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He knew he loved her.

Well you're just across the street

Looks a mile to my feet

I want to go to you

Funny how I'm nervous still

I've always been the easy kill

I guess I always will

Steven Hyde was thinking about her again. And when he said her, he didn't mean his wife.

Could it be that everything goes round by chance?

Or only one way that it was always meant to be?

You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say

Hey hey, hey hey

I know what I should do but I just can't walk away

He had a life now. His record store. Sam. But no matter what, when he saw her his heart lurched.
Or what was left of it.

I can picture your face well

From the bar in my hotel

I wish I'd go to you

I pick up, put down the phone

Like your favorite Heatmiser song goes

It's just like being alone

He sighed heartily. Jackie Burkhart was the only girl he had ...those feelings for. She made him stronger, she made him feel like, for once, that someone truly loved him. But he couldn't just leave the life he had.

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain

I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means

You kill me

You've got some nerve But can't face your mistakes

Hey hey, hey hey

I know what I should do but I just can't turn away

Somehow, while he was leaving Chicago in fury, a tiny voice in his mind told him that nothing was happening. That she still loved him, and missed him dearly. But his old self pushed this thought away. If she really loved him, why was Kelso with her?

So go on, love

Leave while there's still hope for escape

Gotta take what you can these days

There's so much ahead And so much regret

I know what you want to say

I know it but can't help feeling differently

I loved you and I should have said it

But tell me, just what has it ever meant?

He had only told her that he loved her once. When he cheated. That was for Kelso too. But even now, after pretending that he never had feelings for her, he was happy that she didn't say yes when Kelso proposed. Somehow, even though he had married someone else, it wasn't ok for her to move on. He wondered what I love you could possibly mean after all they had been through. She refused to forgive him the first time he told her, so why would she forgive him for all the things he had done now?

I can't help it baby, this is who I am

Sorry but I can't just go turn off how I feel

You kill me

You build me up but just to watch me break

He loved her so much. Still. Jackie should know that he didn't love Sam. He never would. Not because they didn't click, but because she wasn't Jackie. But he could never leave Sam. It was unfair to her. He closed his eyes and shook his head, wishing that he had never brought Sam into the picture.

Hey hey, hey hey

I know what I should do but I just can't walk away

Just then, Jackie walked into the basement. He turned to look at her, and couldn't look away. She had to be so damn beautiful. He saw the emptiness in her eyes, the sadness behind them. He didn't realize that without his sunglasses, she could see straight through him. He missed her. And he needed her. He slowly wiped his eyes, just in case a tear had escaped, and got up. He knew what he had to do. He had to walk away from the life he had, from Sam. Because it wasn't the life he wanted. He wanted Jackie, and only Jackie. He didnt care what else happened.