Graduation had taken place some weeks after Kikyo's death when they called for someone to come get her awards everyone looked at Inuyasha, but he didn't get up his leg wouldn't let him so Sango and Miroku got it for him. He knew he shouldn't blame himself, but the air between him and Bankotsu was thick he told him he didn't blame him, but his cold reactions told him other wise.

"Bankotsu I'm…

"I don't blame you for Kikyo's death" his voice soft and convincing, but his eyes cold and hard

"Well you should Bankotsu you should" he muttered once he walked away.

End of Flashback

Inuyasha was asleep, but tossing and turning in his sleep "Kikyo, no Kikyo"

In his Dream:

He was in a fog, but when he looked down he was at Kikyo's grave

"How did I get here?" he looked around the fog seeing a figure walking towards him and when it came into to view it was …

"Kikyo"

"Hello Inuyasha"

"This can't be"

"Why not?"

"Because you're dead"

"Only, because you let me die!"

"Kikyo I didn't..

"Shut up! You wanted me to die! I trusted you I love you!" tears were building in her eyes and her hands shook at it was on her bow and arrow

"But now it's your turn to see how it feels knowing someone you loved let you die" she shot her arrow at him.

Then "Kikyo!" he screamed out now wide awake his chest heaving up and down as he sweated he put a hand up to his face to cover his eyes it was the same dream every night and each time it seemed realer then last time.

"Stop please stop" he whimpered just then his older brother came into his room

"Inuyasha?" he looked at his young brother he looked like hell and he knew why

"Same dream?"

"Yeah"

"Inuyasha when are you going to accept the fact that there's nothing you could have done to stop Kikyo's death?

"I could have at lease protected her"

"No you couldn't have and its time you get that through your head and kill the guilt you have" he went back to his room

"If only it was that easy Sesshomaru if only it was that easy".

(Next Day)

He was with Rin she had called him to see if he wanted to come with her and since he had nothing better to do he agreed.

"Inuyasha how are you holding up?" she knew he wasn't good his golden eyes held as much sorrow as those of keade's maybe even more.

"I'm good Rin"

"Inuyasha I know we were never really friends when Kikyo was around, but Inuyasha you're killing yourself here you've given up a reason to live"

"Kikyo was my reason to live! Don't you see Rin! Without her I have no reason live"

She sighed this wasn't the Inuyasha she could stand to see "Yes you do you have us your friends who can't bare to see you like this and Kikyo wouldn't be able to either she would want you to…"

He got up "Don't tell me what Kikyo would was, because you wouldn't know" he got his coat and left leaving a sad and disturbed Rin staring after him until she couldn't see him any longer.

"Your wrong Inuyasha and I will show you that you are"

How is it for the new chapter of the Sequel? Man is Inuyasha taking it hard or what well R&R please and thank you!