You'll never know

You'll never know…..I've loved you since you named my son.

You'll never know…..I can't come unless I'm inside you.

You'll never know…..Every time I say I'm with a trick I'm sneaking to a motel to jerk off to pictures of you and me

You'll never know…..I sat outside your hospital room every night.

You'll never know…..And visited you everyday during rehab.

You'll never know…..I beat up every one who tries to pick you up.

You'll never know…..I hide your pajamas so you have to wear my shirts to bed.

You'll never know…..I don't sleep at night because I'm afraid if I close my eyes you'll disappear.

But the world goes on and so does our story and you'll never know.