

Desertion,

that is what I did,

that was my own desicion.

To leave,

I knew the consequeses,

but didnt think twice.

Yamazaki could,

could have took me back,

but he didnt.

He knew how much,

I wanted to leave.

Akesato...

I love thee,

but I wont be able,

to see your lovely,

face anymore.

For Im about to,

die,

Die at the hands,

of one of my closest,

friends.

A friend,

who has been there,

for me,

and for the Shinsengumi,

far longer than,

anyone else.

Hijikata...

I will miss you,

one clean cut,

that's all,

That is all I need.

Do it,

do it now!

Soji,

thank you,

for I have betrayed,

all that I loved,

and all that was in me,

the Shinsengumi.

Soji's last sweap,

was a sweap of gratitude,

for it,

brought me to heaven,

where I rest in peace.

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