Last chapter. Thank you for all your patience and reviews.

a bit smutty, if you will...


"Hmmm,very good. Has the standard airbags for both driver and front passenger." Sara reads the features and specifications booklet from the glove department, "Let me read what kind. Hmmm... Get this! It has side curtain airbags for the back seats!"

Catherine looks at the front compartment, "funny how car features get you all worked up." She sits back and stretches into the morning sun, "It's like explaining math to me. Boring."

Sara turns around and faces her seriously, "I'm looking at the safety features. It's important that there are airbags even for the passengers in the back."

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way." Catherine tries apologizing.

"Catherine..." Sara raises an eyebrow at her.

"Okay, it's boring. It's like I get all tingly when I see blood splatter, because I know which angle it was done. But to you..."

"To me they made a bloody mess." Sara sighs, "Okay, just let me have my moment with this. It's like discovering things."

"Go ahead, honey. Have your fun." Catherine kisses the brunette lightly on the cheek. Sara smiles and touches her cheek with the back of her hand.

Sara get out and goes to the back to the vehicle and open the hatch.

"Honey, look!" Sara says excitedly, "It has great cargo space. I bet it also has the sixty forty reclining. Let me see..." Sara reclines the back seats, "excellent! It folds flat and also has a forward capacity!"

Catherine creases her brow in concentration as she stands next to Sara. She finally gives up and crosses her arms across her chest. "You're looking at the back and I'm trying to see what you're seeing. But sorry, Sara, all I see are the back seats being folded."

"Look again at what the seats can do." Sara demonsrates again. She slowly brings the seat down making the back flat. "See now? Look at all the space here."

"Ahhh," Catherine fianlly says raising an eyebrow. "And why are you emphasizing this feature?"

Sara faces her putting both hands on her lover's waist while slowly backing her up, "you wanted space. We got space. Do you want to see how roomy it is?"

"I can see by the gleam in you baby brown eyes that we're not talking about this vehicle's feature."

"Oh, we still are. We're still going to test it. And you know how I love to test things first." Sara pats the floor of the open hatch. Catherine sits at the side.

With a smile, Catherine rubs her chin while pointing to the open hatch, "And how do you propose we test to see if there is enough room in there?"

Sara leans towards her and whispers, "there are alot of ways but only one idea is sticking out in my head."

The older CSI reaches out and locks her fingers around the brunette's neck, "so are you thinking the same idea that I'm thinking then?"

"Like you've said, 'great minds think alike." Sara leans forward and kisses Catherine's neck.

"Or we're both just plain horny." Catherine responds with a moan.

Sara smirks, "and that one, too."

Catherine leans on her elbows as Sara slowly unbuttons her blouse.

Sara sees the lust in her eyes, the parted lips, the shallow and ragged breathing. The flushed skin, the rising of her chest, trying to control her breathing slowly.

"Sara..." Catherine moans as the brunette cups her breast, massaging them slowly. With one hand Sara reaches around her back unhooking her bra.

Sara pushes Catherine upward into the wide space in the back. She straddles her. Without taking her eyes of her lover, Sara takes off her shirt. Catherine in return removes her own blouse and brassier tossing it in the front seat. This earned a smirk from the brunette.

She comes down onto the strawberry blond. Lips locking furiously, both trying to take control of the kiss. Eventually Catherine opens her mouth giving Sara entrance. Tongues dancing with each other, Catherine's hand cups the brunette's breast thumbing both nipples, making Sara moan between kisses.

Breaking for much needed air, Sara pushes herself up with her hair falling gently on Catherine. With this movement, Catherine slides downward, raising her head capturing one of the brunette's breast in her mouth.

She moans as Catherine sucks on her now throbbing, hard nipple. She bites on it making the brunette gasp, "Catherine...oh, yes, baby..."

With one hand, Sara grips Catherine's hair catching her attention. She slides up at the brunette capturing again her lips.

Sara now fully on top of her slowly slides her hand down into ther lover's pants caressing her very wet core.

Catherine wraps her legs on Sara's waist, arching herself into her.

She begs, "Sara baby, take me now. Please take me now."

Sara unhooks her lover's legs, unbuttons her pants and slides them off. She slowly crawls kissing her creamy legs as she goes up. Catherine reaches upward for anything to hold onto. Finally she shifts and holds onto the bottom part of the driver's seat.

Sara feels her spread her legs wider as she nears her core. She breathes onto her panties sending shivers upward to Catherine who moans her name pleadingly, "Sara, I can't hold..."

With that, Sara hooks her finger on her lacy underwear pulling her panties down. Takes her tongue into her throbbing clit. Catherine lets out a guttural moan, "oh, Sara...yes..." She locks one hand on the brunette's hair steadying her. The other hand gripping the side of the seat. Catherine arches into her lover's mouth matching the sucking and lapping of Sara's tongue.

