Sentimental: Hey there! This is my first fanfiction ever, I hope that you will all enjoy it! D

Story Inspiration: The song Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin

Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING...But I really wish most of the hot peeps on Beyblade were real...

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Diary of Ray

The Cover

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"Kai, by the time you're done up there, we'll have already up and gone to South Korea!" his voice called up to me from the bottom of the stairs as I continued on searching for my Dranzer. Damn that Tyson for hiding it somewhere in this bloody hell of a room, once Mr.Dickenson has left to go on some more business meetings, that snot-nosed-pain-in-my-ass-pig will definetly have plenty of crushed fingers, and maybe a newly disfigured face...Although, his face is disfigured enough as it is.

"Damnit! Where in the HELL did he put it?" I cursed under my breath, searching through the drawers of the hotel's desks. My eyes scanned inside the nearly bare wooden case, having not seeing the object of my desire. Taking another quick glance, I noticed a bump in the lone book straying near the back, my mind registering that had to be the object of which had been hidden from me.

Taking the book out from it's resting spot, I open it up to the page where the object inside lay, and of course, it's my Dranzer. Satisfied, and deeply filled with anger, I put the pheonix in my pocket, as I take a quick glance to the words written in the book, seeing as they happened to be hand-written.

"Monday, October 5/06

Today was really great! The sky was cloudless, a nice breeze was playing around, and the leaves were beautiful with their many different colours, falling to the ground or still grasping onto the branches of the trees.

Other then that, Kai scolded Tyson for something different then complaining today! He scolded Tyson because he made a comment about somebody's hair, I don't exactly know who's hair he was talking about though. Maybe I should ask one of them? Oh, and I know I say this nearly every time I write in you...But Kai looks so cute when he's mad! You can't ignore the flame inside his eyes and the growl deep in his throat. Pure cute, and also sexy.

I would be so embarrased if he was reading this right now!...But I really need to get over this, I mean, what are the chances of him reading this? I mean, he IS the team captain, who's responsible and caring deep down under that mask he always wears, I don't think he would read somebody's diary...ok Maybe Tyson's, but only to blackmail him..Maybe.

Well other then all that, she sent me more e-mails and text-messages. I can't go on my labtop without it going so slow a snail would make it all around the world before anything loads!

And right now, Kai's yelling at me. Maybe writing in my diary when I was supposed to be getting the bandages for Max wasn't such a great idea after all...

Well, I'll write in you soon.

Ray"

"Oh my god...Ray...he...I...his...neh?" stammering, I started backing up, my mind not completely registering with what I'd just read. Shaking myself out of it, I closed the book and glanced at it for a bit longer. It was black, with the words "Ray's Diary" imprinted in gold on the front. The spine and pages all worn out and old, with little notes of paper sticking out. Again I opened the book, but this time to the first entry,

"Toosday Joon 28 1992

Toodey i turn 5 mareyeah gav m3 sum kity pikturs lee giv cote kevn giv m3 art souply gery giv kupcak an mum an dad giv m3 tenty dolarz! yay!

but dad slap m3 nfrunt uv mum wen fwends went hom3 it hurt y did h3 doo it?

i dun lyk dad he nevr nis too m3

evr, not evn wen it just me an him

y aint dad nis too m3?

nd agen wen it time for bed dad giv mom her pil in her drink agen

and he slept wit me nd cudled me agen

it nevr da same cudle he giv mum...

ray"

I could feel myself close the diary again and just stare at the wall infront of me. It couldn't be what I thought, could it? His father do that to him...at such of a young age? Why, why didn't he tell us this? Why didn't he tell me...? But..was it even...Did his father really? Who exactly WAS his father?

"..Kai my boy? Are you alright in here?" I jumped at the sound of Mr.Dickenson's voice and held the front of the book to my chest.

"O-oh hey there, Mr.Dickenson..." I replied, completely un-Kai like,"I'm fine, just got distracted by my book is all."

I could tell from the look on his face that he wasn't buying it, but he let it slide. He grinned at me,"Okay, Kai my boy. We'll be waiting for you downstairs." and left. I sighed and took the diary off my chest, wondering if I should give it to Ray or keep it and read more about what's happened in his life, getting to know more about him...? Shaking my head I made my decision, yet not completely sure still.

After I grabbed my bag, I ambivalently pushed the book inside, closed up the backpack, and headed down the stairs where Ray awaited for me. I put on my shoes and he opened the door for me, his toothy grin still gleaming.

"Um..thanks.."I mumbled under my breath as I walked past, and soon enough I was in the limo, with him sitting beside me. After going into my normal "Kai-pose" I felt eyes watching me, a certain pair of amber eyes...

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Sentimental: I know, it's short. But it's a prolouge...I think so anyway. o-o Well the first chapter will be on it's way soon! Hopefully longer and better! Comments and critism would be appreciated. Oh and flames welcome, since they'll just be ignored anyway. Also, I hope you could understand the diary entry that was written when Ray was five. o.o;;