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Thoughts

Snow

It was dark. Lavi was tired and he was hungry. It had been a week since he had been sent out into the middle of the woods with Allen and Kanda and they had been moving around to different villages to check for Akuma presence. So far they had killed countless level one akumas and had even encountered 5 level two akuma.

Needless to say they were all worn out and tired. But, the shame of having drawn the short straw, and being the one to stay up for night shift so that Allen and Kanda could sleep made Lavi cranky. Usually the orange haired exorcist would have been happy to volunteer, but this time around Lavi found himself in the cold in front of a fire and not in the warmth of the cabin.

Allen was still recovering from having been back after another encounter with the Noahs and they seemed to be coming quicker and quicker these days. Tiki stood out in his mind as a man well associated with death in a fancy suit. A shiver ran up and down his spine as he adjusted his head band and looked out into the darkness.

Too quiet. Those were the two words that came to Lavi's mind as he whined to himself, "Ahhh! I'm so tired and hungry!" His stomach grumbled in agreement as he bent over and the wind whipped around him threatening to extinguish the fire as he grimaced and pulled his poncho around himself more. "Tch! Allen probably cheated." Of course he couldn't blame the white haired exorcist had he indeed cheated at the straw drawing. It was cold!

A warm breath on his ear and a dark chuckle echoed before the words were spoken, "Yes. Allen Walker is a pro-cheater isn't he?" Lavi felt his heart leap up into his throat as things suddenly went in slow motion he stood up and turned around, and a gloved hand shot through his throat and grabbed his wind pipe squeezing slightly. "Try and alert your companions and you'll die."

Tiki Mikk sighed as he stood there his had wrapped around something unpleasant and obviously something that was going to get his gloves dirty. Lavi gave a wheeze his eyes wide in a panicked light. This is going to be fun. He wanted to watch the white haired exorcist fall apart as he hurt those closest to him and he couldn't stop it.

Lavi couldn't scream and he couldn't move with the others hand materialized into his throat. One move could cause Tiki to rip out his throat without even having to break a sweat. I need to stay calm. If you show him fear he will pounce all over it. Lavi found himself thinking as his heart felt like it was going to explode out of his chest.

Lavi HAD to live! There were so many things he hadn't gotten to experience! I never got to take Linali out on a date like I promised, I haven't flirted with Allen and I haven't kissed Kanda. No. I can't die here! Who would be the good looking one in the group?! Relaxing his body he narrowed his eyes at Tiki. In turn, Tiki just raised an eyebrow at him. Sighing he rolled his eyes, "You, like Allen Walker take all the fun out of it." With that he withdrew his hand and looked at his glove in disgust.

Tiki took off his glove sliding it into his pocket and pulling out a clean one he put it on and looked to him, "I think I've heard of you from Rhode. You're…Lavi aren't you? Not that it matters. I've come to play and you will be my playmate or I'll make sure that Allen is the one I snatch."

Lavi's eyes widened when he thought about the exhausted smile he had received as Kanda had wrapped an arm around the other protectively after he was sure Lavi had no way of seeing. But, he had peeked in the window and saw a kiss that hadn't been meant to see, touches that had been meant to be in secret and tenderness that he and only once before seen directed at him. There is no way I can let him take Allen.

"No. I'll be your playmate." Lavi narrowed his eyes that smirk plastered on his face as his one visible eye held malice towards the man in the top hat and long coat suit. This man embodied everything he hated and that was wrong with the world. Tiki was a Noah and he was an exorcist. Why does this man have a fixation on Allen anyways? Wondered Lavi off handedly as he pulled his hammer from his leg holster.

"Good. That means that the stakes are even higher if you don't want to wake up the two in the cabins. I have countless akuma with me I can summon if need be. But, I have a feeling that you will do exactly as I say." Lavi again felt as if he was numb inside. It was either from the snow around them or it was the fact that he had heard Tiki's little scheme.

Tiki smiled. If he couldn't get a hold of Allen's luscious body, then certainly this body here in front of him would be sufficient. While not as wild as Allen Walker, this boy was bookman's successor and would be fun to play with. It would stain his pride as an exorcist and his pride as a future bookman.

A sadistic grin broke out onto his face as he took off his top hat and brushed a hand through his unruly black hair as he placed it back onto his head. "So then let's get started exorcist. I'll be the cat and you're the mouse. If I catch you, then I shall do with you what I want and if you evade me for too long your friends will be overpowered with Akuma. I'll give you a small head start."

"How is that fair?!" Lavi spat back at him his hammer now twice the size the head of the hammer on the ground as he folded his hands in front of his chest as he leaned against the rod his foot up on the hammer side. I can't lose to him. This fight is going to have to be in my favor or I am going to lose something either way.