Knowing that Catherine will come any minute, she slides three fingers into her making Catherine quiver with pleasure. She bucks herself into Sara mouth. Sara in return increases her thrusting while continuing to play with her clit with her tongue.

In seconds, Catherine vice grips her hair with both hands now as her body arches and shudders in release screaming her lover's name "Oh, god. Sara...YES!!"

Sara slows her thrusting, looks up at her lover.She slowly crawls up to her, watching and feeling Catherine's body slowly relaxing. She kisses her letting Catherine taste herself on her lips. "God, you're beautiful." Sara whispers.

"And you're wonderful." Catherine smiles as she strokes her cheeks.

A mischevious smile crosses Sara's face. She kneels infront of the older CSI. Catherine creases her brow in wonder. Then it hits her.

"Sara, oh, noo..."

But Sara starts to pick up the pace of her thrusting, making Catherine breathe through her mouth while arching her hips again forward. "oh, god, Sara...oh, god, Sara...!"Moaned the older CSI. Sara watches Catherine as her eyes become a darker shade of blue.Catherine reaches downward pressing Sara's hand inward, making her fingers go deeper in her. Sara bends down capturing her breast in her mouth, sucking on her nipple.

Catherine reaches for Sara pants, slides her zipper down with one hand and slips her finger into Sara's, rubbing her clit with two fingers. Sara moans at the gesture. She curls her finger into Catherine feeling the muscles tighten around her. Catherine opens her mouth, sucks in air as her body again feels the pleasure of Sara's actions.

Catherine again arches her back, and with a sudden convulsive movement she releases her second orgasm in seconds, moaning Sara's name loudly, "SARA! oh, yes!"

Sara slowly pulls out from her and kisses her, whispering, "I love you, Catherine Willows."

"I love you, babe."

Sara lies next to her, Catherine reaches out hugging her, "god, Sara, you're a wild one."

She smiles, "drive slow then accelerate."

"Oh, okay then." She shifts her weight and is now fully ontop of the brunette.

Catherine purrs, "let's see how you do in drive..." She pulls the brunette's pants down. Revealing a black Victoria Secret's boyshorts. Catherine smiles.

Sara grins mischeviously, "and I thought you don't do car talk."

"Oh, I'm catching up pretty quick. I think it's all sexy talk. I may get into cars, you know." She follows the outline of Sara's underwear with her finger, giving the brunette goose bumps. "I sure like the hood of this car. Sleek and sexy, definitely a turn on." She caresses Sara's long well toned legs, the younger CSI's breathing quickens with every touch.

"Catherine..." Sara starts to loose control.

"Slow then accelerate, babe?" Catherine knew she was coming fast. She slowly pulls her lover's boyshorts down. Sara arches forward, waiting.

"Cath..." Sara begs.

Catherine spreads her legs apart and kneels infront of her, capturing the wet throbbing core into her mouth, sucking and lapping gently. She reaches for Sara's legs and brings both of them up resting on her shoulders. Sara runs her hands through the strawberry blond's hair, making sure she doesn't come up just yet. She arches her back as Catherine hits the right spot with her tongues making her buck forward. "Catherine... that feels soooo good, baby. Oh, yes...yes...", she moaned. Catherine slowly inserts three fingers into her making the brunette gasp. Sara in return vice grips Catherine's hair as she feels the thrusting deepen.

Tongue lapping, fingers deep thrusting within her. The feeling of love, lust, excitement and pleasure all rolled in one is too much for the brunette to handle. She shudders in release, screaming out her lover's name as her orgasm came. "oh, god, CATHERINE! Yes!!"

Breathing hard through her mouth, Sara's body relaxes, unable to move herself. She releases her hands from her lover's hair. "Catherine..." She whispers.

Catherine slithers on top of her, resting her naked body on the brunette's. Nuzzling her forehead under Sara's neck. Sara embraces her. "It sure has ben a wild ride for us in the past two days." Catherine slowly says.

"I know."

Catherine moves to the brunette's side, looking up at the younger CSI, "Sara, what is this between me and you? I know it's wild. Fun, exciting but..."

"I love you, Catherine Willows." Sara says before the other could finish her sentence. "It's not a a short thing for me. I've wanted you always. Watched you all through the years." She runs her fingers through the strawberry blond's hair. She continues, "the ups and downs life has brought you, the pains and joys of being a single mother, I've seen you go through relationships with men. I can't help it but feel jealous when you talk about a guy who makes you smile. Some how it eases me knowing you dump or break off wth them. I secretly feel like a proud parent when you tell us that Lindsey made the honor roll. Sometimes you talk about her growing up fast. And throughout the night I think about it, too. I am never close to kids. Never associated with them. Remember the time you brought Lindsey in five years ago, needing someone to watch her for 'a couple of minutes' as you put it?"

