Want Me

By: RoxyBunny

(I do not own any of the InuYasha characters, nor will I ever… sadly…)

Summary:

Rin, a growing woman, has mixed feelings towards her guardian, Sesshomaru. Will she keep it a secret for him, or show her true feelings? Only time can tell…

Chapter Three: Take Me

Our carriage stopped slowly, we were there; we were at InuYasha's stay…

I glanced outside the carriage and saw the small castle looking place InuYasha and Kagome called home. Sesshomaru had constructed it for his younger brother, some five years ago when I was only thirteen. InuYasha was always obsessing with Sesshomaru's castle and decided that he would live with us there for a few months. Being a stubborn person Sesshomaru was he immediately kicked InuYasha out on his hanyou ass, but kindly built him his own smaller version of his castle a few miles from the priestess Kaede's village.

Sesshomaru stepped outside the carriage and held his hand out for me to grab onto. I stepped gracefully outside the carriage to a scene of many people just watching us. We made our way up the steps to the front. InuYasha and Kagome were there standing. I had always been envious of Kagome; she really was a pretty girl.

"Brother!" exclaimed an excited InuYasha as he took Sesshomaru into a friendly 'man-hug'. Ever since they had found the Shikon no Tama about ten years ago and decided to use it to restore peace to all the lands Sesshomaru and InuYasha seemed to open up to each other a little bit. Not saying that Sesshomaru had his entire trust in InuYasha, but it was getting there.

"Sesshomaru," Kagome bowed her head a little without taking her eyes off of Sesshomaru. It was then that I noticed she was a little bigger around the belly. How long had she been with child, I wondered.

I glanced at Sesshomaru quickly to catch his reply to Kagome. "Kagome…" was all I heard because I was staring at Sesshomaru, studying the way he looked at Kagome. Man, could I ever get jealous! Why did I have to love him so?

"Hello Rin…" my attention was snapped back to the face of Kagome. She had greeted me and I just dumbly stood there.

"My lady…" I bowed in respect to Lady Kagome.

"Please Rin, enough with the formalities, I've told you before you're the sister I've never had, I would much rather you call me by my name and no title. Besides, you're just as much a lady as I am myself, you are in Sesshomaru's charge no less," what did Kagome mean by that? Was it like she was calling me the child of Sesshomaru? I didn't like that one bit… "Rin, won't you join me in the gardens? I have much to talk to you about! I'm afraid we have so much catching up to do since it's been a few years since I've really seen you last!"

I looked at Sesshomaru; he was still talking to his brother. That boy, InuYasha, could really look stupid when he didn't mean to… Sesshomaru looked up all of the sudden and caught my gaze for about five seconds. I stood there froze, my eyes upon his, when Kagome yanked me along with her to the gardens.

Kagome and I stepped out into the garden area in the courtyard of the castle. She led me over to a wooden bench in front of a pond of water with many white and gold Koi fish swimming about in it. We sat on the bench and I stared down into the pond wishing I wasn't here with Kagome alone, she intimidated me…

"Rin, it's been so long… How have you been sweetheart? I've missed seeing you grow up! How much you have changed!" I could feel Kagome's eyes burning my face; she was staring intently at me I could tell…

"Everything has been wonderful," was all I could really reply. I looked into her face; she had the sincerest look of kindness and warmth radiating from her. "My Lord has been very kind to me, he takes such good care of me…"

"I can see that Rin, you look very much happy when you are around Sesshomaru. I am glad you have a positive influence in your life. It must be hard growing up with only a male figure to follow. From what I've heard and seen he doesn't have many women in his court either, it's somewhat surprising to see how graceful you have become. A true beauty I must add…"

"Thank you…" what else was I supposed to say to Kagome, future mother of the ruler of the Western lands. Really, that was all I could think about… Kagome and InuYasha's pup was going to be the next ruler of the kingdom. Sesshomaru didn't seem to want to take a mate at all. Sometimes I began to wonder if the damn demon was homosexual, why wouldn't he have his way with me last night?

A few minutes passed without the passing of words to one another…

Kagome looked at me once more, "So, we should be getting back to your room then, you'll want to unpack. From what I heard from InuYasha we should be expecting you here about a month or so, won't that be nice?" The woman really did try hard to make sure I was comfortable in her home.

Kagome now led me into my sleeping chamber. It was of a beautiful silver color. The drapes on the open window gave a little blow with the breeze. The sheets on the bed were made of pure silver silk, the kind in Sesshomaru's castle was much nicer I thought. The canopy above the bed was even silver. I loved the color silver; it was the same as my Lord's mane. Kagome left me to enjoy my surroundings and called a woman, one of the house maids, to help me with anything I needed.

The house maid drew a bath for me to soak in before the supper that night. I was laying in the hot water with my eyes closed. All I could think about was my Lord, and how much I wanted him to be here with me. I found myself starting to get aroused at the thought of Sesshomaru joining me. I began to lightly rub my left breast with my right hand; my nipple was already hardened. My hand made its way back and forth between my breasts. My left hand made its way down my stomach to the area between my legs. I began to rub the small spot lightly to bring pleasure to myself. I bit the corner of my lip to make sure I didn't let a moan out as I began to pleasure myself more. I fought the urge to come when…

"So is this what you do when you think about me?" came a very familiar voice.

I splashed in a furry and grabbed a towel to cover myself with. I looked up after I thought myself a little more presentable, at least presentable enough you could be standing naked only covered in a piece of cloth.

"Kohaku…" I sighed. I knew Kohaku since I was five. He was ten then. I met him through Kagome considering he was the brother of her best friend, Sango. The two women always tried to set me up with Kohaku, I thought I liked him before, but I wasn't sure, I was confused.