"Who said anything about it being fair? You wanted to play in Allen's place and you aren't my type of playmate. So take the deal or leave it. Your ass is going to belong to me tonight anyways." Tiki smirked and then gripped the rim of his hat as he pulled it down more securely onto his head. Lavi watched him the color draining out of his face, Fuck.

Just what the hell has Allen been dealing with?! Lavi wondered as he grabbed his size shifting hammer and then quickly turning he took off in a dead run. Sighing Tiki looked at his imaginary watch on his wrist for a moment and then up at the sky. "It looks like the weather is going to be bad soon with more and more snow." With that he stepped on top of the snow and after a few moments he smiled and gave chase. Not that it was in Lavi's favor anyways.

Lavi just ran and ran quickly I need to get farther from the cottage so that when I stand and face Tiki I will be able to keep it away from Allen and Kanda. Especially Allen Further and further he found himself running as his adrenaline pushed him and the cold air in his lungs started to sting. Finally, he could run no more and he looked left and right.

A hand grabbed his shoulder and he turned swinging his hammer once he felt the touch. Tiki jumped back and scowled, "I caught you now play fair!" Lavi too this time to grin as he dropped into his fighting stance and he gave an all too familiar cocky look. Tiki narrowed his eyes, "Exorcist."

"That's Lavi. I might be an exorcist but, I have a name." Lavi corrected him as he blew out a cold breath, "And I am not going to let you win such an unfair game without getting in a few good punches." It was true why should he lay down? As long as he did his best, he would always be able to keep a hold of his pride as an exorcist. It's ass kicking time. It's good to be an exorcist!

Amused that Lavi had some fight in him, Tiki stood there and then he opened his hand as he watched from under the brim of his top hat. "Come out, Tease." Again the golum that the Millennium Earl had made him emerged with a high pitched gyah gyah gyah and several other Tease materialized with it. "Go."

"Size shifting hammer fire seal!" Lavi brought down his hammer and flames spouted forth instantly incinerating more than half of the tease in one swoop. But, Tiki didn't let him rest either as he dodged a hand that was aimed at his chest. I like my heart where it is! Lavi thought as he winced tripping on a frozen patch of ground as he stumbled, "ACK!"

Tiki had gone in for a shot to grab his heart and rip it out when his enemy stumbled and then fell flat on his face. Stopping Tiki felt the malice that had once been in his body for the boy drain as it was replaced with disbelief. "What the hell?" After collecting his wits he grabbed Lavi up by his orange hair and slammed his head into the ground. Lavi's body went limp and Tiki grinned. "I win."

It seemed like forever before Lavi sat up or tried to with a gasp and he found himself unable to do so. His clothes had been stripped and his bandana had been taken from his forehead leaving the orange hair to get in his face and thankfully the eye patch had been left intact as well. A dark chuckle came from beside him as he felt a cold hand come into contact with his stomach causing him to try and suck in his own breath. The hell?! Lavi looked around confused. "What…How are we here?"

"I am sure you're wondering where Allen and that annoying Japanese boy are. Well, I am sure they are out looking for you." In front of the fire was a shirtless Tiki Mikk smoking a cigarette and using the mantle of the fireplace to put his hand on it looking into the flames. "I don't have the money to have a cabin out in the woods. Also, judging by the depth and how bad the snow is coming down, I doubt that they will get back."

Lavi felt his jaw drop. He's handsome! But, I can't think this about him. He's a Noah for Christ sakes, and that makes him MY enemy. Tugging at the bonds experimentally Lavi lay back down, pouted and sighed, "You win I suppose. What the hell do you have planned? I don't want to be tied down forever." The silence made Lavi nervous as he kept his eyes on the tan skinned man who exhaled smoke quietly as he continued to watch the flames lick the wood.

Sighing Tiki waited for a moment having his cigarette contemplating what he should do with the nude exorcist he had strapped to the bed himself. I'm hungry for flesh even more than I am for a fight with an exorcist. It's been a long time since I have been given time to myself. Rubbing at his forehead Tiki sighed as white Tiki tried to persuade him to take the exorcist and make love to him.

The boy was beautiful with his hair down and his eye patch still on. It was like a mysterious figure that didn't identify with either the exorcists or with the clan of bookman. Without the uniform of black and white and that damned headband, Tiki could almost pretend that the other was just another boy that he had picked up off the streets for the night.

"Hey." Tiki flicked the remaining of his cigarettes into the flames as he turned moving towards the bed with slow deliberate steps. His bare feet slapped the hard wood floor as he sat down next to the tied up boy. "Lavi was it?" His finger tips trailed down his chest, "We are going to play another game. If you win you get to live. If I win you would have been better off dead."

What is with this guy and his games? Lavi wondered as he bit his lower lip trying not to be snarky. But, it was a failing battle as he smirked, "What? Another game I can't win? ARGH!" Lavi cried out as his nipple was twisted and pinched harshly. Tiki narrowed his eyes dangerously.

