Warning: First FanFic I've everuploaded for anyone (omg) and it contains YAOI. In this chapter, yes. Nuu like, nuu read.
Disclaimer: I do not ownthe awesome characters of FF7/FF:AC, neither the world they live in. It all belongs to the awesome Square Enix, sadly.
Believe Me
Chapter One
The bike stood parked near the river. The sound of the flooding water soothing to the blonde haired man's messed thoughts, making him relax more as he sat there in pure silence, with his eyes closed. There, by that calm water, it was easier to think back at previous happenings. The three silver haired brothers, the orphans, the fights. It was all just a big mess. And as it all just tangled up, Cloud couldn't refuse from just sitting down here by himself, hoping the calm sound of the water would give him an answer, or at least a hint, to what this all was about, or what was happening.
Letting out a deep sight Cloud opened his eyes slowly. Yes, he was calmer now, more relaxed. But answers did still not occur. Cloud let out another deep sight as he buried his head in his hands, closing his eyes again, tightly. But he soon opened them again as he was sure he'd heard something in the bushes.
Picking up his sword he rose up and spun around to see what it was.
Another sound. Cloud readied his sword for an attack. It didn't surprise him to see that it was one of those silver haired brothers coming running towards him. What did surprise him was that the boy was alone. And not only that, but it was, or was it really, tears running down his cheeks?
"Nii-san!" Kadaj yelped, ignoring that big sword pointed towards him, just running past it and right at Cloud, hugging him tightly while crying.
"What the…?" Cloud didn't know what to say, just stared down at the crying boy who hugged him for minutes before he reacted, quickly pushing the boy away, causing Kadaj to trip and fall to the ground, "Get the hell off of me!" Cloud yelled angrily, glaring at the youth.
Letting out a small sob Kadaj tried to stop himself from crying more, looking up at Cloud with tear filled eyes.
"But, Nii-san, I-" Kadaj began speaking, Cloud quickly interrupting.
"What the hell is wrong with you" Cloud snarled, keeping his glare at Kadaj. Kadaj looked at him with a sad face, not sure what to say.
"What are you doing here?" Cloud once again spoke, gripping his sword tightly.
Kadaj took in a shaky breath, looking back at Cloud, "I…" he began, but before saying more he rose up quickly and gripped Cloud in an even tighter hug, causing them both to fall to the ground. Kadaj on top of Cloud.
"I'm not the one doing it" Kadaj began talking, Cloud opening his mouth to speak but got stopped as Kadaj continued, "I'm not. Or… she… she force me to"
Cloud raised an eyebrow.
"She?" He asked, a glare still at the boy, but Cloud didn't care to push the boy away this time. After all, the youth didn't seem to have brought his sword.
"She… Je… Jenova" Kadaj sobbed out. The word causing Cloud to sit up quickly, but this time Kadaj was ready for it and brought out his hands to lay them around Clouds neck.
"So now you call her by name, huh? Aren't you the one claiming her to be your 'mother'?" Cloud stated sarcastically.
"No!" Tears began to appear in Kadaj's eyes again, "she… she force me to call her that"
Once again he was crying, Cloud didn't know what to do as Kadaj tightened the hug and buried his face in Cloud's chest. And there they sat; only sound heard was Kadaj's sobbing.
It took at least five minutes before they moved, Cloud getting surprised at his own moves as he found himself suddenly placing a hand on Kadaj's head, stroking the silky hair smoothly as if trying to calm down the boy.
Kadaj also reacted at the touch, pushing himself a bit away from Cloud, looking at Cloud with teary eyes full of curiousity.
"Nii-san..?" He asked with a shaky voice.
"I won't say I believe you" Cloud said quickly, seeing another tear fall down Kadaj's cheek, "but…" He took a deep breath, "those tears… can't be fake"
A quiet sob came from Kadaj once again as he tried to hold back more tears, once again hugging Cloud close. Cloud letting out another sight, closing his eyes in some seconds before he grabbed Kadaj around the waist to lift him up, managing to sit up properly that way.
