Warnings: RAPE, Lot's of angst, strong language, Yaoi (obviously),

Bands: Dir en grey, Gazette, Miyavi,

Pairings/Characters: Main Pairing: Kyo/Die, Other Pairings: Toshiya/Shinya, Kaoru/Ruki, Miyavi/Kai, Reita/Aoi/Uruha,

Synopsis: When the members of Dir en Grey and Gazette, along with Miyavi, decide to hang out one night and play a crazy Lovers game Miyavi bought,Kyo and Die are reminded of all the hardships they had faced to get where they are now.

Disclaimer: Well since it's says "Disclaimer" I obviously don't claim to own them... but if I did... shifty eyes

Comments: Okay, well... this is my first Jrock Fanfic. XD I've written alot of Anime fanfics, but for some reason Jrock fanfiction seems a little more difficult, possibly because it's dealing with real people and their personalities are more difficult to get down. Ah well, I shall try my best. I hope you all like it!


Genkai Haretsu

Chapter 01

Staring at you makes my heart ache
I have to protect this, or it will be ruined
You don't know it
But you are my medicine
Only I can swallow you

If you and I had met any earlier
In this sort of way
I probably wouldn't have hurt you
I probably wouldn't have made you cry

Seeing you makes my heart ache
You are falling to pieces
You look very beautiful
Seeing you from here
So...smile

Genkai Haretsu - hide


"So, tell me again Leader-sama, why exactly we're spending the first night of our vacation babysitting?" Kyo grumbled, then added with a smirk, "Because there are plenty of things I'd rather be doing at the moment." He glanced at his lover out of the corner of his eye, running his tongue over his lips when he saw the red-headed guitarist look his way.

"Kyo, I'd appreciate it if you didn't insult my lover." Kaoru sighed, having tired of Kyo's constant reminder of their age difference, "Just because he's younger, that doesn't mean-"

"-that your a child molester? A Pedophile? Cradle Robber?"

"For god's sake Kyo! He's 25!! He isn't a child!"

"Sure Kao, whatever you say."

"Eh, wouldn't that make Toshiya a pedophile too?" Die commented, deciding it would be a perfect opportunity to tease Shinya, who, he realized, hadn't said a word since they all met up, "I mean, he's not that much older then them…"

Kyo shrugged, "Okay, their both pedophiles."

Die laughed, "I suppose Shinya and… whatever the hell his name is just like them old and wrinkly." At that both Kyo and Die burst out into laughter, and even Toshiya joined in after a while. Shinya and Kaoru, however, just stared.

"Die, we're practically the same age, so your only insulting yourself too." Kaoru pointed out, which only seemed to make them laugh harder. He sighed in relief when the PSC studio came into view, then as an afterthought he said, "And his name is Ruki."

"And why are we having this little get together here? This building is pure evil." Kyo growled, having already been there before and never wanting to go back.

"You just don't like the fact that everyone called you cute and said that your even shorter then Ruki!" Toshiya stuck his tongue out at Kyo when he received the finger from the short vocalist.

Die slung an arm around Kyo's shoulder, "Well, at least they said you were taller then Kaiyu!" The comment was rewarded with a sharp elbow right in his stomach, causing the guitarist to double over, which resulted in Shinya knocking into him, and for them both to fall to the ground, so they all completely missed Kaoru's correction of the small vocalists name; Keiyuu, not Kaiyu.

"Kyooo!" Die pouted, "That was mean!" being the gentleman he was, after he stood, he bowed and offered his hand to Shinya. Shinya blushed, before accepting the hand and quickly making his way over to Toshiya after he was pulled up.

Kaoru sighed once again. And they all wondered why he felt older then he actually was. The stress his band-mates caused him on a daily basis was enough to send him to an early grave.

As they reached the door, the lead guitarist sent a quick glare at Kyo, who was muttering rather loudly about how absolutely insane every person in this building was, and he shut up. Taking a deep breathe to calm his nerves, he knocked on the large door.

They all jumped when they heard a loud, inhuman squeal, and seconds later the door was yanked open by an irregularly tall, multi-color haired creature covered in tattoo's, it's pierced lips spread in a large grin.

Kyo should have seen it coming, should have been prepared for it when he was tackled by the being of endless energy. But he wasn't, and soon found himself slung over it's back as it raced back into the building yelling, "THEY'RE HEEEERRRE!"

He could hear the laughter of his band mates, and made a mental note to kill them all one day, but his thoughts were interrupted as he was none-too-gently dropped onto the floor.

'Right into the lion's den..' he thought sourly as he noticed he had been thrown into the middle of the circle everyone had seemed to form.

