I know I said I'd wait till Lacrymosa was finished but I figured I post this one since I have 3 full chapters pre-written and am working on the 5th... I also have this story chopped up into parts and there WILL be lemon... I know because I already have it written...

A Reason for everything

chapter 1: Weird connection.

He hated the world and himself. He hated people. His high school? A living hell, he never socialized with anyone. He didn't need friends and he made sure of it, but because of that now he's ridiculed and 'the joke of the school'. Did he care? No. There were rare moments he would walk by friends and couples. Rare moments were his frozen heart would crack a bit... Just a bit, before he froze it up again. No matter how much he would long for someone to trust and in return trust him. Someone he could call his own, to hold him through his nightmares. Impossible, there was no one who would understand his past. They'd shun him the instant he informed him what he had done in his past. Why his mother died the way she did. Why his father was the way he was before he died the way he did. Shaking his to rid the memories, that slowly were beginning to seep into his mind, he grabbed his backpack; and with a grim-set face he headed off for school.

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She had never really had problems with people. She was always around someone but... no matter how many people she hung out with it still felt like something was missing.

Sighing she continued to look out the window of her mother's car. She was going to attend a new school... But she had a feeling that her mother's new job wasn't the only reason she was here. It kind of felt like fate wanted her here. "Kagome?" She heard her mother call out. She brushed a bit of ebony hair from her face and turned her chocolate point eyes and attention to her mother. "Hai, haha" She answered. Her mother, keeping her eyes on the road, gave a small smile as she said." Where has your head been this morning? This has to be the fifth time you've spaced out. Want to tell me what it's about?" Kagome shook her head. "Nothing really just a strange feeling I have. It was probably what I ate last night, it'll be gone by lunch I'm sure." She stated as her mother pulled up to her new school. "Now Kagome, I won't be here to pick you up but I trust you to find your own way home." Her mother said before taking off down the road. Kagome sighed, she knew damn well her mother meant after work she was going to the bar. Then come home drunk and verbally, physically, abuse her (kagome). Dusting off her black skirt she turned her attention to the school. " Namida High" She muttered underneath her breath, as she walked into a building labeled 'office'. Walking up to the front desk she gave information and received her schedule. Turning around she headed out the door. Not paying attention she crashed into someone, the impact throwing her back onto the concrete. "I'm sorry" She said. "You better be bitch!" Was what she heard, her head snapped up as she prepared to yell at such a rude gesture. Only it seemed as if all her anger melted, when she looked into his eyes. She had never seen such beautiful golden sunrises in her life, as beautiful as they were his eyes held a handful of sorrow. Amid his sorrowful golden eyes, white hair graced his features and white colored bangs that kissed his forehead. She was brought back to reality when the school bell rang, and without even offering to help her up, she watched him turned and leave.

Shaking her head she headed towards her her first class, those eyes still fresh in her head. They were so beautiful and yet they seemed so lonesome. Looking up to a locker she was passing, she gasped. There on the door of it was picture of the same person she had seen in the hall. Only in this picture, that someone drew, he was being kicked, hit and even stabbed. Kagome covered her mouth to hold a gasp at the words. Your parents deserved to die... They must be releaved not to look at you anymore... It's your entire fault. Tears formed in Kagome's eyes but never fell. 'Why would someone write that?' She thought as she ripped it off the locker and trashed it. No wander he was so cold, he probably was alone in this school. Heading towards her class, making it a secret obligation to find that boy again. Maybe she could give him a friend? You know someone to talk to, someone to help him against all this ridiculing.

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He felt his heart give a little tug as he left the girl on the ground. But why even try to let her get close? She would just end up like all of them. Yeah, he knew she was new, but hell soon she would know 'all about him' and it would be another person on his hate list. Still though, he couldn't get those eyes out of his head. They were such a beautiful pair of brown orbs. So pure, it was a shame (to him) that they would soon be turned cold, by the antics of this school.

Somewhere down inside him, that he couldn't smother, a part of him wished to see her again.

Making it to his class he sat in his seat, at the back of the class. Secretly wishing to see that raven haired beauty once more.

Wish granted.

Translation : hai haha- yes mother

Namida- tears

Chocolate point is a color in cats.

Sorry this is so short I will try to make the next chapter longer

1109 words so it's not that short... good

There's chapter 1 sorry if it kind of sucks but hey I'm on a time limit here. Plus I have 'Lacrymosa' to finish and 'Disguised all this time' to update. Also we are learning T.P.R. S in veterinary class. (Which is Temperature, pulse, respiratory rate. In dogs. ) I'm in year 2/3 which is 10th grade and 4/5 next year will be critical and very hard….. so yeah..

No flames! If so make them not harsh but something I can improve my story…. I may have this pre-written but I am open to ideas.