Disclaimer: Usual bull, I don't own shaman king or Evanescence, Or indeed Amy Lee. (I wish i did, then i could make her do naughty things to me )

Even In Death

He ran, Ran far away, Running through the field, wincing as the thistles growing under the tall blades of wet grass pricked his ankles causing them to bleed slightly. His eyes were teary, puffy and red. As the small drops fell from blurry eyes, The red drops of blood grew larger, soaking his clean white socks in deep red. But he didn't care. As the thistles clung to his ankles, As the blade in his pocket dug into his thigh, As the tears fell from his eyes like rain, he didn't care.

Give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home

The weather had cleared up, much to his dismay. He finally got there though, A small spot near the river, Where he and his beloved used to sit quietly. They both enjoyed the silence, there. He would usually just lay there listening to the others heartbeat. He clutched onto his last memories, Held inside the key somehow. Then he looked at the picture of them. Memories inside his head, inside that key came flooding back. Tears couldn't be controlled, They welled in his eyes until they slid down his cheeks.


I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on


He remembered the last words said to him. They were painful. Yet they weren't romantic or sad. As if he didn't know it was coming, but it was. And it came as a shocking blow. It was something about a band. Then that car hit him. Lyserg managed to dodge, but Ren didn't see until it was too late. 60 mph, was the speed it him. Ren had taken attacks faster and more forceful than that at him, but he had his furyoku ready at that time. Had he had his furyoku ready, he may not have endured a scratch. But Lyserg didn't want to think about what could've been.


Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love
They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me

Drops fell from the sky again. Lyserg was sitting, trying to be close to his beloved Ren. Although Ren was there. His spirit looking toward him. It wasn't enough, for neither of them. Then as he traced the blade form his pocket along the veins in his wrist, Red blood seeped out. At first it was small trickles, then as the blade ran farther, and deeper, the blood gashed out faster in larger quantities. To finish it off he carved the name Ren repeatedly in his arms, chest and across his forehead. As he blurred in and out of consciousness he heard a voice call out to him. "Lyserg, Lyserg. Don't do it" Yoh screamed and ran to where Lyserg was. "It'll be okay, I love you" Yoh said as he kissed Lyserg. Then Lyserg turned pale and limp. "I'll miss you" He mumbled under his breath. Before falling into death.

And I can't love you, anymore than I do.

People die, but real love is forever.

Hope y'all enjoyed.