"You might want to listen to the rules. If you please me enough I'll let you win. To make it easy I'll even give you back your hands and legs. But, the object of the game is to make me forget you are an exorcist." Lavi blinked as his hands and feet were untied. What a stupid move.

"The quicker you get this over with. The quicker you can go find your friends. You wouldn't want them to die out in the snow would you from exhaustion and fighting would you?" Tiki's sly voice as he stood there. "I'm sure that you have had to please them before right? Well just use what they taught you on me. If I forget at any point you are one of my enemies, then you will win and I'll leave."

He didn't have to like it, but Lavi knew that this was the only way that he was going to be able to get to his friend. Every moment was precious and he didn't want his friends to die. Even if the person in front of him was beautiful he couldn't compare to Allen or even Kanda in Lavi's eyes. "Fine. But, lets get something straight between us. This is the first, last and only time this will happen. Next time I won't hesitate to slit your throat."

The creepy smile on Lavi's face as he said such harsh words struck something in Tiki. Him? Slit my throat. As if that would ever happen to me in the way he says it. Anger rose into Tiki as he grabbed Lavi and shoved him to the bed, "If you are going to be such a poor sport, then I will take what I want from you now." With a hand on Lavi's back his other unzipped and pulled down his trousers.

Crying out in frustration, Lavi writhed and squirmed until Tiki flipped him around on the bed those golden eyes not too pleased as he struck the orange haired exorcist. Lavi saw stars in his vision as he laid there for a few moments recuperating. Tiki waited until he had his full attention once more, "Any other sarcasm attacks like that and I WILL pull out your heart and then fuck up Allen again by leaving your heart for him to find."

Grimacing Lavi laid there his head throbbing with protest as he touched his cheek and winced. There was going to be a nice bruise there and more places to come, Tiki didn't seem like the type to be a passionate person with people he hated. With a cry and a sensation in his nipple, Lavi jerked to attention to look at the nude Tiki Mikk holding himself up above his body and his tongue flicked back and forth across one of his dusky nipples.

"Unlike you, no matter who I lay with I give them my full attention. I bet Allen hid the fact from you that I have made him cum numerous times. He tries to save his lover by sacrificing his body to me." Lavi was stunned again. Allen. Why? Kanda wouldn't let anything happen to you. The snow raged outside the windows fogged up from within and crystallized with snowflakes from outside. Lavi was totally under the control of the exotic Noah.

Dark hands stroked down pale flesh soon to be followed by a tongue and teeth. The feelings and sensations that flooded into Lavi's body were anything but what he normally felt while he masturbated listening to Allen and Kanda having sex in the next room. He wanted to be loved and to be touched. There had been one time when Kanda had slept with him, but it was nothing like the feelings that he had for Allen. Lavi felt almost jealous of Allen.

"Your skin is so soft." Whispered Tiki his fingers running down his sides causing Lavi to squirm as he was yet again dragged from his thoughts to watch the curly haired male play with his body and manipulate it with pleasure. "You need to keep your focus on me." Tiki muttered as he let his tongue dip into Lavi's belly button causing the exorcist to groan. Lavi had no idea what to do his eye half lidded and his hands automatically betraying him to find a hold in that soft curly hair.

It was hard to believe that such a gentle man was a killer. The thought crossed his mind and he gave a little of a yank to Tiki's hair and paid for it with a bite to his hip bone. "Ughn!" Tiki licked the tender flesh placing a few kisses as he worked lower and lower finally his tongue licking the underside of Lavi's member.

No one had been so unresponsive with him, and it made Tiki want to try harder to get a reaction from the exorcist as he continued to lavish him with his attentions. Allen was so responsive and Lavi was not, though he found the challenge more than arousing as he took the young man's erection between his lips suckling and causing a shudder to cut through Lavi's body. This night. Will never leave your mind and you will fall one day. When you do you will come to me…This might prove more useful than having Allen Walker.

Unaware of the thoughts within the Noah's head, Lavi trembled his hips bucking up and being encouraged to as the older male did things to him Lavi had only read in records. Wow. This feels great…But, this man is my enemy. Come on Lavi you have to keep it together and remember that at the end of this you have to have the strength to keep walking just like Allen says.

Tiki's hand found one of Lavi's and he grabbed it squeezing it making Lavi gasp in surprise as he hummed around the sensitive flesh in his mouth while his tongue stroked the underside. Pulling back Tiki looked to his work in front of him and the sight was nothing short of erotic. Chest heaving and head tossed back, Lavi's hair had spilled around him and his mouth was partially open. His legs were spread just enough to give an invitation but not enough to label him like a common whore like some of the women he had slept with.