"Miyavi, you didn't have to throw him like that…" He heard a vaguely familiar voice say in a scolding tone. He glanced over to see that Miyavi had now draped himself across someones lap. Who was he again? A drummer, he knew that much… but he never really bothered to remember their names.

"He's fine, Kai-kun, Kyo's ass is as thick as his head." Kyo snarled at his lover, noticing that the rest of his band had joined the circle and he quickly made his way over to the guitarist, slapped him upside the head, then plopped down next to him, which put Kai and Miyavi on the other side of him.

Kaoru had, obviously, seated himself next to his lover, Ruki. Kyo wasn't quite sure he liked the guy yet. He had never talked to him in the year him and Kaoru had been dating, but people often compared this guy to him. He didn't like being compared. Not at all…

Next to Ruki, on his right, was Shinya followed by Toshiya. Shinya had wrapped his arms around one of Toshiya's, trying to sit closer to him and farther from Ruki. Kyo snorted in amusement at that. So like their shy little drummer.

Next to Toshiya was a blonde-headed feminine looking man who was chatting away a mile a minute with their bassist. Thigh-revealing purple shorts and all… what was his name again? Something with a U… Uru… Uruha! Ha! See? He did pay attention sometimes. But no-one could forget thighs like those, Kyo thought silently.

Next to Uruha, was Aoi, then Reita. He remembered those two. They weren't annoying, so he decided he liked them. And if he remembered correctly, they were both screwing their feminine guitarist. A three-some, Kyo wondered if he could ever talk Die into trying that out sometime.

Not that the red-head wasn't satisfying. No, far from it. He could never get enough of the tall beauty who was sat next to him. And he still wondered to this day, how the guitarist could ever love him, he didn't deserve it, not after what he did to him. But here they were, four years later and they were still together. He definitely admired the other's strength. And even though he didn't act like it around others, he loved Die with all he had.

"What is this? A sewing circle of friendship?" He commented dryly.

"No, Miyavi wants us to play some game he bought." Reita sighed, not seeming a bit enthusiastic about it, and Kyo knew he probably wouldn't be either.

"OH YEAH!!" Miyavi laughed loudly, "I forgot!" he quickly scrambled out of Kai's lap and ran out of the room, they could here him making odd sounds as he ran down the Studio hallway, probably to his own room.

"He's… as energetic as ever." Shinya commented softly

Kai smiled, "Yeah, he can tire anyone out, but he's so lovable. So how's everyone's…. lives been?" He asked.

"Well, yesterday I dragged Aoi to the store and made him buy me this amazing pair of pants I saw-" Uruha began, only to be cut off by Aoi.

"I think he meant the others Uruha, I'm pretty sure he knows every detail of what goes on in our lives. And you told him about that already this morning."

Uruha blinked cutely, "I did? Oh…" he pouted, and Aoi chuckled, wrapping an arm around Uruha's more feminine figure.

No one actually got to answer Kai's question because seconds later Miyavi bounced back in, box in hand, and he sat back down next to Kai and lifted it up for everyone to see.

"The Lover's Game?" Everyone read the title at once.

"….that's stupid." Ruki stated, and Kyo found himself agreeing very quickly.

Miyavi pouted, before his smile returned, "It'll be fun! It's kind of like truth and dare! But for lovers!" he said excitedly as he pulled two decks of cards out of the box, as well as a board that consisted of lots of squares that either said "Dare" or "Truth"

"Umm… I'd rather not talk about my private life like this…" Shinya said, and Toshiya only laughed and hugged him.

"Aww… come on Shinya! We haven't done anything they haven't done!" The bassist paused, then a rather creepy grin appeared, "Well.. Unless we count-" Shinya's hand covering his mouth stopped him from finishing his sentence.

"Now you ALL have to play!" Miyavi said, and everyone found themselves nodding in agreement at the very out-of-character glare that was sent their way.

"Now," Miyavi began explaining, "All you have to do is role the dice, and whichever square it lands on is the card you have to chose. If it lands on "Truth" you have to answer the question on the card, "Dare" and you have to do what it says!" he grinned widely, "But to make it more interesting, we'll all answer the questions and do the dares."

Everyone sighed, knowing that once Miyavi's mind was set on something, there was no backing out.


Misao: Mmkay... well, Genkai Haretsu was my inspiration for this fic. And while the song itself is about a crazy obsessive man, and this story... isn't, the parts of the song that I put in the beginning seemed to fit…

Ignore my rambling, It'll make sense later.

o.o And even though it seems all happy now… Angst is ahead!