Feelings
Disclaimer: If I owned Gilmore girls Luke and Lorelai would already be married.
Everytime I try to forget, the feelings that I have for you, They just they keep coming back, I know they're back. And I don't wanna push them down anymore, I don't wanna run away from this because I never , wanna lose you again, I just wanna be with you, Next year, wherever you are. –Amy from Everwood.
A/n this just came to me seeing the promo for "Farewell, My Pet". There are a couple lines from the promo. Also spoilers for I'd Rather Be In Philadelphia,Santa's Secret Stuff and To Whom It May Concern. Please review. It would make my Day. This is my first GG fic so I'm not sure how good it is. Chris is also pretty nice in this which is weird because I hate him.
A husband. He's supposed to be there when you need him the most. So when my Dad was in the hospital I expected him to come. We had a fight the night before but after leaving numerous messages you'd think he'd get the point that something is wrong. Then something unexpected happened. The person I least expected to come to the hospital came. Luke Came. He ran errands for my Mom, He brought food for us. Then it hit me. Not only is this marriage not working, I'm still in love with Luke. I have to do what's right. It's not fair to Chris and not fair to me. I'm going to talk to Chris Tonight.
I'm sitting here waiting for Chris to get home. I finally hear the door open.
"Hey Lor".
"Hey we need to talk."
"Yeah I kinda figured that. I really want to make this marriage work but I don't want to be your second choice."
I honestly don't know what to say to that.
"You really hurt and disappointed me when you didn't come to the hospital or at least phone me."
"I was just mad about the letter. It really hurt me."
"But it's the truth Chris. Luke was there and you weren't."
"I was there."
Now he was starting to get mad.
"Yes when it was convenient for you."
"It wasn't easy to be a father that young."
"Oh like it was so easy for me?"
"This is about Luke isn't it? Do you still have feelings for him?"
"There are feelings there but if that's all there was we could fix it. With time."
"But it's not."
"I need you to know you're the man I want to want."
"But..."
"But Luke is the one I can't live without. And I'm sorry. I should have never married you. I never meant to hurt you."
"I guess I'll go."
"Yeah."
"I'll come by this weekend to get my stuff and figure out the lawyers and everything."
"That would be good."
With the door closing a chapter in my life is over but a new one is starting. I grab my coat and go for a walk. The sign on Luke's says closed but when has that ever stopped me before? I take a step towards a new beginning.
"Hey."
"Hey."
"Coffee?"
"Do you even have to ask?"
Luke smiles back and I know everything is going to be okay.
Fin.