Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?"
"Isn't someone missing me?"

I stood outside Roy's house, my ever faithful gun in my icy palm. I know that this is wrong. Revenge is such a meaningless act but...I hate him for not loving me like I loved him. I hate him for not caring.

I'm going to kill him and drag him to hell. Then I'll tell him I love him then.

I walked to the door and phased through it. The gun fell out from my hand and clattered to the floor, echoing through the silent house. I winced, quickly scooping it up and running silently towards where I knew to be his room.

Being back here brought back memories. When Hughes died, Roy was a mess. I used to stay with him at night as he lay a drunken mess on the bed and soothed him through his nightmares. I think that's when I realized I loved him.

I finally reach his room, slowly creaking the door shut. I looked around the room; a mess as usual, but even worse then the last time I've visited it. I flinched at the sight of it, my eyes slowly wandering to the bed.

He was sitting with his back towards me, still fully dressed in his uniform, hunched over something I couldn't see.

I stopped, cocking the gun swiftly and aiming at his back, right where his heart should be. It was fitting; he took my heart, so I'll kill his. My finger closed around the trigger. "Goodbye Roy..."

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

He went rigid suddenly, slowly turning himself and stared at me right in the eyes with an empty, sad look. Then, shock slowly filled his face. "Riza...?"

I gasped. How could he be able to see me? My eyes shot to the bed again, noticing the pictures that he was staring at, now forgotton on the bed. Pictures of me and him together, a few with our friends. And in his hands was a small satin box, a beautiful golden ring with a large, shining diamond sitting snug inside. And on it, "To my greatest love, Riza Hawkeye" was inscribed on the inside, including a date I recognized to be the day I was shot.

My eyes widened. "R...Roy...you..." I took a step towards him, the gun slipping from my hand and hitting the floor.

A mistake I should've known by now.

What happened next made time seem to slow down. He jerked back, a bullet hole suddenly struck through his forehead, blood splattering back. He fell forward, off the bed and hitting the floor. I yelped, partially in shock and also in despair as I ran to him, lifting his head from the ground starting to soak with his blood and placed him on my lap, which surprisingly, he didn't phase through.

He stared up at me with deep longing in his eyes. "Riza..." He croaked, reaching up and touching my face gently. He smiled, despite being in pain. "It's really you..."

"Roy, I'm sorry..." I whispered, bending over his face. "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it..." Frosty tears filled my eyes, flowing down my face and falling, simply to dissapear as they fell through the air.

"No..." He took my hand in his, squeezing it gently. "Wasn't...your fault..I let you down..."

My lip trembled. I couldn't respond. I just looked sadly at his pale, blood splattered face. Then, I felt a fluttering behind me. Angel wings sprouted out from my back, stretching out behind me and glimmering in a sudden light that shone brightly at me from the ceiling, immuminating the dark room.

Roy gasped quietly, staring at me with a soft smile on his face. "Beautiful...my own little angel..." He breathed out.

I returned the smile weakly. Slowly, my wings fluttered from a breeze suddenly caught in them. They flapped against my will, slowly bringing me up into the air. I looed down, horrified as I left the ground, still clinging to Roy's hand like a lifeline.

He stared back at me, mouthing the words 'Don't leave me'. I tried hard to return to the ground, but the breeze got stronger, the light brighter. My clothes wove themselves together around me, transforming into a beautiful white silk dress that trailed far below me.

Soon, as I clutched with my fingertips to him, I found I couldn't hold on any longer. I was wretched from his grasp, floating up to heaven. "No! Roy! No!" I screamed, reaching beneath me for him as he got smaller and smaller, and I raised past the ceiling into the sky.

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Now, only stars surrounded me as I continued to float up, limp against my flying wings, staring up at the sky where the beacon pushed past the clouds, tears staining my face. I heard another flutter of wings behind me. I looked below me and gasped again.

Roy smiled at me, the wound I had gone vanished, matching wings on his back and wearing a stunning black tuxedo that sparkled in the light. "Miss me?"

"Roy!" With hard control of my wings, I glided to him, embracing him once I was close enough. I felt his hands wrap around me and looked up at his smiling face, smiling back. We floated up together, up into heaven in each other's aarms to live for the rest of eternity together.

-Owari

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© Copyright 2007 Ayumi Elric (FanFiction ID 1136837 ). All rights reserved. The series Full Metal Alchemist(Hagane No Renkinjutsushi) belongs fully to Himoru Arakawa; usage of her series and character is entirely borrowed. The song lyrics; Missing belongs fully to Evanescence. All rights reserved for plot, not to be stolen, copied or reproduced without the permission of Ayumi Elric.