Hey thanks for the reviews here is my next part of the story finally another character(don't tell me your tired of Kanami already) don't worry for you Memmorie fans here is a little piece of the fire works from a nagging woman. Not to be offensive but I really don't like her. She didn't do anything but ramble and ramble and never helped. I think she should of died not Sherice. Well here goes the next chapter.

disclaimer: I do not own Scryed for if i did i would know how to spell it seriously anyone knows what it means. and a another Kiriyou would have died not Cherise at the end even though both of them were annoying.

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Lust by the Finger Tips

"Kanami were are you," ooh that girl is always running off like that. I wish she could just settle down like a normal woman, Memmorie thought. Smoothing out the creases in her blouse she again warily searched for any signs of her younger friend Kanami. For some reason kanami was a lot more distant she had became more depressed it seem as her alter grown. Though her actions were the same her presence or attitude was different. Like the other day if Kiriyu had asked the old Kanami if she would like to cook. She would jump up with pleasure trying her best to make her meals taste the greatest they could be. But know all she did was just cook them with no feeling inside of it or not even pay attention or to care if the food was coming out right it didn't matter as long as it was edible.

I wonder why she is so distant all of the sudden is though she just doesn't have the heart to do anything anymore. She does her job with all her ability but it isn't the same she just doesn't put her heart into it. Maybe it's a faze maybe I went through that when I was her age. Or maybe it is an alter thing I could always ask Tachibana if that was the case.

As these thoughts flowed through Memmories head she finally stumbled upon where Kanami had been. They trail of mechanical feathers was a big hint. She trailed along behind them till she came to a clearing. There she could see the frame of an aspiration among the clearing a goddess maybe. As her golden brown hair fumbled down those large alter wings she soon relized that it was Kanami. When she began to approach her a wave of energy hit her. It wasn't an attack she knew that for sure for she had seen Kanami battle many other alters in the past couple of years that was not near an attack. It was more like a vibe or a feeling that sent Memmorie trembling down to her knees. She could feel only coldness and ice inside of her body. She began to gasp for breath it was to hard she couldn't help but let the tears tear down her eyes.

"Ka-ka Kanami," she howled as the horrible feeling glided swiftly all the way through her body. Taking a residence in the crevasse of her mind slowly killing all her happy thoughts.

Kanami simply turned her head in a drone like manner. As the feeling subsided Memmorie could see that Kanami had no cheerfulness in her eyes. It had dispersed into reality she was almost heartless. Nothing but full sadness lay deep in her heart.

Calmly Kanami tossed her head back rooting her feet in the ground her soft voice mummered slowly through the thicket.

"Do you think Kazakun hates me." She bluntly stated.

Not knowing if the question was directed to her if she was just talking to herself, hastily Memmorie answered, "Of course not I know that Kazuma cared a lot about you he was all ways worried always making sure you were okay I mean you were the first one on his min-"

Before she could finish Kanami lashed another question, "did he truly love me did he even care."

"Of, of course he did he loved you more than any one else in the world I bet." She replied in an upbeat manner.

Kanami retorted, "Then why did he leave me. Was it because I was just to childish because I was to weak, because there was someone else he loved." Hesitantly she whipped her face Memmorie knew she was crying from the soft sniffling she could come from her comrade's direction. "He didn't care or he wouldn't have left that day they captured me he was only worried about fighting Rhyou he didn't care if I died or not. It was lost some where in his pride and ego."

"Now I know you don't believe that Kanami, Kazuma and Rhyou alike cared for you more than they cared for me at all." Then tears splashed down from her own eyes. "I know you miss him but don't believe he is lost to you I know that Kazuma is thinking of you and so is Rhyou."

"No," she bluntly stated. "I know there not for the only thing that has been in there minds the only thoughts they have left. The ones I last read. I wont lose never to you. Evade and strike, you will not defeat me. That was thoughts running through there mind." I know my pondering is childish an unnecessary but it's the only thing I have to even feel there presence anymore. Truth is they are practically dead to me."

With that statement Kanami's wings expandend into full lengh she jolted off the ground hurdling into the skies. She then disappeared into the heavens view flying off to another never, never land.

Memmorie could only watch as the girl took her leave. She had never seen Kanami look so remorseful so feel of sorrow. She curled into a small ball trying to sooth her self from the painful lust that was sarounding her heart. She didn't want it to come in and attack her like it so willingly did to Kanami she would shut it out. And help Kanami do the same.

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sorry folks that was the end of that chapter but dont worry there will be more hopefully but knowing my intention span it may take a while. just a few days to update. i think that chapter had a lot of confrentation with two characters you would think wouldnt argue but it was needed. sorry Kiriyu but you will be Okay. hunky dorry. now to get to the good part. you see that pretty purple button down below click it and write something even if its just hi how is your day. i am sort of in love with reviews. and no matter how many i get i always take the time to look over them and then send out a thankyou reply. because serriously everyone feels good getting a thankyou for some help in my oppinion. well thats all. any suggestions will be nice. im kinda of making it as i go along. well okay officialy till the next chapter.