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Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto

Summery: Sakura is having a hard life, but the question is will she finally fight not just for survival but now for a life she deserved, and who will be there along the way. There is rape, and abuse.

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I Will Survive

Monday 7:45 am

It was raining, but then, she liked the rain. It smelled fresh and was cleansing. The rain clouds were calming to her mind and body, made her forget just for a little while as she was on her way to her new high school. Konoha High School.

Sakura Haruno was 16 years old, very fit but lean, tall, had bubble-gum pink hair, wise but tough emerald eyes, and walked like a predator. She was gorgeous, which is part of the reason her foster mother hated her. She was kicked out of five schools already, but why should she care, all she needed to know was how to survive and she would be just fine.

Thinking about her past while walking to school, she tried to understand what she did to turn out the way she did.

Her parents died when she was six, she was adopted into the Green family at age seven. At first she thought the family was kinda nice and she promised herself she wouldn't cause trouble and try to make them proud of her. When she was eight years old, she was beaten by her foster parents. Just because she asked to go to a sleepover with some friends. Every day after that she was forced to wear baggy clothes to cover up her abuse marks, and was no longer allowed friends.

She was ten was when everything changed. She had come home from school to find her foster father, Brice Green, drunk and looking at her with extreme hate and something else she couldn't place. He dragged her to her room, which was the size of a closet, and he pushed her onto her pile of blankets she called a bed. He pinned her arms with one hand while ripping her clothes off with the other. Her screams and cries went unanswered as he took away her innocence.

That day was when she gave up on any kind of peaceful life she could ever have. She gave up on hope, family, and friendship. But most of all, she gave up on love. The love of a family, the love of friends, and the love shared between to soul mates. She knew that the only thing she could do was survive this life and live only to protect herself from the cruel world.

After that day she could only live to protect herself from becoming insane, and she fought to survive. She did like to fight though, because it made her feel alive. But although she could fight anyone and come out fine, she was never able to fight Brice Green or Doreen Green, her foster parents, from repeatedly beating her and being sexually abused by Brice. Maybe it was because since they beat her at a young age, she saw them as powerful and was scared to fight back at them. All she could to was avoid him at all costs, which she did quite well by working many jobs a day after school to avoid going home.

She went through the doors of the school, scanning every inch for escape routes, hiding places, and remembering peoples faces. On her way to the office she got quite a good idea of the other kids in the school. She even gave them nicknames to remember them better. The popular kids were; Sasuke Uchiha (Chicken Top), Naruto Uzumaki (Ramen Brains), Ino Yamanaka (Sasuke's Monkey), Hinata Hyuuga (Red Stutter), Neji Hyuuga (Hair Obsessed), Tenten (Bunbun).

The punk/ghetto kids were; Sabaku No Gaara (Mr. Meany Love Face), Ami Yuta (Gaara's Avoided Monkey), Sabaku No Temari (Fan Flapper), Nara Shikamaru (Troublesome Man), Sabaku No Kankuro (Pretty Boy), and Inuzuka Kiba (Puppy Luv).

The other people who were just there that she also happened to notice were; Rock Lee (Sugar Happy), Chouji Akimichi (Mighty Chip Eater), and Shino Aburame (Bug Zoned).

She walked to the office to see Principle Tsunade. She went to the front desk and spoke to a secretary type lady, "Excuse me, but I'm here to see Principle Tsunade. I'm a new student here and I need to get my schedule."

The lady said, "Oh, you must be Miss Haruno," she said eying me like she already read my record, and probable did, "I'm Shizune, you may see her now."

Great, that's just what I need, the teachers giving me a hard time probably thinking I'm going to burn down the school.

Well, it's not like you're an innocent angel who flew magically through the five schools by good behavior. You're a badass chick who needs to make it through the year so you can graduate sometime and leave for good, and I know that you want to be alone, but I am going to force you to try and make an effort. On your own you could be a punk. BUT, with my amazing social skills, you could be popular!

I don't want your 'amazing social skills' and I definitely don't want to be popular or punk. I don't play well with others, remember? Anyway, leave for a while because the principle is looking at me weird, probably because I'm mentally arguing with myself!

Aw, your no fun. Oh well, I'll just have a pool party in your mind while you commit social suicide...AGAIN!!

"Miss Haruno? Are you okay?," principle Tsunade asks.

"I'm fine," Sakura replied with a bored tone.

"Fine then. Sakura, may I call you Sakura?" she waits for my nod, then continues, "I'm just going to get straight to the point. You have been kicked out of five schools already and I will have no tolerance for any kind of that behavior here, do you understand?" she finishes.