He looked into Kadaj's eyes as if looking for any lies before he grabbed Kadaj by the shoulders.
"What are you doing here anyway?"
Kadaj didn't answer, he seemed to think of an answer, but nothing came out of his mouth as he looked back at Cloud.
"…forget it" Cloud mumbled, lazily holding Kadaj a bit closer as to comfort him.
And while sitting there, holding around Kadaj, Cloud couldn't help but feeling sorry for the boy. If what he said was true, that is. But something inside Cloud told him it was true, because it wouldn't have been a surprise if it was. And at that he cursed Jenova for the bitch she was.
It felt like they'd been sitting there for hours. At least for Cloud it felt like that. He didn't know about Kadaj, but seeing as the boy had fallen asleep in Cloud's arms after crying a whole lot, he most likely didn't recognize the time passing.
It surprised Cloud how the kid had fallen so deeply asleep in the arms of a guy who were supposed to be his enemy. And how Kadaj didn't even wake up when Cloud's phone rang, causing Cloud to not be able to take it, even though it didn't really matter since he almost never answered the phone anyway.
And by sitting there watching the boy sleep, he'd slowly started to realize how adorable Kadaj actually was, as long as he didn't have that evil look on his face. And no matter how many times Cloud had tried to push that thought away, in the end he couldn't help giving in to it, admitting Kadaj was cute, rival or not.
It wasn't before it started to get dark that Cloud decided it was better to wake the boy up. Shaking Kadaj firmly a couple of times until Kadaj made a low noice and his eyes began to open. Sitting up Kadaj looked around before he noticed Cloud, eyes widening in some seconds before he remembered earlier happenings.
"Nii-san.." he mumbled, voice still sleepy.
"Feeling better now?" Cloud looked at him curiously, finding himself actually worrying a little.
Kadaj placed a hand on his chest.
"I… think so…" he said slowly, looking into Clouds eyes.
Cloud smiled slightly, nodding to Kadaj as to show that he were glad to hear Kadaj was better. And they sat there for some seconds just looking at each other, Kadaj tilting his head a little. Causing Cloud to chuckle at how innocent Kadaj looked right now. And suddenly he found himself leaning closer to the silver haired boy, closer, until their noses almost touched.
Kadaj let out a small, childish giggle at it. Playfully leaning closer so their noses did touch, then he giggled once again. Cloud giggled back, smiling at Kadaj's childish actions, and suddenly they found each other with lips pressed against each other.
Cloud didn't think any of them knew exactly what happened or what was going on in their minds. But it felt right. Right then, it felt just right. And it felt good, even though it took a while before Kadaj clumsily tried to return the kiss.
Cloud pushed back a little, looking at Kadaj.
"…your first kiss?" He asked lowly, Kadaj nodded slightly. "ah… sorry" Cloud said, suddenly unsure if Kadaj felt the same as him. But the answer came quickly as Kadaj shook his head frantically before placing a clumsy kiss back at Clouds lips.
They sat there for a long while, each kiss going further, Cloud leading as it was Kadaj's first time. Cloud's tongue getting allowance into Kadaj's mouth as their kiss turned into a deep, passionate one. Arms encircling each other as Cloud pushed them down so he could lie on top of Kadaj. Kadaj easily accepting as Cloud lied down between his legs.
"Nii-san, I…" Kadaj was shushed by a kiss before he got to continue the sentence. Cloud taking hold of the sipper to Kadajs leather coat, looking into Kadaj's eyes for allowance. The answer came quickly as Kadaj placed another kiss at Cloud's mouth. Sipper going down slowly.
Seconds later they both laid naked on the ground, kissing each other passionately. Cloud slowly beginning to kiss down Kadaj's neck and shoulders, causing Kadaj to gasp in pleasure he didn't know about. Cloud's hands stroking a bare chest, feeling the ribs he mumbled lowly,
"You're too thin"
Kadaj only groaned as answer, not caring to say anything about it. Cloud kissed him once again as he stroked up and down those too clear ribs on Kadaj's chest, causing Kadaj to arch his back slightly.
