Title: Another Scar
Rating: T
Summary:
Jude has become Speed's scar. Spude
Disclaimer:
I don't own IS or anything in connection. And I don't own the song Scar or lyrics to the song by Fefe Dobson, all credit goes to her.
Author:
Freeing Alys
Author's Note:
This is only intended to be about 5 chapters long. 5 reviews for every chapter or no update!

Another Scar
Chapter One

I trash talk you. You trash talk me.

"I hate you." Jude spat out and automatically regretted it. It wasn't true, it never was. If anything Speed was her best friend, and she loved him deeply for that. But he had a way of crawling under her skin and staying there. But they were in another petty fight, and she could never help what she said to him. The words just slip out and there never is a way to erase them.

"Well, you're not to great of a musician are you?" Speed shot back and Jude felt her heart sink, but she deserved it. She pushed him over the edge, she always did.

"Why did you say that?" she asked ignoring the fact that she knew the answer. Jude crossed her arms over her chest and stared at Speed. He looked distroyed and hurt and she knew she did it to him, but sometimes she couldn't help it.

Speed shifted the weight on his feet and stared deeply at Jude and she could feel herself going closer to the edge. Speed made her feel wonderful and horrible at the same time, and she couldn't understand it. She could feel his eyes searing into her and taking in her folded arms, and glared eyes. "Because I don't love you anymore." He stated lightly and that's when Jude felt her heart break in half, for the fourth time in the last year. She always did this to him, and part of her hated herself for it.

I hit you way to low. Gone too far. I'm just another scar.

"Fine." She said and turned away from Speed hardly being able to believe what she heard. She didn't expect him to say that. She thought maybe her question would help end the fight, but it didn't. It broke the fight, he won. She walked out of the sorry excuse for a loft and into the warm May air. Taking in a breath Jude made her way to Gmajor's studio. She needed to be somewhere safe.

And when you told me you don't love me anymore…You took me down.

Jude opened the main door and walked into the building. Quickly making her way to the studio space she was given she shut the door behind her. Leaning against the wooden door Jude closed her eyes tightly and tried not to think about the fight with Speed that she just had. Falling against the door Jude reached the floor and pulled her knees to her chest. Laying her head on her knees Jude cried. She cried harder then she had ever before and she wished she could take back time.

You punch me out. You took me down.