Tke: I amazingly got this idea when I wasn't in a very Kingdom Hearts mood

Sora: O.o you weren't??

Tke: I was watching Code Lyoko (which I might end up writing fanfiction for) and my favorite episodes was on, so I watched it, and now I'm watching all my UlrixhXYumi episodes on youtube

Sora: … only you

Tke: hey! I'll… I'll make Riku not care!

Sora: sniffly chibi eyes you—you'd really do that to me…?

Tke: … melts no…

Sora: XD yay!

Tke: ugh… Sora, do disclaimer

Sora: Tke doesn't own Kingdom Hearts, nor me, sorry all you people.

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CHAPTER 1:

Walk

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"Y-you stupid fucker, you really, REALLY did it!!"

"R-Riku…"

SLAM!

Roxas watched, eyes wide in surprise and horror as Riku pushed his best friend against the lockers. Sora looked in pain before staring into Riku's eyes with sadness and depression.

Axel had been on the floor, he had attempted to grab Riku before any of this, but Riku's anger-fueled strength shoved Axel to the floor harshly.

Riku's face was so close to Sora's that the brunette feared for his own safety, "I-I'm sorry…"

"You REJECTED Kairi!"

Sora's eyes reached the floor, when it came to Kairi, Riku didn't care if Sora got hurt, and the brunette hated it. Sora had crushed on Riku for such a long time and Kairi randomly comes in and steals Riku's heart. It was FAIR!

Riku snarled, dropping Sora in disgust, "I can't believe you!"

Sora looked up, eyes narrowed, "And what if I did get with her? You'd hate me for dating her because you love her!"

Riku glared, "You have no right to call yourself my best friend!"

Sora's eyes widened, his left hand starting to cover his mouth. "W-what?"

Riku's glare seemed to intensify darkly and Sora shrank, "I bet if you were gone, Kairi would like me."

Tears slipped down Sora's cheeks, Roxas helped Axel up.

"Riku, wait—!" Axel shot out, reaching for Riku's shoulder.

"I WISH YOU NEVER EVEN EXISTED!!"

There was a small silence.

Sora stood up, not even wasting a second as he ran out of the hall, sobs ripping out of his throat.

"I hope you're happy!" Roxas glared at Riku and ran after his brother.

Axel just glared at Riku and ran after his friend and boyfriend.

Riku stood alone in the hall, eyes narrow. He picked up his fallen books, dusted them off, then stomped the other way from the way the others went.

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Roxas sighed, lightly knocking on his brother's door again, "Please Sora, come out…"

Sora's muffled sobs were heard through the door, "Just leave me alone!"

"Sora—…"

"GO AWAY!!!"

Roxas bit his lip, he slowly placed Sora's dinner outside his door and made his way back to tell his mom Sora was too depressed.

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"You really fucked up man." Axel answered, sitting with his legs stretched out on Riku's bed.

"Fuck off." Riku growled, his pencil grinding harshly into his homework paper, "It's his stupid fault for rejecting Kairi."

"What you said was really harsh, Kairi's not worth that much."

Riku turned, missing Axel's face by a little bit as he whirled the pencil at the red head, "Kairi is EVERYTHING!"

Axel stood up, "You're Sora's everything, you're his world." He grabbed his coat and hung it over one arm while heading to Riku's bedroom door, "Telling him what you said today, you're going to fuck with your life." He opened the door, "Be careful Riku, this mistake, this could be fatal."

Riku snorted, pulling out another pencil from his bag, "Like I care if that idiot is gone."

Axel let the door slam behind him, "You may not be so sure."

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Riku awoke the next morning, drooling on his geometry homework. He winced as he threw it in the trash, 'Can't turn this in…' he stripped and went into his linked shower.

He began to hum as he finished his shower. Glancing at the mirror, he grinned before getting his hair gel out; he could always borrow Sora's homework, much less think—…

Riku glanced down, hair gel dripping off his fingers into the sink.

What he said to Sora, he truly didn't mean, his best friend was closer to him than anything.

True, he was still mad at Sora for rejecting Kairi, but all Riku had to do was apologize. As Axel said, Sora's whole world revolved around Riku, even the mention of apologizing and Sora took him back eagerly.

Everything would be okay by first period.

At least, that's what Riku thought.

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Riku grinned, poking the doorbell again, "Roxas…? You and Sora ready yet??"

