Hi everyone! Tis me with a new fic, and this time it's a three-part angst about Max!
Kai : Why not concentrate on your other fics...?
Me : They're going nowhere fast...besides, I thought I'd get more reviews this way...
Kai : Your hopeless...
Me : I know! Well, here it is...and if ya can be bothered, please review! It makes my day...go on, it'll only take a few seconds...
Kai : You sound so desperate...sighs…it's pathetic...
Me : ...to the fic...
No one can see my tears
Chapter 1: I cry, but no tears fall...
I smile. Again and again. What is there to be happy about?
So, we won the Asian Tournament...no real thanks to me.
I screwed up...but it wasn't the first time.
I smile, a big goofy grin that makes me look so immature.
If only it was that simple...
If only life was that simple...
Sometimes I wonder why my jaw doesn't ache.
Really, I smile that much.
And still they don't notice.
I mean, come on, no one can be that happy all the time.
People look at me and say; "There's Max Mizuhara, the happy-go-lucky one!"
What a load of shit.
But my mask fools everyone.
Well…I'm beginning to think that Kai is starting to suss me out…
Try as hard as you like, Hiwatari. You'll never understand me.
Not even I understand myself.
It's weird, but I feel like I should know who I am…but I don't…
I hide all my troubles behind my smile.
I force myself to laugh at Tyson's 'hilarious' jokes.
Dumb bastard. That's Granger all over.
Not that I have anything against him…he's alright…
But he doesn't know when to quit.
"Max…you okay?" Finally, Rei, another member of our high and mighty beyblade team, the Bladebreakers, comes to pester me.
"Sure!" I flash another one of those false smiles at the neko-jin. And guess what…
He smiles back at me…
"Good. I was worried for a minute there. I thought something was bothering you…"
Well done. I mentally clap him. I never thought Rei would be slow on the uptake. And yet all it took for me to get rid of him was a smile.
A fucking pitiful smile.
Of-course, I am a master of smiling now, seen as though I've done it so often.
But I've had enough of smiling.
More than enough…
"I need the bathroom. I'll meet up with you and the guys later." I tell Rei, before heading off alone. He nods at me and walks in the other direction.
It makes me sick…
No…it's worse than that…
It makes me cry…
…but no one can see my tears…
TBC
Yayness…I celebrate alone in the completion of chapter 1! I decided to add to the ever-growing Max angsts out there. All of them rock! I love reading them.
Kai : What do you mean by 'celebrating alone'?
Me : Well I might as well be. You were ignoring me!
Kai : Only 'cos there wasn't much about me in that chapter. I was mentioned once…
Me : It's a Max angst…but don't worry…you will be in it more before the fic is over!
Kai : I dread to think…
Me : Don't ya just love me! Scary look in the eyes
Kai : No, not really…backs away from a crazy looking Minako…Err, to all readers out there, please review…I fear for Minako's sanity…
Me : Heh heh heh heh heh heh…
BYEZIES!
Minako Angel out xxx
A:N/ Darn, I forgot the stupid disclaimer. Anyway, 'case ya didn't know, I don't own Beyblade…wait a minute…I don't own Beyblade…Noooooooooooooooooooooooooo!