:sniff: sad story. None of this is mine. This story is currently unbeta-ed, so any mistakes are my fault. SLASH and SUICIDE warning. Don't like it, piss off. I'm not making you read. Also, all characters are JK's. NOT MINE! I am making no money off this and trying not to break any laws. If I do, let me know and I'll take this down and apologise. If not, then jay! (joy+yayjay) this follows on from OotP.
To see your face…"Sirius…"
Remus Lupin was standing at the top of the stairs to the room Sirius
died in. He gave a sad smile and began crossing the empty room
towards the archway.
"I miss you. Every day without you has
been hell over and over. I remember happier times, when we were the
marauders, having adventures every day. When you, James, Peter and I
would go down to the shrieking shack for my transformation. Every
day was fun, even the full moon. And then…" He paused, tears in
his eyes. "The first time we kissed. I remember that we were just
studying at breakfast, another normal day for the marauders, and you
just leaned over and kissed me. I had no idea I was even in love
with you then. But I realised, in that moment, that you were all I
really needed in life. And the first time we… you know. Haha, I'm
still too embarrassed to talk about it. You were never too
embarrassed, were you? Afterwards you just went up to James and
Peter and you were all whooping and hi-fiveing. And I remember how
happy we were when James finally asked Lily out. That was sort of a
starting point for serious relationships for us. And when Peter and
Arnold Bulstrode were going out in fifth year. That was another
thing that really inspired you to get a move on and ask me out,
wasn't it?" Remus smiled sadly and ran his hand up and down the
archway, as though he could just pull Sirius out of it.
"Then
there was that day you proposed. It was just a few days after you
got out of Azkaban, remember? You were going to get cleared, and
then we would be married, and have children. That was always the
plan. We would never be apart, would we? And now this. It's
almost pathetic. How could you just die like that? Just by falling
over? I know you did it for me, for Harry. But can't you see that
neither of us are happy without you? Can't you tell that we never
will be? I'd give anything, anything. To see your face one
more time. To kiss you one more time. To tell you I love you and
keep you safe and happy forever. But I can't. I've heard that
beyond that veil you are reunited with your loved ones. Bet you and
James are having a ball. Harry misses you, more than he ever hissed
them, because he knew you. You were the family he never really had.
All his life he's been tortured by those Dursleys, and he puts up
with it because they're family. I'm not even a blood relative
and I'm more of a family for him then they are. It's sad that
you never got to rescue him, so we could all live happily ever after
together." Remus fingered the veil's material.
"You
always had to be the difficult one, didn't you? Liked peas one day
and hated them the next. Never the same, you always kept us
guessing. Well you're not anymore. You're dead. Always will
be. No fun in that." Remus had a twisted smile as he stepped up
to the archway and braced himself.
"And now I will be too." He walked through.
"REMUS!" Sirius screamed, flying up to him on fluffy angel wings. Remus blinked and noticed that he was wearing a white robe and had wings too. This must be heaven. Sirius flew up to him at top speed and hugged him hard. "What on heaven are you doing here? You're not due for years! It's nowhere near you're time! Go live your life."
"I
wasn't really living without you."
"Poor thing… come
here." Sirius held the smaller man tight. "It's okay…
you're here now and we're together. That's what counts. James
and Lily are off having a snog." Remus giggled ant how short
Sirius had been, and yet so emotional. Just like always.
"I was dying without you. It was one thing to lose James and Lily, but losing you as well… I couldn't take it anymore." Remus sniffled, then realised he was crying into Sirius's robe.
"It wasn't Heaven without you…"
AWWWWWW :dries eyes: so beautiful! Poor Siri, being alone in Heaven! Poor Remmie, killing himself! They're together now, forever. I just hope Harry doesn't get any funny ideas concerning that veil.
James: He'd better not…