In a fluid motion, Roxas opened the door, a piece of toast hanging in his mouth by one corner. Axel was right behind; he was boarding in the Kaze house for now, until he raised enough money in his job to get an apartment. Both were wearing their school uniforms, a no sleeved shirt, tie, and pants. (Remember Kairi's school outfit but with pants)

Riku smiled, "We still waiting?"

Roxas shook his head, walking out and letting Axel follow, Roxas turned and lock the house, "We're good to go."

Riku blinked, turning toward the now locked house, "But… why are you locking your house?"

Roxas stared. "Don't you remember Riku? Ever since my mom got that new job, the house is empty, I need to lock it or a burglar will come and take stuff."

Riku turned, glaring Roxas straight in the eye, "What about Sora?"

Roxas blinked, Axel following suit, "What is this, twenty questions? Besides, who's Sora?"

Riku gaped, "Who's Sora? Your BROTHER! Your TWIN brother!"

Roxas quickly placed a hand on Riku's forehead, "You feeling okay?"

Riku glared, "Why do you ask?"

Roxas shook his head, "Don't you remember?"

Riku's glare was harsher, "Remember what?"

Roxas sighed.

"When my mom gave birth I was the twin that made it. My twin was announced dead as soon as he was pushed out, remember?"

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Riku sat in the boy's bathroom of the school; he was in the largest stall, in the corner, away from the toilet.

Axel had driven; Roxas sat in the front seat, Riku with thoughts swimming in his mind placed in the back. By the time they'd gotten to school, Riku ran to the bathroom, locking himself in the large stall and running to the toilet to throw up.

Sora died…?

At birth…?

Riku shook his head, burying his face in his arms; this wasn't happening it wasn't possible. Everything was the same as it was before.

Same teachers.

Same classes.

Same family.

Same friends…

Riku swallowed the lump in his throat harshly; he talked with Sora yesterday, didn't he?

Sora joked with him in the morning.

Sora gave him his food at break.

Sora was his lab partner in third.

Sora got pulled aside by Kairi at lunch.

Sora told Riku what happened after school.

Sora…

Riku could feel the bile rising in his throat again, he yelled at Sora…

Told him he never wanted to have Sora exist…

That wasn't true…

Riku threw up again, just barely making it to the toilet a few steps away.

Riku sobbed, burying his face in his hands before pulling his bangs between his fingers, "I'm sorry… I didn't mean it…"

He clattered to the floor, his sobs becoming harsher and making him hard to breath.

Anyone who passed by the room looked with worry.

The only things hearable was "Sora… oh god… I'm so sorry… please come back to me… don't leave me…"

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It was now fourth period, geometry.

The homework Riku had drooled on.

The homework Riku planned on copying from Sora.

Riku could feel the bile again, but Roxas and Axel weren't planning on letting him go.

Sora's name wasn't on any of the roll sheets, Sora's locker was given to some pink haired bitch, Sora wasn't even registered in the school.

Riku closed his eyes, trying to lower the bile in his throat while pictures flashed through his mind.

Sora smiling when Riku gave him his birthday present—the crown necklace

Sora's happiness when Riku noticed he was wearing it.

Sora's pout when Riku wouldn't buy him an ice cream.

Sora's giggles when Riku tickled him.

Sora chuckling when Riku makes a weird face

Sora's face in sadness after a fight with someone

The fear in Sora's eyes as Riku pushes him up against the locker.

The tears in Sora's eyes after Riku mentions he should be gone.

The secret longing in Sora's eyes when he thought Riku wasn't looking.

The love in Sora's eyes when Riku was happy and carefree

"Riku? The bell rang."

Riku looked up into clear, crystal blue eyes, "So… ra…?"

"I'm Roxas, remember?" The brown hair he'd started to envision disappeared to show windswept blonde.

Riku nodded, looking down and watching his reflection on the plastic protractor in his hand.

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Riku fell on the bed in tears he was feeling hopeless.

Where was Sora?

Not even Riku's mother, who loved Sora more than Riku even, didn't know him.

"Sora… where are you…?" The blankets scrunched under Riku's hand, "I miss you… I need you…"

He began to sob again.

"I want to see you so badly…"

Within the time, Riku cried himself to sleep.

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Tke: wow… I really do kinda feel bad…

Sora: …

Riku: …

Tke: okay, I'm over it.

Riku: V.v I knew it.

Tke: nyahhhh sticks out tongue

Sora: review please! Reviewers get cookies, YAY FOR SUGAR!!