"Whatever, can I just please have my schedule?" I calmly reply.

"...fine," she says, studying me.

Listen lady, I've already had five school's worth of teachers try to figure me out and fail, your not going to change that.

Damn right, let's teach her a thing or two about what we do to people who tell us what to do.

I thought you wanted me to fit in.

Oh yeah, right then. Sorry, I got a little carried away there. Try to fit in. I'll go throw flaming darts at principle Tsunade's picture.

How did you get her picture?

I have my ways. (She says, looking around to see if anyone is watching her) And I'm imaginary so I can do anything here. It's like a magical amusement park only I have an outer self that doesn't listen to me.

Whatever.

She gives me my schedule and I walk away. My schedule reads:

first period- homeroom 8:10-8:30 Hatake Kakashi room 105

second period- math 8:35-9:20 Iruka Umino room 112

third period- science 9:25-10:10 Anko Mitarashi room 110

fourth period- Spanish 10:55-11:40 Kurenai Yuhi room 101

Lunch- 11:45-12:30 cafeteria

fifth period- english 12:35-1:20 Ibiki Morino room 114

sixth period- pysical education 1:25-2:10 Might Guy gym

seventh period- art 2:15-3:10 Jiraiya room 103

Sakura sighed and went to her homeroom class. She walked down the hall to room 105 and entered. Almost instantly everyone was silent and watching her. She didn't care though, that's the reaction you usually got when you had pink hair and and aura that automatically everyone noted as dangerous and lethal. She smirked, and immediately half of the guys were asking her out. She of course turned them down, not unused to this reaction.

She walked up to the teacher and introduced herself as the new meat. He smiled, amused, and told her to introduce herself to the class. She looked to the rest of the class, which was staring at her every move, and said, "My name is Sakura Haruno, I like martial arts, weaponry, and silence. I've been kicked out of five schools, and I like to be left alone, "she smirked again at the audible gasps from her announcement at being kicked out of five schools.

A girl then asked her out of pure curiosity of this young woman,"Do you plan on staying at this school?"

Sakura just glanced at the girl then, after a few seconds for a dramatic air, replied, "I'm just passing through."

Kakashi-sensei then told her to sit next to Chicken Top (Sasuke) and then told everyone to do whatever.

Sakura just studied the people she observed earlier and new kids also. People didn't try to talk to her, seeing as she practically had a bright orange neon 'Fuck Off' sign on her forehead. She noticed that Hair Obsessed (Neji), Bunbun (Tenten), Red Stutter (Hinata) and Mr. Meany Love Face (Gaara) were also in the class. She also noticed that Chicken top was staring at her.

Annoyed, she turned to him with a glare that would intimidate Godzilla and growled,"Have a problem Chicken Top? Take a fuckin' picture, it'll last longer."

To say he was shocked was an understatement, and she just turned around finally noticing the chuckling coming from Mr. Meany Love Face and the gasps of shock from his fan girls. Bored Again she just doodled in her notebook.

The end of the period bell sounded and she spent the rest of the day being watched by everyone, and knew that tomorrow she was going to be asked to join some kind of group.

Can't wait.

Be a little more enthusiastic than that. Come on, Gaara is pretty hot. Hmmm...so is Neji. (Inner Sakura has wide moon eyes and is daydreaming about the two hotties. I rate Gaara a 10 and Neji a 9.5.

Sakura leaves school for her job at Hot Topic in the mall. She is excited in her head for her new job, she doesn't like to show happy emotion on her face seeing as it could someday be used against her as a weakness. The job means putting off going home longer, she doesn't start her second job till Wednesday. She went into Hot Topic and met with the manager.

"Hi, I'm Sakura Haruno and I'm here to start my job," she said with a small smile.

The manager replied, "Great! My name is Josh, and if you need anything, I'll be at the front desk. You are going to stock the new items ok? Like I said, I'll be at the front desk. Good luck."

She got the box of new clothes and began stocking the new apparel. When she was done she looked up to see Gaara in the store, and he was staring at her. Not the 'what are you doing stare' but an analyzing stare. She glared at him and went back to work. He finally quit staring and went on with his business and left.

About an hour later, she felt a harsh tap on her shoulder and turned around to see...

Hi!! this is technically my first fanfic because I had one story before but it didn't count because I was just testing something with it. It was more of a bet to see how many more reviews I could get than my friend, but she won. but it was a short and dull story so I decided to delete it. I'll continue this story if I get reviews, and if I do, I'll put PANDA'S in the next chapter. l8r!