(A/n: Hello everybody once again maybe I will be able to actually finish this story also for my other story My Little Garden I am in need of a co-writer so if anyone wants to just give any ideas for the story via e-mail and I will decide if you shall be my CO-WRITER Huzzah anyway this shall be a Kagome Gaara pairing and if you do not like it to bad suck it up and shut up don't read my story if you don't like the pairing :D thank you for your time and I apologize in advance for my grammatical errors I suck at spelling XD)
Disclaimer: Do I look like a Japanese person to you no I am far from it; anyway I don't own this stuff DUR.
Unloved
Dear Diary,
For some reason I feel like writing….I think it has to do with the dream I had last night, but for some reason I just can't seem to remember the whole thing, ugh I detest not remembering it, but I'll write what I remember…
Dream Sequence
I ran. That's all I could understand was that I had to keep running. I didn't know why, I had to I just knew I did. I felt the perspiration trickling down my face, as the scenery of a forest passed by on a full moon night. My breath was uneven and I had a stitch on my side.
Then, I tripped on a root and came crashing down to the forest floor. I winced and examined the area, and noticed for some reason it was familiar, but I had no time to think about that, so I got up as fast as I could. I saw something drip down onto the forest floor I am not sure what it was but I think it was my sweat. I was cut short, for I was pinned to a nearby tree by some kind of strange substance, as I examined it closer I saw it was sand! I thought. 'Why would there be sand in a forest'.
My thoughts were interrupted by a strange sound, I listened closer…it was …breathing not regular even breaths, by deep husky ones trying to keep something under control. I started to see a figure approaching in the shadows, slowly coming closer as if trying to see if I was a challenge. I could feel the fear inside of me starting to build up, I was desperately trying to conceal it, though failing miserably. It was getting closer, its head was down, and it was prowling in the shadows.
Then, suddenly it lifted its head, thought its face was still concealed by the shadows I was able to get a glimpse of its eyes.
They were a beautiful ocean color, though they were covered with lust to draw blood, also I noticed his eyes were marred with veins from obvious lack of sleep an insomnia of some sort. Their were two more things I noticed about its eyes they were malicious like an experienced killers eyes, but also lonely like a lost puppy with no one to love.
"Love," I whispered under my breath.
Its eyes visibly widened as it spit out the word," Love?! I have no one to love but myself, I am a monster," he whispered harshly.
The last thing I remember was the color of the sand as I ebbed away from consciousness.
End of Dream Sequence
And that's all I remember. The next thing I know I am awake panting as if I had really ran through that forest on that full moon night. I shuddered as I recalled his eyes when I first woke up, though they were beautiful they were frightening, they were frighteningly beautiful.
Kagome closed her diary and put it in her bulging canary yellow backpack. A small smile found its way upon her charming face that was framed by ebony locks and blue clearwater eyes. Though the dream was slightly disturbing it made her feel better to know she had written it down an expressed her self instead of letting all her emotions being all pent up inside of her.
She sighed, she had spent two days in the future, but not before having a huge argument with Inuyasha, of course. She had been noticing that Inuyasha had been slinking off to see Kikyo more and more often, and she knew their meetings were none too innocent.
It wasn't as if she didn't like the feudal era, on the contrary, she liked it better then her life in the future, minus a few modern marvels here and there. Sometimes she just wished he would stop leading her on.
Kagome took her sweet time walking to the well house knowing there was an argument yet to come. She put her bright yellow backpack upon her shoulders, as she entered the small shack housing the well. She sighed once more as she leaped into the well that would throw her five-hundred years into the past. The familiar blue light enveloped her body, as she gingerly closed her clearwater eyes enjoying the few moments of peace she had in her time-traveling life
The calming sensation gone, Kagome started climbing the warn footholds of the well. She relished her precious few seconds of peace, for she knew their was a fight to ensue. As her head peeked out of the well she heard a familiar grunt she knew all knew well.
(A/n: Well that's it that's the end just so you know it is going to suck for the next chapter or so… so do not stop reading it I just need to add those lame chapters so the story makes sense don't you hate that lol Well I hope you enjoy my story I took my time on it so Please read and review for it makes me update faster I would enjoy ten that's the goal TEN ok so attempt please review I have the courtesy to review so, you should also thank you. Gabbi)