Catherine sits up looks at the brunette infront of her, "I do. Nancy was running late, Eddie was nowhere to be found. I had a court date and couldn't find a sitter at the last minute so I dragged her to work with me. Couldn't find Warrick or Nick, who usually watches her. But I saw you in your lab reading."

"Yes. That day."

"I was hesitant because I didn't know you that well. But between you and Grissom, with all his bugs and fetus jars I had to think fast." Catherine smiles at the memory. "I begged you to watch her for a few minutes."

"More like an order to me, I didn't have time to think. There she was standing infront of me. Watching and observing me. I didn't know what to say. But then she said her name was 'Lindsey' and asked me my name. She was five. Then we talked and talked. I felt at ease. I had a conversation with a five year old." Sara reaches for Catherine's blouse and hands it to her. They both dressed slowly.

"Do you know how smart she is, Catherine?" Sara says in between changing. "We didn't talk about dolls or fairies. We talked about everyday things. Beginning school, the picture books she likes best, her library card which she always carries. Even showed it to me."

Catherine laughs, "it was like a credit card to her. An access to a whole new world."

"Yes," Sara smiles, "she was and still is something else."

"I remember looking for the two of you four hours after and finally finding you two in the garage taking apart of all things, an engine." Catherine rolls her eyes up.

"She quickly learned the names of the tools. I tell you, babe. We got along. Actually, she got along with me. I didn't know what to do at first but Lindsey, she just opened up something in me."

"She still remembers that time, you know. And you know how she constantly wants to hang around you everytime she comes in with me. She looks up to you. You're the only one who talks and treats her like an adult." Catherine kisses Sara's lips, "and I thank you for that. Even if me and you didn't see eye to eye, somehow I trusted you with her, and me. Remember the time when I mentioned that if I needed..."

"...someone to watch Lindsey if an emergency ever happened? Yes, I will. But we'll watch her together now." Sara takes her hand in her, "I know this is fast for us, but I want this to last. If it's okay, with you. I know I make alot of mistakes, I really do. Even in relationships. But I really want this for us, Catherine. I really do want us to work. I love you, Catherine. I loved you for so long now."

"You do?" She kissed the brunette full on the lips, "I want us. We can do this, Sara. Me and you, we'll last a life time."

They both hug each other as plans and promises of love flow. They got in the front seat and drove back to the dealership. It was a good day, it was a very good day for the both of them.

---oOo---

"We're getting this." Catherine pats the the seat of the vehicle as they drove inside Jenkin's Car Lot.

"You should. We baptized already." Sara chuckles.

Catherine laughs out loud, "oh, you're bad." She lighly squeezed her lover's arm as they stopped infront of the office.

The man in the yellow hat came out and greeted them. "Man! that probably was some long drive! So did she do well?"

"More that you expect." Sara says as she winks and glances at Catherine then at the SUV. Catherine glares at Sara.

The man in the yellow hat caught up with it, "Ummm. Well, uh... Okay. So uh... about the SUV then, uh...hmmm."

"Don't worry, Jim. We're getting it." Catherine smacks Sara's behind as she goes into the office.

After signing the paper. The both walked out of the office. Catherine hands the keys to Sara, "You drive."

Sara flashes a grin and hops into the front seat.

---oOo---

They drove to Nancy's house and picked up Lindsey who kept on talking and admiring the new vehicle. Eventually Catherine got bored of all the car talk Lindsey ans Sara were sharing. She sat back and listened to the two of them and she smiled. God, I love both of them with my life.

She watched the two of them interact as they got in the house. How relaxed and easy Sara was with her. How Lindsey hung at every word Sara said. Eventually Sara volunteered to make brunch since it was nearing ten o'clock. Lindsey jumped up eager to help and show Sara around the kitchen. Catherine leaned back on the couch and propped her feet up the center table closing her eyes, Good. I now have two slaves. She smiled and drifted off to sleep.

---oOo---

Catherine felt someone tapping on her shoulder. She heard Sara's voice, "Honey? Wake up. Eat something first then you can go back to sleep." She opened her eyes and sees a smiling Sara. She glances lazily to the kitchen and sees Lindsey setting the table.

Catherine yawns and stretches, "you should be here more often. I almost have to pick a fight before she does touch anything in the kitchen." Sara extends her hand and Catherine takes it as Sara pulls her up. They both walk into the kitchen hand in hand. Lindsey hands her mother a mug with freshly brewed coffee. She closes her eyes and inhales deeply at it's smell. She takes a sip, "god, this is so good." Lindsey beams jumping up and down, "I made it! I made it!"

Catherine chuckles and gives her a hug. "you made it perfect, Linds." Lindsey kept the plastered smile on her face. Sara smiles at the two.

