A/N: Ok so this is my first fanfic so please no flames!

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or New Moon in anyway shape or form. (Tear)

BPOV

"Bella are you sure you're going to be okay?" I nodded. Edward and his whole family were going hunting for the weekend and Edward was reluctant leaving me by myself.

"I'll be fine Edward, what's the worst that could happen?" We were sitting on my bed and Edward had his arms wrapped around me. He pulled me closer to him as he spoke his thoughts.

"Knowing you, you could end up in intensive care. Bella please, please be careful." He begged me. I sighed and twisted in his lap so that I was facing him. I put my hand on his cheek and looked into my favorite pools of topaz.

"I promise you that I will take care of myself, okay?" He nodded and laid down pulling me with him.

"Alright. Sleep now." He kissed my forehead and I snuggled up to his chest and sleep soon took over me.

The next morning I woke up to the blaring sound of my alarm clock. I rolled over and groaned into my pillow. I hated when I forgot to turn that damn thing off. I reached over and slammed my fist on the button turning off the obnoxious ringing. I finally pulled myself out of bed to go take a shower.

The hot water woke me up and was very refreshing. I stepped out of the shower and put on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. I dragged myself downstairs and smiled when I found a plate with toast and an omelet on it. Next to the plate was a note. Edward's elegant script always fascinated me.

My love, Be Safe.

I smiled and began eating my food. I sighed when I was done and carried my dishes over to the sink. I didn't have anything else to do so I decided to wash the pile of dishes that had accumulated over the week.

When I finished the dishes I sent down on the couch and checked if there was anything on T.V. Seeing that there wasn't I turned it off and stared out the window succumbing into a calm nothingness. It felt nice to just relax and not think. Lately Edward and I have been arguing on whether or not to change me. Neither one of us had been relenting.

I was staring out the window so intensely that I jumped when I heard the doorbell ring. I walked over to the door and was surprised when I opened it to see Mike. I smiled a warm smile and he smiled back.

"Um, hi." I said. My mind raced to find something that had to do with Mike. I don't remember ever planning anything at all with him so I wasn't sure why he was here.

"Hey, I was just bored and thought I should come by and see how you were doing. Is Edward here?" I narrowed my eyes. Something about this didn't exactly feel right.

"No," I said, "he isn't. Why don't you come in?" I said reluctantly. I wasn't sure if I wanted him inside. "Uh, can I get you something to drink?" He sat down on the couch and nodded.

"Water's fine." I nodded.

"So, what have you been up to these days?" I asked as I brought him a glass of water. He took a sip of it then set in on the table and patted the seat next to him. I slowly sat down while I listened to him talk.

"Nothing much, Jess and I broke up, but otherwise everything's the same. What about you? Anything different in your life?" I shook my head.

"No not really." He nodded and moved slightly closer to me, I brushed it off and grabbed the remote and handed it to him. He smiled and turned it on to some football game. We sat like that for a few minutes when I was about to ask him a question about the history test we had taken when he started kissing me.

He pushed me down so that my back was pressed against the cushions. I pushed him off me and glared at him.

"What the hell are you doing?" He smirked and started kissing me again. He pressed me down so I couldn't move and began to yank my clothes off me. He freed my mouth so that he could pull my shirt off and I began screaming. He slapped me.

"Shut up or I'll make this harder." I immediately clamped my mouth shut but didn't stop flailing my arms around, he hit me again but I still didn't stop. He grabbed my breasts when he had my bra off and I began to scream again and hit him.

Mike's hand snaked around my throat and I lost my breath. I opened and closed my mouth trying to get air. His hand only tightened around my throat and tears started streaming down my face.

"I told you to shut up." He said then removed his hand and began to unbutton my jeans and pull them off. I hit his back with my fists and kicked him. He hit me across the face again and I screamed out.

Mike yanked off his own jeans and boxers when he had me completely naked. I looked away in disgust and he slapped me across the face and held my chin and made me look at him. I started screaming and kicking again. After hitting me again he straddled me and held my legs down with his. He then grabbed my arms and put them above my head.

"Edward doesn't deserve you." He snarled in my face. "I do! You're mine. I wanted you and have always been nice to you but you didn't even look twice at me! Now, now you are mine. NOT HIS!"

My wrists hurt like hell but I didn't care. I kept struggling but it wasn't doing any good. I started screaming again and Mike used one hand to hold my wrists and one to repeatedly smack me across the face.

When I didn't stop screaming he placed his mouth over mine and began kissing me again. I spit into his mouth and he bit my lip and I whimpered. He pulled his head up and smirked at my tear stained face. I shook my head and he smiled, victorious and then slammed into me, hard.

So much pain shot threw my body and tears streamed down my cheeks as I screamed out.

"EDWARD!!!!" I knew he couldn't hear me but I tried anyway. Mike slapped me across the face again and yelled.

"No! It's not Edward Bella! It's Mike! You're precious Edward isn't here to save you and you're mine now!" I screamed and kicked as he thrust into me again and slapped me across the face. I kept crying out Edward's name as Mike hurt me. There was so much pain and I couldn't do anything to stop it.

"What is wrong with you?!" Mike yelled at me. "Don't you get it? There is no Edward! He's not here! He left you!"

"No!" I screamed. Edward didn't leave me, he was just hunting he wouldn't leave me. I started crying harder as thoughts of Edward never coming back flooded my mind. I felt my stomach rip open again and that suffering pain came back.

I relaxed a very little bit against Mike's thrusting. It didn't matter anymore. Edward didn't love me.

When he was done he slapped me across the face one more time then put his clothes back on, smirked and walked out my door. I curled up in a ball and cried until Charlie got home.

He only got halfway through calling out my name when he heard me crying. He had gone fishing and wasn't supposed to be home all day, which meant that it must be around seven and I had been crying all day.

"Bella?" He asked when he saw me curled up on the couch, naked. Charlie immediately came over and wrapped his arms around me, his fatherly instincts finally kicking in. When he spoke his voiced was angered.

"Did Edward do this to you?" I just cried more because I was reminded that Edward was never coming back. "Did he do this to you?" He yelled shaking me. I shook my head and cried more. His voice softened the next time he spoke.

"Who did this to you Bella?" I couldn't answer. I just shook my head not wanting him to think it was Edward. Tears streamed down my face and my body racked with sobs. Charlie picked me up and carried me into my room tucking me into bed. I laid there and cried as he stroked my head and told me it was okay. I soon stopped crying and fell into a deep sleep.

A/N: Ok so I hope you liked it, I'm not sure when I will update hopefully soon!

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- DeepGoldEyes