Hey guys, this is my first LWD fanfic…actually its my first fanfic ever. So please don't put too much pressure on me. Lol. I do except constructive criticism, but please no big flames. So enjoy and please review! Thanks.

Chapter 1 "Not In The Mood"

Casey lied down on her bed staring at her ceiling. She was processing the thoughts of what happened today over and over again in her head. Tears of sadness and anger filled up her eyes and then ran down the sides of her cheekbones. Her makeup was a complete mess, but she didn't bother to fix it.

Flashback-

"Casey, this is really hard to say, and I know that you're going to hate me, but I have to be honest with you." Sam said in a determined way.

"Okay, I'm not going to want to hear this am I?" Casey asked by looking at his facial expression.

"No, probably not."

"Alright, go on." Casey said while starting to get frustrated.

"Okay, you know my other sisters, Kristy and Kelly?" Sam said while looking to Casey's eyes.

" Yeah, oh wait let me guess, there not really you're sisters." Casey said in a sarcastic, yet aggravated way.

"No, they're actually my other girlfriends, but the good news is that I broke up with them, so I could be with you." Sam said excitingly.

"What! You actually think that I would forgive you for this!" Casey shouted angrily.

"Um, Yeah?" Sam said while biting his lip.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Casey shouted and then slapped him across the face.

" That's it Sam, were over, for good!" Casey said while throwing the necklace he gave her on the floor, and then stormed out of his house.

Casey began to cry harder until she heard her mother calling her for dinner. She walked down the stairs and into the dining room forgetting about her tear stained face and makeup. She sat down at the table then realizing that everyone was staring at her.

"What?" Cased asked worryingly.

"Uh Case, are you ok; because you look like crap." Derek stated while shoving fries down his mouth.

"Oh thanks Derek, you make me feel so much better!" Casey said while breaking down into sobs.

"You know what, I'm suddenly not hungry anymore!" Casey stormed upstairs and slammed her door shut.

"Ill talk to her." Nora sighed.

" No, It's my fault, Ill talk to her." Derek stated, leaving his family in complete shock.

Derek walked upstairs and stopped at the front of Casey's door. He was just about to knock until he heard the sound of music blaring from her stereo. Derek tuned into the song and then knew that it was, "I'm not Okay" by My Chemical Romance.

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
you wear me out

what will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-Kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

After the whole song was played, Derek finally had the courage to knock on the door.

"What now," Casey said while wiping the tears away from her face.

Casey got up and walked towards her door. She opened it, gave Derek a dirty look, and then slammed the door into his face. Derek shook his head in disbelief and knocked again.

Casey swung the door open again. "What! Can you make my life more miserable than it already is!"

"Look Casey, I'm sorry for what I said to you."

" Whatever, but that's not the reason why I feel miserable."

"Then why do you feel miserable?" Derek asked as he sat on her bed, " I mean it's not everyday that "Ms. Bright side of things" is upset."

"Oh, like you even care!" Casey looked at her computer trying not to give eye contact.

"I do Casey, believe me, I do."

Casey looked into his eyes in complete shock.