They ate brunch together. Lindsey talked about the project she's making. Sara leaned forward giving the little Willows her full attention. Catherine sat back sipping her coffee and again watched the two interact. It made her heart swell with love, admiration, adoration, contentment for Sara. Yes, I've finally found the one whom I want to spend my life with.

"Mom!" Lindsey called out. "Mom, you weren't listening again. Come on, stop staring at Sara for a moment. You two are already together. Geez, I don't ever want to be in love if it's going to be like this!" Lindsey rolls her eyes up and smacks her forhead. Sara laughed loudly. Catherine opened her mouth to protest but nothing came out. She just shook her head at her daughter.

After a good breakfast, Sara volunteered to wash the plates. Both Willows looked at each other, stood up and smiled.

"Hey, this is not a permanent thing. Next time we'll take turns." Sara smiled as she got up collecting the plates.

"Sure, whatever you say, Sara." Catherine got up walked to Sara and kissed her. "You and Lindsey can work it out."

"Hmmm. Somehow that didn't sound right." Sara turned around smiling at her.

"Yeah." Lindsey stood up and folded her arms across her chest.

"First of all, I'm your mother." She looks at her daughter sweetly, "and your access to the mall and all of the other stuffs you want me to buy."

"Secondly," she turns to the brunette, "I'm letting you also drive the new toy that's parked in the garage. You can tinker with her, make her engine roar as loud as you want. You can have fun. Do what you want."

Sara beamed, "Oh, boy, I'll not only wash the plates but I'll clean your room, too. Then I'll tinker around."

Lindsey looks at both of them. "Are you two still talking about the car or about what you two are going to do?"

Bot of them snap their neck towards Lindsey with mouths hanging.

"Hey, I'm ten. I'm not born yesterday. I can read between the lines. Plus I'm smart. I get it from the both of you." She turns around and walks to her bedroom mumbling, "If it's going to be that mushy, I never want to fall in love!" Before she closes her door, she shouts, "I'm going to do my project and it's going to take me awhile! Just make sure there's snacks for me at three in the fridge so I won't bother you two!"

Catherine and Sara were still left in the kitchen with their jaws hanging. It was Sara who spoke up first, "god, she's a little fireball like you."

"Did you hear what she said?" Catherine puts her hand on Sara's waist pulling her close.

"About not falling on love?"

"That she's smart and gets it from the both of us. Me and you." Catherine kisses the tip o Sara's nose. "She accepts you, Sara. She loves you, too."

"I heard that. I heard that. That will also be etched in my heart forever, Catherine. Both of you are my life. I don't know what else can make this day perfect because it already is. You and Lindsey make everything perfect for me. Now that you two are in my heart, I don't know what I'll do without you two." Sara hugs Catherine tightly.

"This is forever, baby, remember? Forever. No doubts. Come on, lets go to bed, I'm sleepy." Catherine tugs on Sara.

"Let me wash this quick and I'll be up, babe. Okay?"

"Okay. I love you, Sara. Never doubt that, alright?"

"I wont. I love you, Catherine."

---oOo---

Sara washes the plates, humming to herself. She thought about her life. Her past and now her present. She smiles when she thought of the future, something she never did before. She now has a life to look foreward to. Finally, she's in a place where she can call home.

Sara gently knocks on Lindsey's door. The girl opens it. "Sara!"

Sara kneels infront of the ten year old, "Lindsey, are you al right with all of this?"

"Yes," the little Willows gives her a quick hug. "I'm glad it's you that makes mom happy. You always did. She smiles everytime she talks about you. I'm glad that mom finally found you. Took her awhile to realize it though."

Sara raised her eyebrow. "What do you mean?"

"When she would talk about work, your name comes up, and it's like 'me and Sara did this' or 'Sara this or that'. I know if she's angry with you because there's a noun before your name, if you know what I mean." Lindsey says inncoently, "naturally, it was obvious to me, but not to mom yet that she liked you. I even suggested you to her but she always brushed me off. Guess she was scared, in denial or something. You know, the gir-girl thing."

Sara smiles at at her. "You're a very smart girl, Lindsey. Very smart. The more I know you the more surprised I get how much you learn and know about life."

"Hey, like I said, I got it from you and mom. I'm glad that it's you, Sara."

Sara places her hands on the little girl's shoulder. "I love you, Lindsey. You know that, right?"

"I know that, Sara. I love you, too. Did you know that?"

"I know. I like hearing it. So, do you need any help with your project?"

"No, go to sleep. I'll pester you later." Lindsay smiles.

Sara gets up and yawns. "Okay, I'll see you in later, alligator."

"In awhlie, crocodile!"

Sara goes up to Catherine's bedroom. She sees her fast asleep. She takes off her pants and crawls into bed next to her. Catherine stirs, and turns around towards her. "Hey," she whispers.

"Go back to sleep, baby." Sara kisses her forehead as Catherine curls up next to her resting her head near her neck. Sara slowly closes her eyes. And she smiles.


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