I have never done this before. I am doing 3 FF at one time. I don't know how that's going to work out, but I'll try my best. I thought this was one of the best ideas I have so far. At least, I think so.
Summary: Tommy had lost Jude in a car crash 3 years ago. Her body dissappeared and people have moved on. Tommy never did, but he remembers a promise he made to her a long time ago. So he goes on a road trip to find her. But when he does, will he be able to take the news that she doesn't remember anything about her life, including him? Can Tom help Jude get her memory back and make her fall in love with him again?
I hope you like it.
Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star or the song Tonight I Wanna Cry by Keith Urban.
Chapter 1: Tonight I Wanna Cry
Alone in this house again tonight Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show Would it help if i turned a sad song on Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show oOOo Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show mmhmm mm
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
Tom Quincy had tears stinging his eyes, but he did not let them fall. He took off the earphone and put them on the stand. Kwest nodded at him saying he could go home. 'Thank God', Tommy thought. He couldn't take it anymore. That studio had way too many memories. The only reason was the hope that SHE might heart it.
Jude Elizabeth Harrison was the love of his life. They were dating since she turned 18. She was turning 20 and a bunch of her friends were going on a road trip for her birthday to the states. There was a car crash and when Tommy found out, he went straight to Pennsylvania, where the crash had happened. He made it to the hospital around 1 in the morning. The only survivors were 2 of her friends (Jeremy and Amy) and Jude's older sister Sadie. They told Tommy that Jude's body had disappeared. They didn't know if she was a live or dead. Tommy didn't believe his ears. He was crying for day and he had locked himself in his apartment for weeks.
When Sadie and Kwest finally convinced him to come to dinner with them, he felt even more alone than ever. All they did was talk about her. And although he enjoyed the happy memories, a hole was punched into his heart. That hold has been there since the day he found out. Since he knew Jude, was out of his life…forever.
Tom went to his black cobra and was about to open the door when a memory flashed by his head.
Flashback
They were sitting in Tommy's car driving home when Jude asked him a question.
Jude: Tommy, will you promise me something?
He looked at her and smiled, then back at the rode.
Tommy: Anything.
Jude: Promise me that no matter what, you'll always be there to protect me, and to fight for me.
Tommy took his hand off the steering wheel and took Jude's in his. He squeezed it lightly and she smiled.
Tommy: I promise…with all my heart.
Flashback Ends
Tommy had broken his promise to Jude. He promised he would fight for her, but he just gave up hope. They never found her, so there was still a chance that she could be alive. He had to at least try. The last place there were was Pennsylvania, somewhere in Philadelphia. He drove home as fast as he could, packed his bags, got a map, and called Kwest.
Soooo??? How was it? Should I continue? Tell me if I should or not and how you like it. Constructive critism welcomed!!