"Rin, where's my hug?" I blushed, here I was standing almost naked and the man wanted a hug from me? He grabbed a hold of me and held me close to his chest. I never noticed how buff Kohaku became; he was really tall too. I guess I hadn't seen him for about three years as well. I hadn't seen everyone in about three years; Kagome, InuYasha, Sango, Kohaku, and Shippo.

"So…uh…" was all I could say I stared up weirdly into Kohaku's deliciously brown eyes, he really did turn out well. His bangs of his hair just brushed his cheek barely covering one of his eyes. I brushed away his hair and continued my gaze at him. It may seem weird to others that I was just caught pleasuring myself in front of a man, but it wasn't really weird at all. Kohaku and I always talked about sex when we were a little younger, I was just curious and he always seemed to me more experienced… Of course he would have more experience though, he was after all fiver years my senior.

"How have you been?" Kohaku asked me, still holding me close to his chest, only now his hands were resting upon my waist.

"I've been good…" was all I could reply. Kohaku really was a stunning man now, he was almost twenty-three years of age, considering I was almost eighteen.

"Rin… I've missed you… You've grown into a beautiful woman. You have no idea how much I've missed our late night talks…"

"As I have too Kohaku… But don't worry, we can talk more now that I'm going to be here for a month, are you going to be staying long or are you and Sango just stopping through?"

"Funny you should ask that, I am going to be the head of the Western army now, well… behind InuYasha and Sesshomaru of course, but yeah…"

"That's amazing Kohaku, I'm happy for you…"

There was an akward silence as Kohaku just stared at me. His eyes lowered and his gaze lingered on my lips. He wet his lower lip and held me a little tighter to his body.

"Kohaku," I whispered, I could tell what he wanted.

"Rin…" he replied in a low soft voice. He leaned his head down and his lips touched mine. I didn't know what to do. This was only the second time I had been kissed by a man, so I just went along with it. Kohaku lifted me up into his arms and carried my body bridal style to the bed. He placed me down gently on the bed and rested his body atop mine holding is upper body up by his elbows so he didn't crush me. Kohaku undid the tie of the towel to expose my body in all its glory. He began a trail of kisses down my neck and continued down to my now bare breast. He began to suck on my right nipple. It felt insanely good, I never knew something like that could feel that amazing. I ran my fingers through his hair atop his head. Before I knew what was happening Kohaku too was naked, he was laying atop me naked. "Rin, make love to me" he whispered in my ear as his hardened member waited for entry at mylower region. "Please…" he pleaded.

"I… I don't want to…" I whispered back, what else was I supposed to say. I didn't love him, or at least I didn't think I did. I knew I had feeling for Kohaku, they definitely weren't as strong as the ones I had for Sesshomaru. I heard a disappointing sigh come on Kohaku's breath. "Not right now, please…" I added, hoping that Kohaku didn't just forget me after this incident.

Kohaku lifted his body off mine and I quickly covered myself. He redressed himself and left the room saying "See you at supper" while avoiding my gaze. I seemed to do that to men lately, make them avoid my stares.

I quickly dressed myself and met up with everyone else at supper. There I sat next to Kagome, and Sesshomaru sat in front of me. I didn't speak much to Kohaku; he was busy talking about some war things with InuYasha. Sesshomaru was looking at me I could tell. I quietly lifted my gaze from my plate and he was still there, staring at me. The way he looked at me began to arouse me. I wanted him right there, but would he have me? Everyone was done with supper and they went their separate ways to rest for the night. Sesshomaru and I were in bedrooms right across from one another.

I undressed myself in my room and put on some sleeping garment and settled myself into the silky sheets until they enveloped my body. I was almost asleep when I heard the door to my room creak open.

I heard a body approach my bed. It slipped between the covers and grabbed a hold of my body. I twisted around to see who the intruder was when I found myself face to face with Kohaku. He immediately kissed me and continued to hold me until we both fell asleep between the silky sheets.

My dreams were not of Kohaku though. I dreamt that Sesshomaru was with me then, in my bed. I dreamt the same dream over, the one that showed Sesshomaru as my mate. But I didn't know if that would ever happen. I just continued to dream lazily on through the night, only thinking of my lord…

A/N: Whoa... totally sorry, so yeah... Update over half a year later. I could come up with a lame excuse like I went into a coma or something, but I won't bother. I was just lazy... and I thought I was in love haha! What a joke, I got blinded by something that wasn't true and spent to much time on that when I could be entertaining others! Oh well, I'm sorry and you can accept that or not... I don't care...

Special Thanks:

We B Freaks - Haha, I too have a little addiction to Sesshomaru and Rin stories. I hope you like this chapter, I know it kind of sucks but you know... whatever haha! Tell me what you think!

Karite - So sorry for the major delay, I hope you're still reading! Tell me what you think of this chapter, it is a little longer...

Apherion - Hehe, I was just kidding about the flame thing... I can joke too you know... Haha! Sorry for the delay, sheesh:(

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jase9 - I gave more... haha, but it's like over half a year later... So sorry, I hope you like this chapter...

Angels Heart 1622 - Yeah, Sesshomaru will hopefully figure something out in this next chapter. Sorry, but Kagome and InuYasha may come in and out of the story for a little bit these next few chapters.

sphinx - Yeah, explanation and all in the chapter, I didn't even get to read everyone's comments until after the chapter was writen so it was kind of ironic that you mentioned something about his castle hehe. But yeah, I personally see Sesshomaru as someone that tries to hide his feelings, like someone that doesn't want to show his true self, and I try to show that through my story...

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