Kadaj gasping loudly and Cloud groaning as their erections met, Cloud deciding to keep that feeling as he leaned further down on Kadaj, moving slightly back and forth to cause more pleasure to them both.
A little while longer and Cloud moved his hand further down, kissing Kadaj's chest as he placed his hand right above Kadaj's groin, slowly moving it lower.
And once again a loud gasp came from Kadaj as long fingers encircled his penis, staying still for a while before Cloud began pumping it slowly. Too slowly, but Kadaj didn't care as his mind was already lost in the pleasure already there.
But Cloud didn't keep his hand there for long, smirking slightly as he leaned back, looking into Kadaj's catlike eyes. Kadaj let out a whimper as the hand was removed, but didn't complain further as the fingers where placed over his mouth, Cloud whispering silently.
"Lick them"
Kadaj didn't know why, but he didn't care, seeing Cloud smirking towards him he stuck out his tongue and began licking the fingers before him eagerly. Cloud finding himself getting even more aroused as he watched the boy.
When Cloud decided the fingers had gotten enough saliva on them he moved the hand back down, past Kadaj's leaking erection, Kadaj giving him a curious look while wondering what Cloud was gonna do. Answer soon given as a slick finger poked him at his entrance. Cloud giving him a light kiss before pushing in.
"Ah…"
A moan escaping Kadaj's mouth. It felt good. Weird, but good. And he soon found himself pushing against that finger, quickly feeling another finger enter him. He laid there panting in pleasure for a moment as the fingers began scissoring inside him, and then he felt a third finger joining in.
Kadaj arched his back. He could feel slight pain, but still he could also feel the pleasure behind it, and that pleasure increased as those fingers hit something inside him, something amazing that made him moan loudly, pushing against those fingers once again.
But again the hand was removed, Kadaj about to whimper, but forgot about it as something else pressed against his entrance. Something much bigger.
"I'm sorry I don't have any lotion right now" Cloud whispered into his ear, Kadaj gripping tightly around Clouds shoulders as he felt Cloud's cock pushing slowly into him. Cloud groaning at the tight, warm heat he felt, but forced himself to go slowly for Kadaj's sake.
As he had gotten his full length into Kadaj, Cloud stopped up for some moments, kissing Kadaj's forehead, cheeks, and lips repeatingly, waiting for Kadaj to relax more and adjust to the length. Kadaj's eyes closed tightly for a little longer before he opened them slowly, smiling slightly before kissing Cloud back.
Cloud took that as a sign that he was ready, moving slowly out before pushing back in. Another whimper escaped Kadaj as a little of the pain returned, but it was soon forgotten as Clouds slow thrusts gave him jolts of pleasure, and soon he desired for more. Moving against Clouds thrusts to return them, and soon after they began moving faster, harder, and even faster, as the silence of the forest where interrupted by Kadaj's moaning and Cloud's groaning. Kisses rapidly being placed on each others lips before that was forgotten too. A hand once again placed on Kadaj's erection as it got pumped once, maybe twice, and then Kadaj was lost in pleasure as warm liquid splattered over both Cloud and Kadaj's stomach. Cloud thrusting a few more times before he also came.
Cloud forced himself to not collapse on top of Kadaj, both panting loudly. Another kiss was shared as their breaths began to calm down, Cloud smiling slightly as he spoke.
"You're cute" Cloud said sheepishly, Kadaj giggling at the random comment, giving Cloud another kiss before Cloud rolled over beside Kadaj.
And they lied down side by side, Cloud finally realising how tired he actually was as he fell asleep. A deep sleep. Never noticing the soft kiss on his cheek and the silent whisper of 'goodbye' before Kadaj left him alone in the night.
-End of Chapter-
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