As the head of Tiki's mouth left him Lavi lay there panting for a moment as he shuddered and opened his eye. This man is weird I don't understand him. What's going on within that dark mind of his? Tiki had stopped long enough to reach into the pants pocket of his dress pants to retrieve a vial of oil as he poured some onto his hands and then spreading it on his shaft he slid between Lavi's thighs and murmered, "I am not your lover. So it is not my duty to make sure you are ready."

With that Tiki pushed into Lavi's body and Lavi screamed louder than he ever had. No amount of damage that he had received from Kanda, Bookman, Komui, Linali or Akuma had hurt this much. His body tensed making the situation worse as he felt like it was hours of intense pain that threatened to knock him out. A soft grunt came from the lips of the uncaring man above him. Now it's not so hard to hate this fucker. Lavi hissed as Tiki started a slower rhythm.

That was pay back for the comment earlier exorcist bitch. Tiki found himself satisfied with the scream of pain. Even he had to admit that making an exorcist scream in prolonged suffering was better than just ripping their heart out. But, when he looked down at Lavi he felt a little bit of guilt when he noticed the trail of tears down his cheek. White Tiki felt horrible, but black Tiki wasn't supposed to. He was black Tiki right then…Not White.

Something happened in that instant. A flash back, a stabbing pain into his own body and Tiki bit his lip and thrust into Lavi and there was another strangled cry. Nothing I can do is going to make this experience better. But, as soon as he thought that he felt the maliciousness drain from his body and he collapsed on top of Lavi.

Lavi gave out another strangled cry at the movement Tiki had made and he had shut his eyes until he had felt the other collapse on top of him. While Tiki was not heavy he was still bigger and he easily could have smothered Lavi. An Emerald iris shot open as he felt lips on his own and gentleness he hadn't experienced in this person on top of him. When he REALLY focused on Tiki he noticed something important. What the hell?!

On top of Lavi, Tiki felt his dark personality retreat into the corner of his mind and his pale skin was proof of that. His hair hung down into his eyes, but he didn't need to know that he had reverted into his white form. "I did say. That having both white and black forms makes things interesting." Lavi clung to him not wanting to let go of him less he turn back into the demon he had previously been.

Tiki waited for a while his face pressed into Lavi's neck, "I won't apologize, but I won't continue to hurt you anymore." When he was sure the other had been stretched enough he pushed into Lavi fully earning a small cry, but nothing like the previous two he heard. Again he pulled out and pressed within him and Lavi made a strangled cry that was half between pleasure and pain. Now I can have him.

It had stunned Lavi to see the pale skin, but it was just more beautiful if not more than the tan skin that had been on the male's body previously. I don't think I can hate him like this. I want to but I can understand the struggle of man. Lavi tried to convince himself as he kissed Tiki and held him close. With each thrust the couple made together their sweat slicked bodies melded and pressed together as their coupling continued.

The heat within Lavi's body rose and rose slowly with each thrust until it was a fire inside of him that only the body of the other could satisfy. Finally that all too familiar sensation started up in his chest and went straight to his groin as he trembled and cried out climaxing and clinging even more to Tiki than he had been. "Ah Tiki!"

Tiki came back to his senses as he heard his name called. What the hell have I done? He asked himself as he growled and pressed into Lavi once more finally climaxing himself. Tiki fell back onto the bed beside Lavi his chest heaving as he laid back down beside him. He didn't look at the exorcist as he slid out of his body. That was too comfortable. It was so comfortable that it was scary.

Tensing Lavi had no idea what Tiki would do now that he had gotten what he wanted. His skin had again instantly turned black and the crosses were back on a forehead that had just been pale. Fuck. Tiki sat up grabbing at Lavi's hair pulling him up to look into his one good eye as he studied the exorcist. They were enemies. There was no way that they could be friends, but they couldn't be quite enemies anymore after what had just happened. Tiki pressed a kiss to Lavi's forehead before getting up.

"You win." He said simply and without another word he got dressed and looked over his shoulder to the exhausted boy on the bed. "Count yourself fortunate exorcist." Lavi watched him covering his lower half with the stained bed sheets as he watched Tiki slowly head towards the door to look outside. The snow had stopped raging and it was just lightly coming down now.

Looking back over his shoulder, "You'll be seeing me again. But, right now play times up. I think you are more interesting than Allen Walker… Oh. I sense all my akuma have been defeated." With that he disappeared in a blink of an eye. Lavi looked toward the open door hearing boots pounding on the new snow.

"Lavi! Are you okay?!" The worried voice of Allen hit his ears instantly relaxing his body as he just smiled.

"Of course I am Allen. Are you stupid? I fought off that stupid Tiki Mikk and I just got tired so I took a nap." Of course this is a badly told lie. But, you know that don't you Allen? You can't fight off someone that strong. He had been used by a dangerous man and he had learned something new about the enemy. Kanda looked annoyed but he turned and said nothing. Lavi was glad that the swordsman had no clue what had gone on. But, the pitying look in Allen's eyes spoke volumes.