This is a little something I wrote late at night when I was bored. It's going to be a three parter. It's a reflective from Kate, Jack and Sawyer's point of view. Its post LTDA and our little losties are being held captive at the others camp. Enjoy!

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Kate

Trapped on a desert island

Terrorised by past mistakes

Hunted by the others

Torn between two lovers

Ever running never ceasing

Destined to fail.

Always

Being captured in Australia was always going to be my wake-up call. I would go to jail, do my time and come out worse than I'd gone in. Kate Austen the fugitive—better off dead. Everyone thought that and I knew it, even my mom thought that; she wouldn't have turned me in otherwise.

My dad wasn't much better, ignoring what Wayne did to her. He buried himself in his work; that's probably the only thing he and Jack have in common. Because my dad sure didn't love me.

Jack's different though. He hasn't exactly told me he loves me but; he said he wasn't sorry about the kiss. That can only mean one thing, right? Is it so wrong to want to be loved? Wait. Is it so wrong to want to be loved by him? That's the better question. Rich doctor, caring, considerate, loyal, good. Too good. Too good for me anyway. Stop kidding yourself Kate, it wouldn't work.

Sawyer on the other hand… Most people would say he was right up my street. Conman, criminal. Just like me. He'd do anything to escape jail. In the real world, he might even turn me in to free himself! I'd get let down somewhere down the line.

The worst thing they've done so far is leaving me in here to think about everything wrong in my life; and there's a hell of a lot there. The others can do what they like with me; I've gone beyond caring. They're probably thinking what a great test subject I am. Hardcore fugitive; tough and ready for anything. If I live long enough for them to test me; they'll find out just how wrong they are. And I'll fail the test—just like everything else in my life.

I might as well just face it. I'm better off alone. No-one to hurt; no-one to blame. Run away and distance myself so when I fail; no-one will care. Just the way it's always been. Me, alone; against the world.

Well, that's the first chapter done. Only two more to go... Please review people I love to hear from you all!