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I do not own Gakuen Alice ( Alice Academy). I love everything about it, and I admire the ORIGINAL CREATOR of this magnificent idea-made into pictures-made into action. I AM, just like the other fans, like the other authors and writers of FanFictions, are mere extentions of our wild and dangerous ideas, dying to be spread out...)

Chapter4: Near End?

(Natsume Narrating)

"Idiot.", he made me stop. I froze on what he said as anger filled me, at last., "..you idiot."--and a hard object hit the back of my head. "OWW!!"--- I blurted out madly and turned to him, "YOU UGLY---!!!"... But then a pillow slapped on my face . I held it madly and looked at him.

"you're too reactive, Mikan.."---------He called me by my name?------- "..we couldn't help it.. I'll die. No one could stop that."

"But then why do you act so normal and hard as if it's nothing??!!"

"You took it wrong, idiot.", he cut in my words.

My eyes widened for the moment. He looked at me as he paused. Then suddenly something caught my eyes..."hang on..", I bent down, "What's this?", I blurted out as I picked a glimmering red stone tied on a black lace from the floor. Just then suddenly I remembered the hard object that hit me.

My eyes widened as thoughts started to come together as I looked at the stone---he made this?---- "Natsume..", I blurted out and looked up to him, "..you overused your power for this?..", holding up the stone. (as we all know, making an alice stone costs great power and ability)

He looked straight at me and replied codly, "just think that I didn't, and take it."

"YOU IDIOT!..", I yelled at his face and threw the pilow I was holding, "This caused your life..".

"..yeah,it did so please just take it!", he cut in fiercely.,"..come here,idiot!"

I looked at him in shock.."Why would ?!",I tried to refuse, but his look was terrifying. So I looked away and walked towards his bed. I didn't know why I did.. "What now?!", I raised my head and yelled at him..

"idiot.", he then knocked on my head.

"OW!", I looked at him, but he looked away.

"I made that so that in case something happens to me--"

"hey,cut it out.."

"..in case something happens to me, a part of me would still remain to protect you.."

Tears then started to fall from my eyes. My heart went heavy as I listened to his words that sounded like those were his last..HE WANTED TO PROTECT ME?...he was the one who has been doing that since then. Everytime something happens to me, he then would risk his life.

"..at least before I die, I know that somehow you would be able to protect yourself. I know how idiot and stupid you could be in times---always--"...and I just fell speechless...what is he saying?

"..if you think that I take this matter as a joke, then you still don't know me that much, Mikan..If you think that it's okay for me to see you guys cry over my DEATH; to leave you guys forever..; to be unable to tell you the things I still want to say..or to be unable to tease you 'idiot' again...It's not Mikan.."

"Natsume..", I blurted out.

"Quit crying, idiot..", and he again hit my head, "you're not the one who's gonna die.."

I tried to smile and wipe my tears off-- "..It's not that,you ugly, hard-boiled, jerk!"---but my tears wouldn't stop falling-- I jump on to him and hugged him...and all my sadness bursted.."thanks a lot, ugly...You'll be able to stay longer, I know.."

"..forget it, idiot. It's not that simple as it seems..you talk like you know everything...My alice is already in this shape, and it would stay as this...powerful, limitless---I could use it whenever I wanted, but everytime I cast flame out of these hands, my life span decreases.. do you get it?..."

"now what do you want me to do?!--sit around and wait for the time?!", I cut in and yelled to his face.

"I want you to just forget these things I'm telling you. As simple as that."

"you jerk!!!", I hit his chest hard. But then he groaned in pain and lost his balance--and we both fell off the bed---lips rested gently on each other--


(Natsume Narrating)

That idiot. She did have a hard fist! As she hit me on my chest, pain shivered my whole body, somewhat like causing all the energy left in me to evaporate..

Our eyes both widened--lips rested gently on each other--hearts beating too hard that I could not bear it. She was on top of me--face all red and her eyes would almost bulge out.

"..gomen..", she whispered as she immediately stood up, reached out for something on the middle of the bed, and ran away--

I fell frozen in the floor. Still on a state of shock. wow..did it really happen?.. I couldn't believe it...

As I returned back to reality, I slowly stood up and sat on the edge of my bed..Keeping quiet for the moment, I suddenly noticed something shining on the middle of the bed... don't tell me she left here the stone that I gave her?!... It was shiny and glimmering..but then it was not red and firey..

I reached out my hand and took a close look at the then unknown stone...It was white..so pure and clean...that it made me recall her face..her pure, clean, and happy face----Then my eyes widened as thoughts suddenly came clear---

The moment she was rushing to run away...as I thought that she was reaching out for something on the middle of the bed...it all came clear that she wasn't actually! She was reaching her hand on the middle of the bed, cause she was placing that white stone there...That stone..that was an alice stone..

A smile was suddenly traced on my lips..I bowed down and smiled..almost to laugh!...she left it here...she gave me an alice stone..that idiot...and all of a sudden my whole body went numb and heavy..I smiled...I didn't know why..moments later I just felt my back ache after hearing a loud thud on the cement floor..

The cold hard floor under my back..the numbness and pain on my body...

For a fraction of a second, the coldness of the hard floor under my back..the numbness and pain I'm feeling all over me then..It all disapeared...as then...everything then turned black-----

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