Obi-Wan's choice

Chapter 1: Pregnant

Another author's note: If you have a problem with guy on guy relationships or a male being pregnant then I suggest that you don't read this story. This is fair warning, so remember, I don't want to hear about how much you hate gay guys or the fact a male could get pregnant .This is Star Wars and if I recall correctly, different human sub-species can develop how ever they want. Thanks.

Yet another author's note: This is my first one of these, but I always loved the idea of Obi-Wan being…well, you will get the idea. I only own the story(what they do), the characters belong to Lucas(I am your owner…..NO!…its not true…. it's impossible…..damn it's true. )

A young man sat on his bed, deep in thought. Covered with sweat, he was panicking. For the past few days he had felt sick, and so like a good Jedi, he had gotten looked at by a medical droid. The news had scared him to his core. He wasn't sick, he was pregnant. The discarded positive pregnancy test that lay on his floor had confirmed his worst fears. Force-shutting the door, he began to argue with himself. Only recently had the small voice inside his head become loud enough to hear without straining, but now it wouldn't shut up. He figured that his conscience must have evolved , because never before had it told him what to do or argued with him. As it was doing now.

Look what you've gotten yourself into this time Obi-Wan! That's what spur-of-the-moment, reckless, unprotected…

"I get the idea."

How could you be so stupid as to let this happen? They will never let you keep it. Sooner or later they will figure out whose spawn it is, you must think about your future. You and Qui-Gon will be expelled from the temple and the child will be taken. A child sired by two Jedi is too dangerous to let live. They only allow a few Jedi to have children on the condition that their partner isn't force strong.

"I won't let them take away my baby."

You won't have a choice, Obi-wan.

"There is always a choice."

Think of the danger. Its parentage will be reason enough to kill it, let alone the fact Qui-Gon has plenty of enemies who would gladly kill his son and padawan learner, just for revenge.

"What do you suggest? I leave my love, to save our child?"

I suggest you kill the blasted thing before this gets complicated.

"Never!"

Then you are more of an idiot then I thought you were. When this gets out, a disgraced Qui-Gon will have to go into hiding. You can hold yourself personally responsible for his death and possible torture. It all depends on whether the Jedi council sends a professional bounty hunter or a second rate one. Either way, Qui-Gon dies, and you will most likely be mind-wiped after the child is killed. Probably to believe nothing ever happened. That's after being expelled from the Jedi Order, of course.

"The council would understand. They believe in justice, and would never harm an innocent. I don't believe you."

Oh, really? Remember the saying, 'a Jedi must not know love'? Seems to me that you have broken that one. Or, how about, 'fear leads to the dark side? As a parent, you would fear for the safety of your child. If you don't kill it, then leaving is your only option.

"But I can't leave here. This is my home; my destiny is to become a Jedi knight. Everything I have worked for would be ruined, wasted…all these years training."

If you refuse to kill the unborn child then you must leave. If not for the safety of your child, think about that lover of yours, he will never be safe until you leave.

"Why, oh why, did things have to come out this way? Why must I turn my back on my whole life's work, my friends, and him…my everything… Yes, that's why I have to go, for the safety of my master, my friend, my brother and my lover. I must disappear forever, if he is to be safe. Qui-Gon must be safe. I owe him everything. I couldn't forgive myself if anything happened to him."

You know you could stay. It wasn't like you had a choice about this. He made the first move. Just speak-up, they won't blame you. Maybe all they will do is send the child to an outer rim planet. They would have to arrest Qui-Gon for actions against a minor, but at least you would be safe.

"I can't do that to him. I love him. They would rescind his knighthood, and he would have to leave in disgrace."

You can still get rid of it. Think of your future. How could you throw away your knighthood like this? Get smart, Obi-Wan!

"I can't kill it, it's a part of me and him. The result of our love.

Yeah, you always were the romantic type. That was probably why your master was able to convince you to get your pants off so quickly. He probably just wanted a quickie in the space ship before dinner. Besides, how could you hide it from him? your mind is weak? You would tell him everything, if I wasn't here to stop you. He would suspect something.

"I could say I was on a mission and leave. Come back after the child is grown enough to be taken care of, and resume my training. It could work. I just can't let him find out about…this."

Yes, you know that if he knew about that little brat inside you, he would search everywhere for you. Despite your best efforts, he would jeopardize your safety, and his. Humans are so emotional.

"I don't think I can leave him. I need him. We belong together. Why can't our love be embraced and understood?"

Don't fool yourself, Obi-Wan. Instead, use the fear, use the hate for the people who are making you lose your love. They are powerful emotions. You could fight back with them. Embrace them.

"I don't think I c-c-can."

Then run, Obi-Wan. Like the scared little boy that you are. Hide on the loneliest outer rim planets possible. Never return. However, this type of plan takes time to set into motion. We must begin before you start to show the pregnancy. We will continue this later, but for now don't let him suspect anything is wrong.

"But how do I…?

Really, Obi-Wan, must I tell you everything? Just wait. Time will tell us the right course to take.

As the echoing voice faded out of his mind, obi wan realised he was standing in the middle of his room.

"Obi-Wan! Padawan? Are you in there?" shouted Qui-Gon as he knocked loudly on the door.

"Coming master!" said Obi-Wan. Scrambling to hide the pregnancy test, he tried to compose his thoughts and shield his mind.

Opening the door he smiled at the older man. "Hello there master. Er….is it time for training already?"

"Of a sort," he said, as he dimmed the lights with the Force. Desire burned in his eyes, as he looked over Obi-Wan's well-toned muscles under the traditional padawan's tunic. He moved closer to the teenager and gently stoked his face. Finding a bit of fuzz growing on his chin. "You are growing up so fast, my Obi. Soon you shall grow tired of me and seek a younger partner." Qui-Gon chuckled.

"Never," breathed Obi-Wan, as their lips met in a passionate kiss. Teeth and tongues collided in a battle of lust, while hands roamed freely. Feverishly desperate to feel and touch every part of each other, clothes were discarded in a massy pile on the floor. Before each other in all their naked magnificence's, the next few minutes were a frenzied affair of passionate love making. Panting afterwards, Obi-Wan curled up next to Qui-Gon on the bed and took comfort in the steady rise and fall of his master's chest.

"I love you, Obi-Wan," whispered Qui-Gon.

"I love you too, master" murmured Obi-Wan.

"Is it done, master?" asked a sinister red and black tattooed man in the shadows of a dark chamber.

"Yes, maul, my young apprentice. Young Kenobi has fallen into the trap. I couldn't convince him to kill the child, but instead, I believe I have done something more useful. Soon he will turn to the dark side and with him will come the child that will bring balance to the force and restore power to the Sith."

"You honestly think he has conceived the Chosen One, master?"

"A child conceived by two powerful Jedi has great potential. And even if it is not the chosen one, I will strike a blow to that arrogant master Jin. I have foreseen that he insults me greatly in the future."

"Shall I take the crystal sphere back to its case, master?"

"Yes. In due time, you will learn how to use its incredible powers of mind control, but until then, only I am to use it. Now go."

As his apprentice left the room, the Sith lord laughed to himself. 'You won't know what hit you, young Kenobi."

Did you like it? This is my second fanfiction ever so I am still wondering why I am writing such a hard one but, when you get inspired you just have to write it. Please tell me what you think, but don't flame me because of the gay thing. As I already explained, if you don't like that sort of thing, then you shouldn't have read it. Please review.